La Vie Est Belle

Operation : Unrecognisable begins now.

Doctor told me that it’s not that my anti depressants aren’t working, it’s that there is too mich trauma and bad things happening to me right now that any tablet wouldn’t help me mask it

I am so unbelievably tired of being the only friend in my entire friend group that gives a shit. 💩 Al the one who has to plan EVERYTHING. EVERY time. Every dinner, every picnic date everything. And for once (on my birthday) I was just tired and I didn’t want to have the burden of planning it and having to message & get everyone together. And what happens? I get a text at 11pm the day before saying “X and I were thinking of hanging out tomorrow around 3pm for your bday and bring you some gf pastries and snacks”