Anyway my husband has been on vacation with his girlfriend for the last week and it has ... Not been easy.
I'm not supposed to reach out until he tells me it's okay, but he has been sending me photos of what they're doing together and reminding me that they are going ziplining, enjoying four star meals and enjoying the tropics together as im forced to work overtime at home to pay for part of their vacation.
I'm stuck here doing his laundry, cleaning his dishes and walking his pets in sweltering heat as he's on a beach with his lover enjoying the luxury and having his cock milked any time he wants.
When he broke it to me that this was happening i fully expected him to take me on vacation somewhere too, but he has yet to say anything about that. Instead as the day of their departure grew every nearer i only got to watch as his girlfriend would brightly talk about how excited she was to enjoy some peace and quiet with him. He was so excited too, he kept telling me he was so glad to finally take her out to a place she deserved. I felt more and more jealous and anxious and upset and foind myself crying the day they left.
Why wouldn't he put in this time for me? Why has he never taken me anywhere, why would i have to pay for her part of the trip? It felt it was so unfair. And now i admit it still feels that way, but then im reminded that this is how I'm meant to be treated.
There are some women who are born with perfect genes who get it all... And then there are the secondary leftovers like me, who are just lucky enough to even have a husband at all. So... As im lying in bed, crying because im alone and he's cumming in her for the millionth time tonight, i will try to remember that i should be grateful. Yes he's in love with another girl, but he still keeps me around as a last resort and that is good enough for me.


















