ALL OF MY SENSES | Leon S. Kennedy
Pairing: Post-RE4!Leon (28) x Fem!Reader (27). No established relationship
Synopsis: The year is 2005. You were hired as a field analyst at USSTRATCOM and have your eyes on an elite field agent named Leon Kennedy. The first mission youโve been assigned to has you meeting new faces and running into Leon more, who happens to be on the same team as you. You find yourself learning whether coworkers can also be friends, and fighting against your growing desires for the handsome agent on your team.
Tags/CW: MDNI, smut (fantasies while f masturbating, eventual full smut in future parts), slow burn, angst, fake relationship, grinding, physical touch, cursing, annoying ex bf, new characters, immersive story, friendships, workplace, eventual canon-typical violence in future parts, reader is very aware in most cases but has a hard time telling when other people are into her
AN: My debut fic!! This is my baby and Iโm so excited to share it with you. Feedback is welcome and appreciated. Especially with the tags, I want to make sure I tag everything appropriately.
Grab a snack, get cozy, and come with me to fall in love with Leon all over again. โค๏ธ
Spotify Playlist: All of my Senses | Leon Kennedy Mix of more current songs that fit the vibes and 2005 top hits. If you use a different platform for music, feel free to create a playlist there with the same songs and link in comments for others if you like! More songs will be added with future parts of the story.
You've been working in security for the government for a few years and were recently recruited into a top-secret position in the United States Strategic Command, USSTRATCOM for short. The majority of your experience is in analysis; gathering information from field agents, consolidating it, and reporting your findings to government officials to inform their next steps. However, this position requires you to get your hands a little more dirty. You'll be expected to join agents on their field assignments and gather information they may have otherwise missed. You were told the field agents are primarily responsible for eliminating safety threats, though with the unavoidable safety risks that come with this position, basic self-defense training is your first assignment.
The training sessions have been one-on-one with lower-level field agents from various security branches. It's been going well actually, apart from the constant soreness due to your muscles moving in ways they aren't used to. Today, you've been paired with a man around your age named Dustin. He's been a bit more handsy than the other agents, but you chalk it up to his teaching style and the more difficult work you've been doing today.
On a water break, your eyes travel around the training room, glancing at the other agents engaging in their own workout sessions. You've had your eye on one agent in particular, Leon Kennedy, an elite agent who reports directly to the president and has completed unimaginable missions. You'd heard his name come up from time to time in your last position, but didn't know he would be as...attractive as he is. He's been your preferred eye candy during these training sessions, and your eyes are slightly let down when they don't find him in the training room today.
"Ight, let's get back to it," Dustin's words snap you back to your training.
Today, you have been practicing striking in order to create space between you and a potential attacker. Dustin has been able to dodge most of your attempts thus far, and sometimes he even counters them, wrapping you in holds. You're doing what he tells you, but it's just not working out. You start to wonder if you're too slow for this.
Your stance and footing follow his previous instructions, and your dominant hand tries to find his eyes to stun him. Once again, he intercepts your arm and puts you in another choke hold, his face too close to yours.
โCโmon, not again,โ he says with the slightest smile, breath against your cheek.
You try to wriggle free, and after many seconds too long, he releases you.
"What am I doing wrong?โ You ask, frustration starting to show. โI feel like I'm following everything you told me perfectly."
"What exactly did you tell her to do?" The question comes from an unknown voice behind you. You turn around and see... Leon Kennedy.
"Uhh, hey Kennedy," Dustin starts. His tone seems nervous.
Leon's face is still written with inquisition, waiting for Dustin's answer.
"I'm just teaching her basic striking moves, like I was told to today," Dustin finally responds.
Leon turns to you, eyebrow raised. "What did this guy tell you to do?"
You show him the movements as you speak the instructions you were given.
"I think I just need to be faster," you finish.
Leon moves his focus back to Dustin after your demonstration, his brows furrowed and his tongue pushing up against the back of his bottom lip. He turns back to you and says with a head shake, "Alright, your training's done for today."
"What?" you respond, confused.
"Forget everything you've learned today, go home, and get some rest. You can start fresh tomorrow."
Did you do something that wrong? Training had been going decent enough until today, what gives? You look at Dustin and back at Leon, eyebrows pursed together in confusion and worry.
Leon picks up on this and offers, "You didn't do anything wrong. It's teacher error."
"Oh," your eyes nervously dart to Dustin and back to Leon. "Um... I guess I'll get going then." You nod and head towards the locker room.
Before you go through the door, you glance back to the two men and see Leon seemingly berating Dustin. Weird.
Your training concluded after a couple more weeks, though Dustin was never your trainer again. Seems it was in fact teacher error, because when you learned striking with another trainer, you picked up on it much more easily.
Now that training is over, your coordinator has your first field placement for you. The TLDR of it is suspected cult activity around an abandoned Umbrella facility in rural North Dakota. Before you and the team are sent out there, you have to attend some informational briefings to get caught up on the situation and make plans for executing the mission. The team consists of you, two other field analysts, and three agents, one of which happens to be Leon Kennedy.
You listen intently in these meetings and participate when it makes sense, but you have to admit you also enjoyed drinking up more glances at Leon in this setting. His stoic demeanor draws you in like a moth to a flame. That aside, this cult shit seems pretty fucked up. The mission ahead of you will be no joke, and quite the introduction to this new position of yours.
After one briefing session, Leon comes up to you as you're walking to lunch. "Hey, sorry to break up your training session a couple weeks ago," he smirks a little. "I'm Leon."
You laugh politely, "I'm sure you had a very good reason, Leon. I'm [y/n]. It's nice to formally meet you."
"Likewise," he nods. "So, what do you think of everything so far?"
"It sure is...something. Gonna be one hell of a first mission for me," you chuckle.
"Ah, I can relate to that," Leon responds.
"What was your first mission like?"
"Well," he begins, "my firstโand onlyโday as a cop was the day everything went down in Raccoon City."
Oof. "Oh wow, that is quite the start," you exclaim with an exhale. Youโre familiar with the grave details of the horrors that took place there, which were concluded with a missile strike that leveled the city. "I think your first mission might have mine beat. I can't imagine what that was like."
"Well to be fair, we don't really know everything that awaits us in North Dakota," he counters.
"What a comforting thought," you laugh and widen your eyes at him. He returns a chuckle and looks to the ground. His hands are in his pockets, arm muscles accentuated from his wrists to the sleeve of his t-shirt. He reminds you of ice, hard and cool.
"You want to grab lunch with me? I'm going to the cafรฉ down the road," you offer.
"Nah, I brought my own lunch today. Thanks though," he replies.
"Alright, well I'll see you at the next briefing," you smile and wave before heading out the door.
Another day, another round of briefing and planning. The current session is nearing the end, and one of the other analysts, Cal, a man maybe a bit older than you, is going on about one of his past experiences. It's not even really related to the subjects that were discussed in this meeting, and you're not entirely sure why he's talking about this. Heโs done this in other meetings as well. Either he has an elevated sense of self-importance, or an unfortunately impaired sense of situational awareness.
"It was incredible - on my left was agent Ramsey eviscerating the colossal spider, and on my right - the vial we were looking for. You probably can't tell from just looking at me, but I've got some experience in lockpicking. I knew I had to..."
Your chin is resting in your hand and your mind is drifting as the story keeps falling from his mouth with no apparent point, or end, in sight. You take this opportunity to steal a glance at Leon, the smallest of which would be far more satiating than this guy's monologue.
When you look in his direction, however, you find that he was already looking at you, his chin also resting in his folded hands. Your eyes flick back to Cal, feeling as if you'd been busted, but then they slowly find their way back to Leon, who is still looking at you. You smile lightly behind your fingers and raise your brows at him as if to ask, โyou too?โ. He raises his in return and subtly rolls his eyes. You send yours back to the analyst, where they remain until someone points out that it's lunch time.
You head to the door to leave the conference room, excited to decompress with your daily cafรฉ run, when you're stopped by Cal.
"Hey, newbie," is what you hear from behind. You turn your head to look at him and offer up a "hey" back, and he catches up with you as you're exiting the room.
"Hearing a story like mine probably would've freaked me out if I were in your shoes, and I totally didn't mean for that, so I want to apologize if I scared you. Not every mission is that intense, I swear," he raises his fingers in 'scouts honor'.
It didn't scare you at all actually, but you don't want to make him feel bad. "Oh, don't even worry about it. These briefings are really helping desensitize me to the kinds of sights my future seems to hold," you laugh coolly.
"Oh, but I didn't even finish my story, sweetheart.โ Your eye twitches. โI can catch you up over lunch, though I must warn you - it might push you over the edge if you aren't mentally ready."
So an elevated sense of self-importance it is.
"Thank you, but I actually-"
"[y/n]? You coming?" A voice reaches you from further down the hall. It's Leon, walking towards you.
"You're a slow walker. Let's go, I'm starving." Leon adds.
Gathering what heโs is doing, you respond, "Oh..yeah sorry, was just finishing up with Cal." Seems Leon got the situational awareness that Cal was spared. You turn to the analyst, "I'll have to take a rain check, I'm booked for lunch today."
"I don't mind joining you guys for lunch, can fill you both in on the rest of the story then," Cal responds.
"Thanks Cal, but that won't be necessary. I've gotta go over some new-hire stuff with [y/n]. Be seeing you at the next briefing." Leonโs words shut down any future attempts Cal might have made, and he grabs your hand to speedwalk the two of you out of the building, muttering more about how hungry he is.
Leon releases your hand once you make it outside and looks down at you. His eyes are squinting from the sun, and he's wearing a knowing smirk.
You burst out laughing, and he joins in with a few laughs himself.
โDang, thereโs those elite agent skills Iโve heard so much about,โ you start.
โItโs why they pay me the medium bucks,โ he responds, making you giggle again.
"Come on, we better get to the cafรฉ before he catches up," you say casually, but deep down youโre really hoping he joins you this time.
The corner of Leon's mouth lifts. "I suppose I kinda have to join you now, don't I?" He puts a hand over his brow to shield his eyes from the beaming sun while he looks at you.
"Well, how else am I gonna get my new-hire information?"
"Ah, good point. Guess we better get going then."
The walk to the cafรฉ started with light conversation about food, and evolved into heated debate about the best coffee order.
โIโm telling you, I get an iced caramel latte from every coffee place Iโve gone to ever, and you can really tell the vibe of the place from how they make theirs. Iโve never had a latte from one place that tasted the same as a latte from another place.โ You argue soulfully.
โAnd Iโm telling you, black coffee, maybe with a smidge of creamer, is the only reasonable way to determine the quality of an establishment. You canโt fight me on this.โ Leon retorts.
โOh I promise you, your facts and logic are no match for what I feel in my heart. So, itโs actually you that canโt fight me on this.โย
The bell on the door jingles as you open it to enter the cafรฉ.
โAh, thereโs [y/n]. Same thing today, I venture?โ The barista with the cool tattoos you see almost every day greets you.
โHi, yes please. And whatever this guy wants - I owe him one.โ You motion to Leon.
โYeah, I donโt think so lady.โ Leon protests with a shake of his head, and youโre not that surprised. But lucky for you, youโre still in an arguing mood.
โOh please, just let me thank you this one time. You have all your life to buy your own black coffee with a smidge of creamer.โ
โNice try, but you really canโt fight me on this one,โ
โWhat can I get for you, sir?โ The barista interjects, probably done with this back and forth.
Leon looks up at the menu, and you sneakily slip the barista enough cash to cover your and whatever Leonโs order ends up being.
โIโll take a medium coffee and a grilled chicken wrap, please,โ he states as he pulls out his wallet.
โGreat, youโre good to go then,โ the barista responds.
Leon hands the barista cash, and the barista waves it away as Leon registers what they had said. He looks at you with his brows furrowed together in question. You smirk and turn on your toes to go sit down at a small table with two chairs.
Leon joins you at the table. โYou get free food here or something?โ
โNope, just slipped the barista some money while you were looking at the menu. Donโt worry, I included enough for a tip, too.โ You give him a wink.
โOh, youโre trouble,โ Leon huffs.
โHey, you can get me back another time. No pouting.โ
โFine.โ Leon crosses his arms and sits back.
โ...It looks like youโre pouting.โ
โIโm plotting my revenge. Itโs different.โ
โFine.โ you smirk and mirror his posture.
After a few moments of feigned juvenile silent arguing, your food and drinks arrive.
โWanna try my latte?โ You offer.
โSure, if you try my coffee.โ
โI can already tell you I wonโt like it.โ
โSame goes for yours.โ
โFine letโs do it.โ You say.
You switch cups and both contort your faces once the drinks hit your tongues.
โOof, thatโs hot. And so bitter it sucks the joy from my tongue. You willingly drink this??โ
โYours is so sugary Iโm surprised itโs not called caramel milk with coffee flavor.โ
You switch cups again and sip your respective drinks.
โMuch better,โ you say in unison, chuckling at the accidental jinx.
You both start going to town on your food. Your eyes gaze outside the window while you sip your latte, observing the bustling street and how it contrasts in comparison to this peaceful moment inside the cafรฉ. Sitting in silence with Leon doesnโt feel awkward at all, and neither of you rush to say something to fill the empty air.
Perhaps because the air wasnโt actually empty. The atmosphere during your time together today has been surprisingly easy and playful. It feels almost natural being around him. You want to know more about him, but youโre also enjoying soaking up whatever this moment already is. Plus, itโs not like this is a first date or anything in which get-to-know-you questions are swapped. Hmm, it would be nice to go on a date with Leonโฆ
Nope, head back to the present. Coworkers are off limits. You blink a few times to get yourself back out of your thoughts and look back at Leon, who is also gazing out the window, a sliver of a light reflection bouncing off his cheek.
โWhat do you think of DC?โ You ask. โProbably a bit different from Raccoon City, hm?โ
Leonโs gaze remains out the window. โWell Iโm not actually from Raccoon City, that was just my placement after graduating from the police academy.โ
โAh, so really, youโve only been to Raccoon City for a day.โ
โBingo.โ He continues looking out the window. You get the feeling that this isnโt a preferred topic for him, so rather than pressing further, you think of a way to steer the conversation.
โThe busyness of the city is nice sometimes, but part of me wants to live in a small, rural community,โ you start. โNot too realistic with our jobs, though.โ
โYeah, not really, unless an hour-plus-long commute interests you.โ His eyes float back to you.
โYeah thatโs a no from me,โ you respond.
You take the last bite of your food and Leon does the same.
โShould we finish our drinks here or on the go?โ You ask.
โWoah there, we havenโt even gotten to your new-hire information,โ Leon responds.
You huff a laugh. โYou serious?โ
You study his face for any signs of sarcasm. โInteresting. Well, hit me with it then.โ
โOn second thought, this might not be the most ideal setting. Drinks to-go it is.โ He nods and stands up with his drink.
โSir yes sir,โ you gesture a salute and follow Leon out the door.
The two of you make it back to the building and Leon leads you to his office at the end of a hallway, giving you a nice view of his muscular back. Shut up.
The office itself isnโt anything special, apart from the fact that he has his own office. Sure beats the cubical farm where you do your work. The room is dimly lit by a single desk lamp.
โI normally just work with just this thing on, canโt stand the hum of the fluorescent lights. But I can turn them on if this is unsettling,โ Leon offers.
โNo Iโm with you, if I had the option my setup would be the same.โ
Leon motions for you to take a seat in the chair across from his desk, then sits in his chair after closing the door.
โSo, whatโs this important new-hire information you got for me?โ you inquire, genuinely curious.
โHey now, I never said it was important.โ
You raise an eyebrow at him. He smirks in response.
โI just thought I could give you a brief overview of our team members.โ
โOoo, that would be great actually,โ you respond, eager to learn more about your coworkers from Leonโs perspective.
โWe can start with Cal, since the two of you are already best buds.โ
You glare at Leon, earning another smirk from him.
โGuyโs a great analyst, but he doesnโt always know when to stop talking. If he findsโor makesโhis way into a topic he wants to talk about, youโll probably be stuck there for the next 20 minutes. Unless youโve got some finesse.โ
โLike the kind you demonstrated earlier,โ you point out.
โWell, typically I go for the other option: not caring if I offend him and telling him to scram.โ
โNecessary,โ he corrects. โAnd I think heโs used to it at this point. I recommend starting early to set a precedent.โ
โTeresa is also a great analyst, and pretty much the opposite of Cal. She doesnโt talk often, but when she does, itโs relevant and helpful. Sheโs definitely a thinker.โ
โSeems the two balance each other out,โ you observe.
โYou could say that. Teresa is also the oldest on the team and has a lot of experience in the position, so sheโd be a great person to go to for advice if you need it.โ
โGood to know, thank you,โ you nod with appreciation. โHow about the agents?โ
โJasmine is full of passion and energy. She seems to have really found her calling as an agent. You can always trust that her actions come from the motivation to make things right.โ
โShe sounds like a good one to look up to,โ you say.
โDefinitely. And she prefers honesty and directness, so donโt tip-toe around things with her.โ
โAnd I know the least about Vincent since Iโve only been on one other team with him, but from what Iโve seen, heโs a solid agent who gets shit done. He seems to prefer to do things independently, but he works well on a team, too.โ
You soak in all this new information. โI really appreciate this, thank you.โ
โI think youโre forgetting an agent, though,โ you point out.
He raises an eyebrow briefly before he realizes youโre talking about him. โAh, Kennedy.โ Leon leans forward, placing his elbows and forearms on his desk. โWhatever you do, do not follow him into his office.โ
Your mouth falls open with the corners slightly upturned. He laughs, which causes you to start giggling as well.
โOh, and I believe thereโs one more analyst you missed,โ you note, coyly.
Leon smiles and sits back in his chair. โAh yes, Iโve worked with her the least, but from what I can tell, sheโs settling into the position nicely. Her coffee taste is questionable, but nothing that canโt be fixed.โ
You stand up from your chair and point at him, โI donโt want to be fixed, you bum!โ
Leon smiles again, โBum?โ He grabs at his heart in faux pain and you turn on your heel to leave.ย
Stopping at the door, you turn back to him. โSeriously though, thanks for today. Iโll see you at the next meeting.โ You smile and exit the room.
Back at your apartment that night, youโre sitting on your couch watching one of your guilty pleasures and munching on popcorn. Youโre not fully paying attention to the screen though, as your head is somewhere else thinking about the activities that the day had brought. You had a lot of fun during your time with Leon. Heโs a funny guy underneath his icy demeanor. You find yourself hoping to develop a close working relationship with him.
Just then, your phone buzzes, shaking you out of your thoughts. You glance at the screen to see itโs your ex. Again.
โwyd?โ The text reads. You donโt plan on answering it. Back to your show.
A couple minutes later, another buzz. โ[y/n], I miss u.โ
You let out a voluminous sigh. You donโt have unlimited texting, though itโs not like it would matter if you did, since the last fifty messages you sent him telling him to leave you alone have obviously not had an effect.
Buzz. โ1 mistake shouldnt separate soulmatesโย
You laugh out loud reading that one. You respond, โyoure right. cant wait to find mineโ. You could cough up 10 cents for that text.
Eyeroll. Eight months. Itโs been eight months since you caught him cheating and immediately ended things. Eight months, and he still isnโt leaving you alone. Youโre exhausted, and there is no part of your heart, mind, or body that still wants anything to do with this man.
Buzz. โi know how 2 get u 2 forgive me ;)โ
He canโt be serious. How you spent two years with him and not seen through the bullshit, especially given your line of work, astounds you.
You move to get ready for bed and try to distract yourself with your thoughts. You find yourself wondering if Leon is in a relationship and what his history is like. You wonder how he treats a woman, and start fantasizing about how he might treat you. What sort of things make him squirm, and what his touch might do to youโฆ
Your core is heating up as these thoughts persist. Itโs also been eight months since youโve been intimate with someone, and your body longs for that type of connection again.
Now youโre snuggled up under your covers, lights off, phone silenced. Sure, coworkers are off-limits, but thereโs nothing wrong with a little fantasy. You allow your dirty mind to run wild.ย
Youโre under Leonโs desk with your lips around his throbbing cock. His breaths are getting heavier as you bring him closer to the edge. You start touching yourself in response, letting out moans while your mouth is full of his hard member. Leon pushes his chair back, taking himself out of your mouth, and lifts you up to place you on your back on his desk. He rips off your bottoms and leans his body over yours to make out with your raw lips while he lines himself up at your dripping entrance. He pushes himself in, and you break away from the kiss to let out a moan.
You start touching yourself under your pajama bottoms.
He ruts in and out of you without giving you time to adjust to his length. You grab onto his bulky arms that frame your body as you attempt to take him all in. Leonโs grunts mix with your moans of pleasure. He speeds up his thrusts and you start making tight circles on your clit. The grip of your walls around his cock increases in response, and his pace starts to stutter. Both of you are close. A few more pumps, and Leon spills everything inside of you with a breathy grunt.
Your fingers bring you to your own release.
Itโs the last day of meetings before the team officially puts the plan into action, and thereโs only one meeting left. You thought youโd be more nervous once you got to this point, but after what has felt like endless amounts of briefing and planning over the last few weeks, youโre ready to just rip off the bandaid.ย
The meetings have also allowed you to become more familiar with your teammates. Each member fulfills the duties of their roles eloquently, while bringing their own unique skillsets to the table. After getting a feel for the group dynamics during the first week of meetings, you seemed to find where you and your skills fit into the big picture. Itโs been kind of magical actually; being a part of a team in which everyone is working towards a common goal, and seeing plans and backup plans materialize from the information, ideas, and experiences shared by the team members. Your previous work in security had been much more independent, and youโre beginning to quite like the kind of work involved in this position.
You canโt get too far ahead of yourself, though, because despite the amount of planning that went into this mission, no one knows exactly what will be waiting for your team once you get there.
โAlriiight, ready for the last one, [y/n]?โ You turn to see Jasmine approaching your cubicle with a bounce in her step, and places her hand on your shoulder while she awaits your answer.
โJust about,โ you answer before saving your document and locking your computer. โAlright, letโs get in there.โ You stand up and start walking with Jasmine to the conference room.
โSo, howโre ya feeling about the fact that your first mission is practically within reach now?โ Jasmine asks flippantly, but her question is threaded with genuine interest.
โHonestly? Not nearly as anxious as I thought Iโd be. Not sure if thatโs good or bad,โ you huff a small laugh and look at Jasmine.
She looks back at you. โDoesnโt have to be good or bad. Just let it be.โ She looks forward again and shrugs her shoulders. โEven if you get more nervous as we get closer, you know what needs to be done and can get through it. Donโt let your thoughts stop you from action.โ
You nod shallowly and breathe in as you think about her words. You both stop walking as you reach the door to the conference room.
โJust my two cents,โ she adds and looks at you, placing her hands on your shoulders supportively.
โThanks Jasmine, that means a lot.โ
She nods. โAlright, letโs get in there.โ You both walk into the meeting room.
Leon and Teresa are both seated at the table already, along with the dispatch coordinator who will be going over the travel plans with the team.
โWeโll get started once the last two show up,โ the coordinator states.
At the table, Teresa is nose-deep in a folder, Jasmine appears to be texting on her cell, and Leon is leaning back in his chair with his legs spread, hands behind his head and eyes closed, looking like a straight-up model. Because of course.
Youโve continued going to the cafรฉ for lunch as normal, though Leon hasnโt joined you again. The guy really likes his packed lunches, and probably more so his alone time, if you had to guess. You donโt blame himโlunch decompressions have always been a high priority for you as well. You also havenโt necessarily asked if he wanted to join you again. The two of you have continued to exchange pleasant greetings, which now contain a sliver of more connection thanks to the one-on-one time you spent with him last week.
You then hear chatting from down the hall approaching the meeting room. Cal walks in, seemingly in the middle of another story, and Vincent at his side, looking for all the world as if heโs been drained of his life force. The two take their seats, and the dispatch coordinator gets right into it, casually cutting Calโs story off.
โOkay team, letโs get started on this right away so we can get you out of here as soon as possible.โ
โWant to get rid of us that bad, hm?โ Jasmine jests.
โKnowing you agent Powers, you want to get onto the next step the most,โ the coordinator fires back at Jasmine, looking at her over his glasses.
โYeahhh, you right,โ she admits and leans back in her chair, inviting the coordinator to continue.
The coordinator clears his throat. โIโll give you the grand overview. The folders in front of you contain all the extraneous details you could possibly need.โ He gestures to the folders and continues. โYour flight out of DC leaves at 6:03 AM on Sunday, so youโll need to get to the airport pretty early. No partying Saturday night,โ he glares at Jasmine once again over his glasses. Jasmine rolls her eyes.
โYouโll have a layover in Chicago for about an hour, then your flight to Bismarck will take off at 8:11 AM, central time. Youโll land in Bismarck around 10:30 AM, where youโll pick up the two vehicles youโll be taking to your hotel, about 3 hours away. Leon will be driving the Jeep, and Jasmine will be driving the 4Runner. Check-in at the hotel isnโt until three oโclock, so you may decide to explore the surrounding areas a bit leading up to that. Or take an extended lunch on your way up, I donโt care.โ
Hearing all of this is suddenly making it feel more real. You feel a tiny pit in your stomach starting to grow, but keep your focus on the coordinator.
โAfter three, youโre free to check in. Each of you have your own rooms, so youโll of course have to check in one at a time. From there, the mission is at the mercy of you and your plans.โ The coordinator looks up from his notes and around at everyone listening.
You breathe in more deeply, silently.
โOh, and we have you booked there for five days, but if you need longer for whatever reason, reach out and we can get the departure plans adjusted.โ The coordinator concludes. โAny questions right away?โ
The whole team remains silent, even Cal. Youโre digesting the information, but donโt have any glaring questions on your mind.
Vincent is the first to respond. โNone from me. Thanks, Tom.โ Agreement and additional thanks from the team ensue.
โOf course. Iโll give you folks some time to review the folders and Iโll hang out if you have any follow-up questions.โ
After going through the folders and asking Tom a few clarifying questions, the team began engaging in chitterchatter amongst themselves. Tom wished the team luck and excused himself from the meeting room.
โFeels weird that we wonโt be coming back here on Monday,โ you note.
โYeah, and on top of that, we get to work on a Sunday,โ Leon adds sarcastically.
โI think you mean traveling and road tripping with friends on a Sunday,โ Jasmine corrects.
โCoworkers are not friends,โ Vincent chimes in.
โAw cโmon, youโre my friend, Vinny,โ Cal puts his arm around Vincentโs shoulder. Vincent shuts his eyes in defeat.
โCoworkers can be friends,โ Jasmine shoots back at Vincent. She then gasps as if sheโs thought of a brilliant idea. โWe should do some teambuilding before we take off on Sunday.โ
โJasmine, itโs three oโclock and weโre all pretty much ready to go home for the weekend,โ Leon mentions, begrudgingly.
โI second that,โ Teresa announces.
Jasmine groans. โPeople, it wouldnโt be one of those boring work teambuilding exercises.โ
โThen what would it be? I am leaving the walls of this building no later than 3:30,โ Leon presses.
โIโm leaving now,โ Teresa goes to stand up, and Jasmine promptly pulls on her arm to make her sit back down.
โNope, no oneโs leaving just yet. Hear me out.โ Jasmineโs eyes dart around intensely across all team members. โWe are all going clubbing tonight.โ Her announcement is delivered matter-of-factly. She closes her eyes, folds her arms, and sits back in her chair, awaiting the fanfare.
โI am SO down!!โ Cal slams his fists on the table.
โNot happening,โ Leon responds.
โYeah Iโm definitely leaving,โ Teresa moves to get up again and Jasmine presses her back down.
โCome onnnnnn,โ Jasmine groans. โHear me out again,โ she pauses. โIt will beโฆfun.โ
โOh you shouldโve started with that, count me in,โ Leon replies.
โReally?!โ Jasmine perks up.
Jasmineโs head falls back and she lets out another groan. โIโm sorry everyone, but Iโm not taking โnoโ for an answer. As your team leader-โ
โWe donโt have a team leader,โ Vincent interjects.
โAs your implied team leader in spirit,โ Jasmine continues, โa night to let loose and get to know each other better and have FUN is exactly what this team needs before shit gets serious again.โ
โIโm with Jasmine, need I remind you all that we could literally die on this mission?โ Cal adds. You observe everyone else on the team groaning in response, even Jasmine.
โToo far, Cal,โ Jasmine responds.
โOh I said the forbidden phrase,โ Cal waves his hands in the air frivolously, โbut as much as we hate to admit it, itโs true. Iโm not saying we need to be reckless because of it, but we do deserve some fun.โ
Itโs silent for a moment, then Jasmine adds, โand I think a night like this is especially important since we have a brand new team member,โ she looks at you, โall the more reason to have some bonding time, plus itโs two freaking days until [y/n]โs first mission ever, which is a major cause for celebration.โ
The team has shifted their focus to you which causes your face to feel hot. You look around at everyone, and their silence tells you that theyโre all actually thinking about the possibility. You sense that your input will move the needle one way or another. Youโve only been clubbing a couple times and donโt drink often, but you canโt deny that you think it would actually be fun. Youโve enjoyed your time with the team so far, and it would be nice to get to know them better outside of the professional setting. And you canโt argue that celebrating before your very first mission seems fitting. Especially sinceโฆyโknowโฆyou couldโฆโฆdieโฆ
Vincent speaks up with a sigh, โWell, itโs not like I had other plans tonight. If thatโs how [y/n] wants to celebrate, Iโll tag along for a bit.โ
โWhat do you think, [y/n]? You in??โ Jasmine asks, seeking your stamp of approval.
You take a breath in, considering all of your previous thoughts. โYou know what? Yeah, letโs party tonight.โ
โYAAAAA thatโs what Iโm talking about!!โ Jasmine cheers, raising the roof.
You look to Leon and Teresa, who have yet to announce their final attendance choice.
โFuck it. You only get one first mission. Iโll join.โ Leon states. Your heart flutters in response, against your mindโs will.
Teresa sighs, โI am too old for this.โ
โYou only have to come for 10 minutes and Iโll buy all of your drinks for you,โ Jasmine quickly proposes.
โYESSSS THATโS MY TEAM!!โ Jasmine roars, standing up and flexing her arms together in celebration. You giggle at her excitement, which is very contagious.
โScooters, eleven PM, and if you donโt show, I will pluck out all of your nose hairs one by one.โ Jasmine winks, throws up a peace sign, and trots out of the room. The rest of the team looks around at each other.
โGod, thatโs so late,โ groans Teresa.
โI could actually use some nose hair plucking,โ Cal adds.
Itโs a little after ten PM and youโre digging in your closet to find something fitting for tonightโs occasion. Youโve done up your hair and makeup more than normal, but as anticipated, youโre struggling with what to wear. Since graduating college, your outfits have been much more professional-leaning, and youโre starting to wonder what your current style even is.
Your phone buzzes, prompting you to remove your head from your closet. A text.ย
Itโs your ex. Who else would it be? โclub hoppin downtownโ Another buzz. โcome dance with me 2nite ;)โ
You blink at your phone screen a few times. There are several clubs downtown, the chances of running into him are slim, right? Your hand involuntarily finds your nose hairs.
You force yourself to snap out of it. โNope, youโre not ruining a perfectly fine night, Bradley,โ you say aloud. Youโre both adults, he just happens to beโฆhimself. Which isnโt bad for most people, but Bradley is an exception.ย
Shaking the bad vibes from your head, you return to your previous problem - your outfit. Digging into the depths of your closet, you stumble upon one of your favorite little black dresses from college. Little black dresses are always in style, you think to yourself. Letโs just hope she still fitsโฆ
You slither into the velvety minidress, guiding everything into place. Itโs tighter than you remember, but itโs on. Looking in the mirror, you notice how the dress hugs your womanly curves more than it did the last time you wore it, the tiny specks of glitter shimmering as you turn to check yourself out. The fit makes the dress look more suggestive than it once felt on you, but you actually like it. The heels you reach for are red-orange ones - also from college - that add the perfect pop of color. You add a necklace, bracelet, and earrings to complete the look, along with your favorite perfume.ย
โOh my god shut UP!โ you plead with your phone. However, when you look at the screen, you see that this text is from Jasmine.
โneed a ride? got a friend to dd for me toniteโ
With your apartment being in the heart of downtown DC, youโre actually within walking distance from Scooters. But the heelsโฆyeah maybe a ride would be nice.
โthat would be amazinggggโ you reply.
Buzz. โkk send me the addyโ.
You respond with the name and location of your apartment complex and resume your preparations for the night.
โThaaaanks Joshy,โ Jasmine says as she closes the door of her friend's car. The car drives off into the night, leaving you and Jasmine standing outside of Scooters, Jasmine now getting a better look at your outfit. โWoah girl, you look HAWT. See, this is why teambuilding is so important. How else would I have known you were a bombshell?!โ
You giggle at her compliments and shoot them back to her, โYou kidding? Did you see yourself before you left?โ
She pulls you in for a side hug, โAwww this is the best. Letโs get in there now.โ
The music is blasting and the bass is booming as soon as you enter through the doors, the sensations becoming stronger the closer you get to the main area of the club. Lights are flashing in various shades of blue, red, green, and is that purple? A smoke machine fills pockets of the dance floor, and the DJ is guiding the crowd through the waves of the current song. You observe all sorts of people on the floor; packs of girlfriends, groups of guys, and pairs of people dancing and grinding up on each other.
โLetโs grab a table first, maybe someoneโs already here,โ Jasmine suggests. You nod and walk with her to the booths that line the walls.
โI donโt see anyone yetโฆโ Jasmine notes, โbut itโs still a little early. Letโs sit here and Iโll text everyone where weโre at.โ Both of you sit down at an empty booth and Jasmine starts punching away at the keypad on her phone. Sheโs a fast texter.
You continue your observations of the scene, when you notice Cal tearing it up on the dance floor.
โI see Cal,โ you giggle. โHe is not neglecting any of his limbs out on that floor!โ Jasmine follows your gaze and smiles with amusement.
โWe can let him do his thing while we wait for the others. You good here while I go grab some drinks for the table? Iโm gonna need one for Teresa as soon as she gets here.โ Jasmine explains.
โYeah Iโll hold it down for us,โ you reach for some cash from your purse. โCould you get me a long island please?โ
Jasmine declines your money with a wave. โLet me get you this one to celebrate your first mission,โ she says with a smile.
โAw, thank you Jasmine,โ you respond gratefully.
You return your attention to the pandemonium within the club. Youโre not usually one to directly participate in social settings, but youโve always enjoyed watching and being involved from the side. And in a place like this, there isnโt a shortage of sights to take in.
After a few moments of looking around, you notice Vincent and wave him over.
โHey, long time no see,โ you jest when he approaches the table.ย
He huffs a laugh in response. โCanโt believe I actually let myself get talked into this.โ
If you had to guess, he appeared to be in his early thirties. Partying was probably a thing of the past for him, if he ever partook in the first place.ย
โI know, this isnโt usually my scene either, but it did sound kind of fun,โ you admit. The tables are far enough away from the music that you donโt have to scream your words, but you do have to speak louder than normal.
Jasmine returns with the drinks, managing to hold hers, yours, and Teresaโs in her hands. โOh hey Vincent! I wouldโve grabbed one for you if I knew youโd be here when I got back.โ
Vincent chuckles, โI donโt know if you could have.โ
You graciously accept your drink and start sipping on it. Jasmine sits next to Vincent in the booth after he scooches over. She asks him if heโd run into Cal yet, and the three of you admire Calโs dance moves from afar.
The song transitions, and you see Cal making his way to exit the dance floor. At the same time, Teresa approaches the table. Sheโs wearing a cocktail dress, a denim jacket, and low-top converse.
โClock starts now,โ Teresa reminds Jasmine that she is only staying for ten minutes.
โAlready got you your first drink,โ Jasmine motions to the glass and Teresa takes it promptly. Sheโs downing the liquid surprisingly fast. โOh, and clock starts once everyone is here,โ Jasmine winks.
Teresa takes a break from her sipping to glare at Jasmine, who shrugs at her cheekily. You move in the booth to allow for Teresa to sit next to you, but before she does, Cal sneaks up from behind her with a โboo!โ. Teresa didnโt move a peep and shot an unamused glare at Cal, causing the table to start laughing.
โHey chums! Finally youโre here, Iโve been killing it out there,โ he says, slightly out of breath with his hair clinging to the sweat on his forehead.
โOh we saw you, we didnโt want to interrupt your magic,โ Jasmine responds.
โSo generous,โ Cal bows. โJust waiting on Leon then?โ
โYep, should be here any minute now from his text,โ informs Jasmine.
โOkay, Iโm gonna get shots for everyone,โ Cal makes a beeline to the bar.
Your drink seems to be going right through you, so you offer Teresa to sit down in your place while you take a brief trip to the restroom. As youโre walking off, you hear Jasmine update Teresa that her timer starts once youโre back from the bathroom, even if Leon shows up before you.
You move with the bumping of the music and between the rays of colored lights as you carve your way to the restroom. As youโre looking around, you see a familiar-looking silhouette that sends a shiver up your spine, its owner looking a lot like your ex, Bradley. Just perfect. Guess youโll be practicing your stealth skills at this teambuilding. You make sure your face is never within his view and keep your back to him as much as you can, sliding between groups of people until you successfully make it to the bathroom unseen.
After doing your business, you knew youโd have to exit the bathroom just as stealthily. Operating on the assumption that Bradley is in the same spot, you use the same methods to attempt to go unnoticed once again. While your head is crooked to the right, you accidentally run into someone that was coming from the left. Oh god, do NOT be Bradley.
You turn to look at the person so you could apologize, and see that itโsโฆLeon. Your heart flips in your chest and your words get stuck in your throat for a beat.
โ-oh god, Leon, Iโm so sorry,โ you manage. โI wasnโt looking where I was going.โ Stepping back, you get a better view of him. Heโs wearing baggy, dark wash jeans and a tight black t-shirt that accentuates his muscles perfectly. He looks mouthwateringly hot. Your eyes return to his, and you see his find yours at the same time. His lips are parted, and his words take a beat to come out, too.
โ[y/n],โ he says, then a brief pause and blink. โNo, Iโm sorry, I wasnโt looking either,โ he lets some air out in a short laugh that breaks some of whatever tension was just there.
Another brief moment passes as you both look at each other, then you say, โWe should get to the table, come on Iโll show you where weโre at.โ
The two of you arrive at the table and you say, โLook who I ran into on my way back.โ
Leon says โliterallyโ out of the smirk in the corner of his mouth, just loud enough for you to hear. You suck in your lips to prevent a giggle from escaping.
Jasmine and Cal celebrate Leonโs arrival, and Jasmine promptly notifies Teresa that the timer will start once Vincent gets back from the bar. Teresa groans and takes her shot in one gulp.
โHeyyy, we were all gonna do shots at the same time,โ Cal complains to her, the two now seated together. You squeeze in next to them, and Leon next to Jasmine.
Vincent soon returns with his drink, which prompts Leon to go get his own from the bar. Teresa puts her forehead to the table before Jasmine says anything this time.
Upon Leonโs return, the six of you are nowโfinallyโsitting together at the table.
Jasmine picks up her shot, โto teambuilding, and to the most kick-ass team in the country!โ Everyone clinks their shot glasses together, including Teresa with her empty one, and knocks back the burning liquid.
โTo teambuilding!!โ echoes Cal. โThis certainly beats the actual teambuilding I did with my last team, oh boy is that a story. We-โ
โI think itโs time to go dance,โ Jasmine cuts him off. You and Leon stand up to let the rest of the team out of the booth.
โIโll join you guys in a moment, I just need a little more alcohol in my system first,โ you laugh lightly, sitting back down.
โFine, but I expect you out there SOON,โ responds Jasmine.
โSame, need more drinksโ starts Teresa.
โWeโll stop at the bar on the way over, your clock is ticking and I need you dancing.โ Jasmine protests and grabs Teresaโs wrist. Teresaโs limbs and neck go limp in agony.
โIโll hang back with [y/n],โ Leon decides, sitting back in the booth as well. โStill gotta work on my drink, too.โ
โFine fine fine. Everyone else, bar, then dance floor,โ Jasmine declares, and the group gets on their way. Vincent makes a playful concerned face back at you and Leon as he follows.
The both of you chuckle and turn your attention back to your drinks.ย
โWhatcha drinking this time?โ you ask.
โWhiskey,โ he takes a sip. โYou?โ
โLong island. Was crushed when I found out they donโt serve lattes.โ
Leon lets air out of his nose into his glass as he takes his next sip. You catch your gaze floating to his biceps, to his forearms, his wrists, and his fingers which hold his drink, then snap your attention away to take a sip of your own.
โSome teambuilding, huh?โ Leon smirks.
You chuckle. โDefinitely the mostโฆinteresting teambuilding Iโve been a part of.โ Leon nods and takes another sip.
โItโs fun being with everyone, Iโm just not much of a dancer,โ you continue.
โHah, right there with you,โ Leon responds.
You start to wonder how old everyone is on the team. Jasmine and Cal in particular have so much energy. "Random question," you start, "do you know how old everyone on the team is?" you ask curiously.
"Hm, I've got a general idea but I could be wrong," his eyes trail off as he thinks. "Teresa is about 36, Vincent about 34, Cal around 32, and I know Jasmine is 30 because she celebrated her thirtieth recently."
"Wow, I totally thought Jasmine was closer to my age or younger with the amount of spark she has," you say.
"Yeah, I think that will always be a part of her," Leon responds. "How old are you?"
"Ah, I remember those days," Leon says fondly.
You laugh and punch his arm, earning a giggle from him.
Sending your gaze to the dance floor, you see the group entering the crowd and beginning to move with the music, Cal powering up his limbs. Your view becomes dark when a figure steps in front of it. When you look up to find its face, you are greeted by none other thanโฆBradley.
โI see you got my text,โ Bradley says with a smirk that makes you want to barf.
โNot by choice,โ you say and turn your attention back to your drink. โDonโt you have anywhere better to be?โ
โCanโt think of anywhere better than with you, princess,โ he retorts.
Exhaling with frustration, you place your hand on your brow and move it to your temple in a feeble attempt to separate yourself from this man. You send your gaze across the table to Leon, who looks like he is trying to connect the dots.
You then get an idea. A bad idea, but your inhibitions have been getting weaker with every sip, so before you can stop yourself, you look back at Bradley and say,
โCanโt you see Iโm here with my boyfriend?โ your hand gestures to Leon, though you canโt bring yourself to look at his face. โPlease, for the love of god, go bother someone else.โ
Bradley laughs boisterously. โBoyfriend, huh? You moved on pretty fast.โ
โEight months is a bit longer than zero, hm? I recall you โmoving onโ while we were still together.โ
โBabyyy, you know it didnโt mean anything,โ Bradley begins to pout pathetically and you let out a groan, returning your head to your hands.
โBuddy, I think itโs time to leave,โ Leon speaks up. You dare to peek at him. Heโs looking at Bradley with a stern, yet calm face.
Bradley responds, โThis is a public establishment, I can hang out wherever I want. Wanna do something about it, tough guy?โ
Leon stands up stoically, his toned frame towering over the 5โ8โ Bradley. โSure, want to take this outside quick?โ he asks, nonchalantly.
Bradley backtracks with his hands up defensively, taking one step away from Leon, โWoah woah woah, I wasnโt talking about anything like that.โ
โAh my mistake, your message wasnโt very clear,โ Leon takes a step closer to Bradley. โSo let me make myself clear. Leave me and my girlfriend alone.โ
Your jaw falls before you can catch it and you bring your hand to cover your mouth. Leon accepted the role you thrust upon him immediately and with grace, and youโre over here swooning internally at his friendly favor. Get it together.
โYeesh, guess neither of you are fun,โ Bradley starts to leave the table. โWho comes to a club to just sit and talk anyway? Losers.โ Namecalling is all that unfortunate man has at his disposal.
Leon rolls his eyes and sits back down in the booth once Bradley is out of sight.
โLeon, I am so sorry for throwing that on you,โ you begin. โTotally unprofessional of me to do to a coworker,โ you start trying to overexplain, another sign that points to your increasing intoxication.
โHey,โ Leon interrupts, โtotally fine, guy seems like a real douche.โ
โYou donโt know the half of it,โ you complain, sinking deeper into the booth. โI think you really scared him off though, so he might actually leave me alone tonight. Thank you, so much.โ
You take a long sip from your drink, which is almost gone. โI almost didnโt come when he texted me telling me to come to the clubs tonight. I just canโt get him off my back no matter what I try. I was worried if he saw me, it would only add fuel to his constant pursuit of me.โ
Leon nods, taking another sip of his drink as well. He doesnโt say anything, and youโre worried youโve been talking too much.ย
He breaks the silence. โWant me to help get the message across?โ
Does he mean punching Bradley or? โI couldnโt ask that of you, youโve already done more than enough.โ You avert your gaze back to your drink.
โYou can ask that of me, and I would be happy to assist.โ
Looking back up at him, you ponder for a moment. โWhat exactly did you have in mind?โ
After finishing the last of his whiskey, Leon sets his glass down. โHe mightโve been right about one thing,โ he looks you straight in the eyes, โif weโre a couple, we should be out there dancing - together.โ
Your heart skips. His words reach your ears, but not your brain.
Leon must see your gears turning and adds, โIโm just saying, we could play the part for a little longer, dance for a bit within his view, and that should show him that you are not to be fucked with anymore.โ
You continue thinking, but in understanding and consideration this time. It does sound like a great idea, but dancing with Leonโฆ
โWe donโt have to if youโre not comfortable, Iโm just-โ
โYes,โ you stand and finish your drink, setting your empty glass on the table with determination. โCome on, my darling boyfriend, join me on the floor,โ you extend your hand to him.
A smile grows on Leonโs face before accepting your hand and standing up with you. โOf course, my dearest girlfriend,โ he bows and you giggle in response.
The two of you make your way to the dance floor, careful to not catch the attention of your other coworkers. Thankfully, the crowd is large. You both look for Bradley to make sure he will have a view of you. After a minute, youโve located your target, and you position yourselves perfectly within his sight while still being in the rest of the crowd and away from the team.
โSoooโฆโ you look at Leon, nervous about the incoming next step.
โReady?โ he asks. He doesnโt seem nervous, which helps ease your own nerves. Itโs just pretend.
The music hits a wave and Leonโs hands reach for your waist, then yours for his shoulders. You start moving your bodies with the song, both pairs of eyes looking down to watch both sets of hips try to find the beat. Playing a part. Playing a part.
Finding the rhythm, you raise your head and he raises his. Youโre looking up at him, and him down at you, and both of you smile and let out a laugh. His once-blue eyes now reflect whatever colors the LEDs are blinking.
โWeโre doing it,โ you say, impressed with yourself.
โYeah we are,โ the playful smile still across Leonโs face. "And don't look now, but he doesn't seem happy."
The two of you continue moving your bodies with the music while holding onto each other. His shoulders feel big and sturdy under your grip, and his hands are strong yet careful against your waist. For some reason, neither of your gazes have left the otherโs face.ย
As the music keeps mixing in the air, you see his eyes slowly transform from playful to lidded, at the same time as his lips drip from a smile to parted in reverence. A shift in energy you feel, too. Your hands become softer on his shoulders, unbound and gliding around more freely, and the movements of his hands mirror yours, melting into your sides and moving softly up your back. Under the spell of the DJ, your hips become inches apart and your hands trace his shoulders, chest, and the base of his neck. His return to your waist, float to your low back, then find your hips, gently moving them with the beat, and you link your fingers behind his neck in return.
Leon leans in to your ear, โwant to make him extra mad?โ He pulls back to look for your response.
If youโre honest, youโve forgotten all about Bradley. Your whole body is swelling in the ecstasy of the moment and all you want to do is whatever Leon has in mind. You nod.
As if on cue, the music catches another wave and Leon guides your hips to turn around. Your back is against his solid chest, and your ass is brushing his pelvis. His hands resume their gentle guiding on your hips following the currents of the song, and your body sinks back into the rhythm.ย
Leon leans in to your ear again, and with a low, careful voice, asks โis this okay?โ
You turn your head to look up at him. โYes.โ
His eyes lock yours in place, and your hips move more deeply into him. His hands trace lines between your hips and your sides with the motions of the music. You feel like an instrument in his practiced hands. A magnetism continues to pull the two of your gazes together, an electricity buzzing between your bodies. You blink slowly and deeply as you take in the melodies coursing around you. God, has club music always been this sexyโฆ?
โWhat-โ you and Leon stiffen at her voice, โ-on Earth is going on here?!โ Jasmine asks with astonishment and a shit-eating grin.
Just like that, the enchantment you were in was broken, and the two of you crashed back into reality. Your bodies separate and you exchange a brief look with Leon before turning to explain the situation to Jasmine. However, your words get stuck in your throat again.
โOh! Yeah, we- itโs a funny story actually, um,โ you try to begin. Your face is burning and you donโt understand why youโre so nervous considering the situation has a reasonable explanation. โSorry,โ you take a breath and walk a little further from the commotion so you don't have to yell your words. โMy dumbass ex is here and he wouldnโt leave me alone at our table, so I panicked and told him that Leon was my boyfriend.โ
โAnd that led to grinding?โ Jasmine questioned, still smiling cheekily.
Leon speaks up, โwell, even after that, the guy still wouldnโt leave until I kindaโฆthreatened him,โ he grimaces, and you interrupt to continue,
โAnd he hasnโt left me alone since we broke up, so we decided to make it CLEAR to him that Iโm not to be bothered anymore,โ
โWhich led to our current situation,โ Leon concludes smoothly.
โHuh,โ Jasmineโs smile yet remains, โthat was some pretty convincing work.โ
โIโve heard Leon was a top agent,โ you respond with a coy tone to disguise your continued shaken state, โand he definitely used those skills tonight.โ Leon huffs a laugh in response.
โDamn, I mustโve missed the sexy dancing training,โ Jasmine winks and turns on her heel. โCome on, you two really have to dance with us now.โ
The DJ transitions between songs and you desperately need to cool off before you can find yourself ready to dance again. Yeah, youโre warm, but your core is still on fire and it definitely should not be on fire. โIโm so sorry, I just need to run to the bathroom once more, alcohol goes right through meโฆโ you overexplain and Jasmine lets out a groan. โBut I promise I will sprint right back here!โ You dart towards the bathrooms before Jasmine can protest.
Thereโs no doubt that the alcohol is coursing through your veins now, and your steps to the bathroom are a bit less graceful than your last trip there. Though you wonder how much of the loss of coordination is due to the alcohol and how much is thanks to the dancing. You feel sick from the pent up lust and need a cold shower, or dick, immediately.
You make it to the restroom and hold yourself up from the counter, looking at yourself in the mirror. Your face is flushed and your eyes give way to the alcohol at work. You take a few deep breaths to ground yourself, and run your hands and wrists under cold water.
It was just pretend. It was just pretend. It was just pretend.
You feel like a creep for reacting this way to Leonโs friendly gesture, which makes you feel overwhelmed in a new way. Guilt. Fuck. Get it together.
You take a few more careful breaths as you try to redirect your mind to the original purpose of the outing tonight. Building relationships with the team members. Celebrating the start of your first mission. Having FUN.
After slowly becoming more and more steady, both in mind and in body, you finally feel ready enough to get back out there and make good on tonightโs purpose.
You open the door to exit the bathroom and see Leon standing a few feet away, apparently waiting for you.
โHey,โ you say with an expectant tone, wondering what heโs doing over here.
โI just wanted to make sure you were okay.โ You sense he has more to say, but he hesitates. โAnd, Iโm sorry if the dancing was too much.โ His eyes meet yours, and you can see concern written in them.
โOh my gosh, donโt be sorry at all!โ You begin, shocked he would even feel the need to apologize in this situation when heโs been nothing but helpful. โIโm truly sorry for bringing you into this mess in the first place,โ you drop your gaze. โI hope I didnโt ruin our teambuilding by making things weird,โ you utter bashfully and look back into his eyes.
Leon shows a hint of surprise in his reaction to your words. โOf course not, I suggested we dance in the first place.โ
You consider his words. So, does he think the dancing was too far? Does he regret it?
Your head shakes off your thoughts and his words. โWe should really join the group on the floor, lest weโre looking to lose some nosehairs.โ
Leon huffs a laugh. โYeah, letโs get out there.โ
The whole group celebrates your arrival to the floor. All six team members have formed a mini circle and are finally dancing together. After about twenty, maybe thirty minutes, your body has loosened up and you move more freely. Youโre having fun, and even more fun watching your soon-to-be friends express themselves to the music.
Jasmine is by far the best dancer - no surprise there. Her body moves in sync with the beat and her limbs are not shy taking up space. Calโs limbs also take up space, though not nearly as gracefully. Heโs even faux-grinded up on Leon and Vincent a couple of times. Vincent has let loose more than you were expecting, but in a more rigid and contained way than Jasmine and Cal. What you were not expecting was Teresa. Not only has it been well over ten minutes and sheโs still here, Teresa has indulged in more drinks than anyone else in the group and has apparently been using them to fuel the borderline breakdancing moves sheโs ripping out. They donโt flow as effortlessly and are rigid in their own way, but the woman is moving in dimensions that donโt follow the x, y, or z axis.
As for Leon, you havenโt dared to look at him as much, out of the guilt and embarrassment you couldnโt fully rid. But in the glimpses you did sneak of him, he appeared to be trying to let his limbs get heavier and looser with the pulses of the music, though remaining pretty contained overall.
Vincent is the first to initiate the end of the night, which prompts Leon to tag behind. Their exit brought your attention to the tiredness that had been growing in you. You ask Jasmine if she knows when her friend will be picking her up and if you can still hitch a ride. Teresa complains that everyoneโs leaving too early, and Cal agrees. Yet, the end of the night still unfolds.
You make it back safely to your apartment, throw your heels to the side which had been removed upon stepping foot into the building, and flop face-first onto your couch. All the lights are off, the only source of illumination being the glow of the city and the numbers on your oven clock. You shut your eyes for a moment.
Final Notes: Thank you so much for reading! I would love to hear your thoughts and feedback if you'd be inclined to share. Dividers are thanks to @diviniyae!
