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Slept in until 10 am. Gosh, I guess I’m tired. Grief. I guess it does odd things to one’s body.

♥️ ya, Crystal. Thank you for being here for us. You are truly a God-send and a blessing and a just a beautiful human. ♥️ #friends #family #ohana #moanaluahighschool #mohs #cheerbudsforlife

I love my daddy 💖 He is flying back to Hawaii today, after a good two week visit. (Mama is staying another week.) I miss him already. #agirljustneedsherdaddy #daddysgirl

I love my Mama 💖 📷: My Daddy; Kids’ entertainment: Kindle &📱; ☕️: @tango3coffee

Home again. 💗 I missed my kiddos so much. #mallcrawl #evieflo #emmettn #homeagain (at Bass Pro Shops)

#placesyoucanknit Hospital waiting rooms 🐳 #woolandthegang #cardigan #knitting #yarn #yarnlove #knithappy #knitstagram #knittersofinstagram #seebexknit

Yesterday was ☀️ enough that we took Nana + Papa to the beach in the evening. #bestkindofbeachday #beach #evieflo #emmettn #vitaminsea #oceantherapy #destinflorida #florida

🐳 Update : Chris and I are ✈️ to Texas Children’s Hospital in Houston later this week for two days of appointments, meetings, scans, an MRI, and hopefully some time to look at short-term apartments for when I relocate later this summer. TCH is where we plan to deliver our precious Lysander, and where he will receive the best care we can provide for him at this time. . . I am feeling all the feelings, especially as I think about eventually living so far from my 3 older kiddos for months... I also feel nervous about our medical journey, living in a new city while recovering from having a baby, a long NICU stay, and all the unknowns about how Lysander will fare once he’s born. It’s a bit paralyzing and a lot overwhelming at times. “Staying strong” is a luxury, “keeping it together” is a struggle, and to be quite honest, I’m just weary in every way. There are so many positive CDH success stories out there, some I’m witnessing daily, but I’ve yet to find a baby with CDH and other the congenital anomalies that our baby has, particularly his tiny size, underdevelopment, and missing limbs. So... just a lot of unknowns and really just waiting and trusting God with every moment, thought, feeling, fear... And still there is much to be thankful for... . . The parents, my E’s and I enjoyed a fun walk at Turkey Creek Park today. It was very hot out. My dad snapped this of me wading in the creek; I was seriously wishing I’d brought extra clothes so I could’ve submerged myself. 😁 #stillpregnant #sograteful . . . #cdh #congentialdiaphragmatichernia #lcdh #lysanderimmanuel #30weeksgestation

Last night all 7 of us played 🍎 to 🍏 with Nana+Papa. #applestoapples #family #boardgames

Sister sweaters gifts for the #entrechatKal #entrechatkal2018 with @frogginette ☺️ Sizes: 0-3 mos and 3-4 yrs. Yarn: Hobby Lobby Fresh Haven in Jade Green. 🌿 I think I’ve gifted at least a dozen Entrechats since @katejsmit first inspired me to make them! #knitting #yarn #yarnlove #knithappy #knitstagram #knittersofinstagram #seebexknit

My beloved Bat-family is having a blast at GWL! 🐺 💦 So thankful for a little getaway and a chance to build memories this summer. ☀️ Also... I passed my glucose test!! 🙌🏼 Now feed me all the 🍩🍩🍩 please!! 😁 #greatwolflodge #family #sebbyj #evieflo #emmettn #lysanderimmanuel

H a p p y 4 t h B i r t h d a y E m m e t t ⚡️ Driving to Great Wolf Lodge to celebrate our Batman. (All wearing our Batman shirts of course.) #emmettn #happybirthday

Lazy Saturday knitting on yet another #Entrechat for a friend’s NB in this pretty Jade Green tencel yarn. 🎀💚 #freshhavenyarn #hobbylobby #tencel #yarn #jadegreen #entrechat #knittingforbabies #giftknitting #knitting #yarn #yarnlove #knithappy #knitstagram #knittersofinstagram #seebexknit

Thank you @kjcajcaccdec for this sign! And thank you @fearless_mom & @juliesrichard for the quote. 💙 #fearlessmom #home

Mrs Watson Shawl 🖤💖 My newest, favorite, squishiest comfort item. @berrocoyarn pattern @heyladyhey yarn - Tea Party Aran . . . #waitingroomselfie #FO #mrswatsonshawl #berroco #yarn #heyladyhey #teapartycolorway #happysquishyshawl #didntevenblockit 🤷🏻‍♀️ #knitting #yarn #yarnlove #knithappy #knitstagram #knittersofinstagram #seebexknit

Celebrating National Donut Day with a one hour glucose test! 😬👎🏼 It’s one of my least favorite things to do, having had gestational diabetes before, so I brought all my comfort items: @humblehilo dress, @birkenstock shoes, squishy-happy shawl, Kindle, and some knitting. (I carry really big purses.) If I pass this test, I’ve promised myself a 🍩 later to celebrate. 🙂 . . . In other news... we met with a Pediatric Surgeon and NICU staff in Pensacola earlier this week to discuss delivery options, etc. It seems our best option might be to deliver in August in Gainesville, about a 4hr drive from home, where they have the equipment and staff Lysander may need post-birth. Surgery, ECMO, and a lengthy NICU stay at the Children’s Hospital there will most likely be in our future. We are still absorbing this new piece of information and educating ourselves about CDH + limb deformities and all that entails. #lysanderimmanuel #congenitaldiaphragmatichernia #CDH #glucosetest #pleasepassthistest 🙏🏼 #iwantadonut