Collected Ramblings

where is my halo. where are my wings. I only have two eyes. why aren’t I glowing? why is my flesh so heavy? hhhhh came out to one of my friends about being angelkin bc he already knows that I’m robotkin and wingedkin but he hasn’t responded and it’s been an hour (^^;)

It’s even more interesting bc I’m not very religious and I have occasional religious OCD, so I have no idea what I’m doing at this point

but yeah. missing the heavens rn

bird like wings or wings made of nature (fire, thunder,light)

halos or horns

warrior or scribe

gardens or clouds

singing or playing

armor or soft linen

sword or quill

heaven or earth

god or gods

pearls or gold

human form or true nature

possessing a vessel or being born with it

creating life or destroying life

church or altar at home

worship or be worshipped

pray or answer prayers

rebel or remain

bird like wings or wings made of nature (fire, thunder,light)

halos or horns

warrior or scribe

gardens or clouds

singing or playing

armor or soft linen

sword or quill

heaven(as in space) or earth

god or gods(everyone)

pearls or gold

human form or(I LIKE THEM BOTH TOO MUCH) true nature

possessing a vessel or being born with it

creating life or destroying life

church or altar at home

worship or be worshipped

pray or answer prayers

rebel(by remaining/continuing) or remain

bird like wings or wings made of nature (fire, thunder, light)

halos or horns

warrior or scribe

gardens or clouds

singing or playing

armor or soft linen

sword or quill

possessing a vessel or being born with it

heaven or earth

god or gods

pearls or gold

human form or true nature

church or altar at home

creating life or destroying life (none of it)

worship or be worshipped

pray or answer prayers

rebel or remain

bird like wings or wings made out of nature

halos or horns

warrior or scribe

gardens or clouds

singing or playing

armor or soft linen

sword or quill

heaven or earth

god or gods

pearls or gold

human form or true nature

possesing a vessel or being born with it

creating life or destroying life

church or altar at home

worship or be worshipped

pray or answer prayers

rebel or remain

i'll tag HMMM

halos or horns

warrior or scribe

gardens or clouds (are they mutually exclusive?)

singing or playing

armor or soft linen

sword or quill

heaven or earth

god or gods (there might be others but I only want to devote myself to one)

pearls or gold

human form or true nature

possessing a vessel or being born with it

creating life or destroying life

church or altar at home

worship or be worshipped

pray or answer prayers

To tick away as I move and perform. The sharp click of a clockwork heart announcing my presence.

To do tasks and duties assigned to me with care, diligence, and grace.

But not for you.

Not like this.

I want a girl who can see into X-ray

I want a girl who can travel to Neptune

with lipstick and eyeshadow that won't smudge along the way

I want a girl whose memory allocations

Are compact, and laid out all pretty on the stack

She's targeting all hostiles

She's firing all her cannons

She's putting up her shielding to repel counterattacks

I want a girl with short nails on her looong,

Long rifle

I want a girl with a heart of optic fiber

I want a girl with a gravity bomb

At Kauphilon Beta, we will be assigned together

We'll flirt over EM as she kills with aplomb

She's got a chassis with a baryonic imploder

She's got a chassis with a dark matter smile

She's got air superiority

From horizon to horizon

She's got a girl or three she's got her artificial eyes on