Thunder And Rain Clouds

i seriously questioning if I like men?? Like thinking back on every relationship w a guy I've had since Devon I always thought I loved them but realistically most of the time I was with them I just thought about everything they did that annoyed me- and I could never imagine only being with them or ever staying with them for long periods of time. and I honestly didn't cuddle or touch them that much unless it was for sex. But everytime I like a girl I can't get enough of them. For the first time since Devon I've wanted to be monogamous and I'm with someone I never argue with and literally can spend almost every moment of the day with and still can't get enough of them. I can't stop thinking of the future and how things could be. We have only been talking half a year but literally talk about what clothes we would wear if we got married and since Devon I never thought I'd even want to be married. I'm so sad I finally found someone who makes everyday better and she's moving away. I hope life brings us back together, I don't think I can find someone I'm this compatible with ever again. Not even at the best point of my relationship with Devon did I feel this content and happy to be with someone.