Sel

a sharp snap back to reality

a reminder that we don’t live in our fantasies

what lies outside of our control

and the blame that is not ours

don’t matter because there still is hope

as creators we’ve created what we chose and

allowed ourselves to be chosen

as victims of our creations

moral fragility slips away

it’s replaced by urgency

as we take back control

preference is obsolete

like waiting for…

yearning for play

a return to innocence

and ignorance

from the horrors that have lied

behind the curtains of our eyes

now the sun shines

a disturbance from the comfort

uncovered in the dark

where our eyes had adjusted

seen colors in the shadows

it was our home so we weren’t afraid

though we were

we were hiding and didn’t know

what we should’ve been afraid of all along

a new lightshed on our time in…

full moon in aquarius, the equation

what makes you different is exactly
what makes you like every one else
to be useful, with purpose, in service
your ability to help the other lies 
in your ability to help you
everything a reflection
of life at some layer

New Moon in Cancer

transformation isn’t linear but it’s always occurring

in flow through endless versions of ourself

deslusions we have about what life is and what it isn’t

who we are and who we aren’t

in waves are released, updated and integrated

creating space for parts that have yet to see the light of day

to emerge by putting consistency on autopilot

sending energy where it’s needed

means there’s no need to fix what isn’t broken

the paradox of accepting who we are

means rejecting who we’re not

with the knowledge that exactly she

is who we could one day could be

integrating the shame of how and what it means

to exist outside of the tradition

roles of lover, mother, father, sister, brother

dynamic as you are, have been, and are becoming

your beauty, your capacity to love and be loved

is not tied to some version of yourself

but to the radical acceptance of your ever changing vessel

which you are undeniably stuck with while

your ever expanding presence surrounds you

and your boundless spirit illuminates you

take root here

and pride in this version that was not built overnight

knowing that you are supported in this birth,

and the next

Full Moon in Aries, Chaos and Order

Words that dance around meaning eventually stampeding feeling is the space that lets meaning breath sounds move with form to transcend perception and get lost in translation If love is the feeling that permeates every sentence reigns over every emotion you share with another while you anticipate the future and contemplate the limitations of your communication It is control you lack but intention you…

Full Moon in Pisces, Reveal What’s Pure

in waiting for the green light the opportune time the peace goes undisturbed intact as the natural order your surrounding environment rushes past your heart beats steadily within could you sift through the noise to hear its rhythm? cutting away the decayed layers revealing what’s pure sacrificing the rotting flesh at the cost of rendering your being incomplete left with only a seed bare bones or an…

Full Moon in Aquarius – Product of our Environment

the urge to define with sharp edges and hard lines would only arise if you assumed the world to be your judge, jury, and executioner your individuality needs not to come at the cost of your community even nature could never nurture herself water gives her life light allows her growth wind ensures her survival none could exist in a vacuum we are here for each other, in…

New Moon in Leo, The Passenger

is your joy innate? do you have to keep going or can you be happy while you wait? do you expect a standing ovation while the physical world catches up with your energetic advancements? you can’t watch the clock and not expect it to tick past a minute in an hour could you manage to not throw your hands up in defeat? could you restrain yourself from making decisions the consequences of which you…

Full Moon in Capricorn – Electric Destiny

are you aligned? with whether or not what you wish to offer is what is required from you? do you do what you do out of expectations and an inability to let go of who you were out of bravado, ego, pride out of empathy? for yourself and the ones you love or the ones you don’t for the human condition and its’ respective social climate? you could only find respite in your cause if it was worthy of your…

New Moon in Cancer – Fleeting Desperation

temporary feelings bring fleeting desperation in rocky waters you hold fast to anything that feels like truth and security, even for a moment. if the waves stopped for each ship that passed how long would it take to get anywhere? if we acted on each impulse we had how often would we oscillate between left and right, east and west up and down, north and south before you arrived home? you can take one step…

Full Moon in Sagittarius – In Your Stillness

humility and finding it amid stillness, you discover something you need and somewhere to go but you know you can’t do it on your own. and you find it when you don’t immediately assume where it is, and who has it what you need to do to go and get it. in your stillness you find there is healing and you no longer need the bandaid so you rip it off. and even if the air is infected and you could be hurt again at…

ruled by desire with truth at its root and always in pursuit of emotional fulfillment heart on your sleeve you could not deceive yourself out of an urge from the core of your being patient until yoked mild mannered until provoked but steady is the bull who knows when and where it goes as consistent as the tide and as predictable in nature with its’ high and low push and pull fast and slow, yet with a force…

New Moon in Gemini, The Puppet Master

the you, who makes the decision takes the action never is in complete control of the way your life unfolds. lightning may strike, of course redirecting your course but mostly, walls break down because of abandoned structures, repeated impact, and neglected safety measures. the chaos which ensues is no one’s fault, except everyone there was no one choice which led you to where you are but a series of them,…

seeing is believing believing is becoming becoming is being embodying everything you want to be and committing yourself to who that is who you’ve always been and accepting that you’ve never needed to change only deepen your faith why coexist when you can integrate? occupy any space and if you’re afraid you’re a star shaped peg in a heart shaped hole then create your own what is meant to be could not…

New Moon in Taurus

What is good enough How and where have you been sold a dream by wolves in sheep’s clothing opening up, time and time to endless possibility Resisting better judgement only to discover it is never as it seems

And maybe, the only thing you know is that you don’t You are not everything you thought you wanted to be what they wanted you to be and who you thought you should be because you wanted from them…

Full Moon in Virgo

March 18th, 2022 at 3:18 AM EST, 27 degrees Virgo. Everything that we have no control over in our lives, coming to light. Seeing through whatever illusions of control that we do have. Coming to terms with the fact that you cannot control everything, and why would you want to? Sometimes, the most divine, and divinely orchestrated things can only occur when we give up that control. Recognizing…