āHow do you mean?ā Annieās voice was light, more curious than anything, āI donāt know that the world was built for me, either, honestly. But Iād like to help you, if thereās anything Ican do?ā
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Ā I made a (very lengthy bc I donāt know when to quit) playlist for Annie:
Kesha While You Were Sleeping | Purity Ring Flood On The Floor | CHVRCHES Now Is Not The Time | Kesha & Zedd True Colors | Metric Lie Lie Lie | Panic! At The Disco Victorious | The Crystalline Effect Poetry | Massive Attack Dissolved Girl | Against Me! True Trans Soul Rebel | Purity Ring Bodyache | The Dresden Dolls Girl Anachronism | Paramore Fences | The Offspring Youāre Gonna Go Far Kid | Lady Gaga Marry The Night | Halsey Control | The Mountain Goats Amy AKA Spent Gladiator 1 | Placebo Meds | Green Day Viva La Gloria? (Little Girl) | Against Me! The Ocean | Emilie Autumn Mad Girl (Acoustic) | 10 Years Fix Me
Kesha - While You Were Sleeping
A stranger for the night, so I donāt wake up alone
Fake what we had, but it doesnāt feel like home
Purity Ring - Flood On The Floor
She lost her voice down by the river
Screaminā for courage, take oceans under
She read your mind and called it a terror
Misplacing her sleep to keep the world nearer
CHVRCHES - Now Is Not The Time
Nothing now can ever come between us
As we hide and watch the city burn
There is much that I still want to tell you
But now is not the time to speak of love
Kesha & Zedd - True Colors
Iāve escaped my capture
And I have no master
And somehow itās like Iāve waited all my life
Metric - Lie Lie Lie
Oh, and I suppose I brought it all upon myself
Starting with the question no one wants to ask themselves
Naked in the movie, make me the director's pet
Everybody told me "take whatever you can get"
Panic! At The Disco - Victorious
It hurts unitl it stops
We will love unitl itās not
Iām a killing spree in white
Eyes like broken christmas lights.
The Crystalline Effect - Poetry
She talks of secrets and desires,
Of triumphs and of falls
She bathes in pools of her reflection
She sees children in the dark
She waits for something she's not sure of
Some kind of spark
Massive Attack - Dissolved Girl
Shame, such a shame
Think I kinda lost myself again
Day, yesterday
Really should be leaving but I stay
Against Me! - True Trans Soul Rebel
You should have been a mother
You should have been a wife
You should have been gone from here years ago
You should be living a different life
Purity Ring - Bodyache
I wanna know what's your
I wanna know what's your quietest feeling
I saw you break, I saw you break
I saw you unreeling
The Dresden Dolls - Girl Anachronism
There I go again
Pretending that I'll fall
Don't call the doctors
Cause they've seen it all before
They'll say just let her crash and burn, sheāll learn
The attention just encourages her
Paramore - Fences
If you let me I could,
I'd show you how to build your fences,
Set restrictions, separate from the world.
The constant battle that you hate to fight, just blame the limelight.
Don't look up just let them think there's no place else you'd rather be
And now you can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have.
The Offspring - Youāre Gonna Go Far Kid
And now youāll lead the way
Show the light of day
Nice work you did
Youāre gonna go far, kid
Lady Gaga - Marry The Night
I'm gonna marry the dark
Gonna make love to the stark
I'm a soldier to my own emptiness
I am a winner
I'm gonna marry the night
Halsey - Control
I paced around for hours on empty
I jumped at the slightest of sounds
And I couldn't stand the person inside me
I turned all the mirrors around
The Mountain Goats - Amy AKA Spent Gladiator 1
Make up magic spells
We wear them like protective shells
Land-mines on the battlefield
Find the one safe way and stay alive
Just stay alive
Placebo - Meds
I was confused by the powers that be
Forgetting names and faces
Passers by were looking at me
As if they could erase it
(Baby, did you forget to take your meds?)
Green Day - Viva La Gloria? (Little Girl)
Their traces of blood always follow you home
Like the mascara tears from your getaway
Little girl, little girl, you dirty liar
Youāre just a junkie preaching to the choir.
Against Me! - The Ocean
There is an ocean in my soul where the waters do not curve.
Emilie Autumn - Mad Girl (Acoustic)
Mad girl, can you believe what they've done to you?
Wouldn't they stop when you asked them to leave you alone?
In all your faerie tales, how did the prince say he loved you?
How did your father die?
Was he a good man?
Maybe someday you'll know
10 Years - Fix Me
Iām right where I should be
Donāt try and fix me
Crossing lines, small crimes
Taking back what is mine
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Hey guys! Sorry about my unexplained absence; had a whole lot of life catach up with me at once. Thereās probably no point in continuing the threads I did have at this point, so like this post if you would be interested in starting a new one!
Also, @hydrophobiic and @bladeofthehawk, thanks for following me back! I look forward to interacting with your muses. :)
āItās perfectly fine.ā He assured. āI understand your need to survive. Itās a basic instinct. You did what you had to. All of you did. No one can judge you for that. Not even the others who went through it. Each of you had a different experience. While you can sympathize fully, you can only empathize over what you had in common.ā He explained. Even to himself it sounded long winded and babbling but he wanted her to know he understood her feelings.
āAs for you volunteering, I find it brave. Extremely brave. I once heard a man claim that the best of us were at most one parts brace and three parts fool.ā He said. He gently put a hand on her shoulder. āYouāre safe now. You and Keanu. Youāre free. And that 14 year old you saved? Is not a full grown adult living a free life.ā
āThat sounds like something Mags would say.ā Annie smiled, a little sadly.Ā āAnd yeah, she is.ā Cassie Moana, the girl who had been reaped before Annie took her place, had had smart, scared green eyes and a missing arm from an accident on her fatherās boat. She would have been dead within days, in the arena. She was a teacher, after the rebellion. Annie had made that possible.Ā
āEhh, this is kind of heavy. We should go do something fun.ā Annie reached to free her long dark hair from itās braid, rubbing her head where it hurt from tying it too tightly,Ā āPeople like us, we need to take every chance to actually enjoy these lives that we get, right?ā
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[Annie needs a Finnick. Anyone interested? Iāll write up a starter when Iāve got slightly less to do, but Itād be good to know which Finnick blogs would be willing to do something.]
Annie smiled at the other woman; jewelry, that she could do, and do well.
āOf course.ā she paused, thinking over the pieces she had made recently and searching for something that might be to Phoebeās taste,Ā āCould you tell me a bit more about the style youāre looking for?ā
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Kesha making her live comeback at Coachella with Zedd, performing True Colors. She changed the lyric fromĀ āweāve escaped our capture, but we have our masters,ā toĀ āweāve escaped our capture, and I have no masterā
STOP what youāre doing and watch this.
This is the voice That scum doctor luke has kept in a cage. This is the righteous anger of a woman wronged. This is the passion of a Phoenix āwith no masterā
Sana (Anniemun): Hey guys, I usualy donāt go off-topic on this blog (I am one of those roleplayers who is very, very into trying to look like a Serious Writer tbh) but Iām gonna make an exception here. Iāve been a massive Kesha fan basically right from the start, I was 14 when Tik Tok came out and I fell in love there and then. Her music helped me get through some of the worst parts of my life.
Everything that we know now has happened to her, all of her struggles to get some kind of legal retribution when, letās be honest, this could be dragged out to 2017 or longer, and even then thereās a chance that sheāll never get justice simply because Sony is huge and untouchable and the court system is not set up to help rape and abuse survivors... its been pretty emotionally draining, because sheās such a good person and sheās been a big influence on me in a lot of ways, and because I understand what sheās going through more than I ever wanted to, and itās awful. It fucking kills you from the inside out. No human being, hell, no living creature on this or any other planet, deserves to go through that.
And to have to live that for ten years, and then have to risk your entire career to confront the person who did that to you in front of the entire world? Thatās brave as fuck. She is genuinley one of the strongest, most amazing people I have ever come across. Her voice let me find my own. This is a perfect example of why; this is the proof that Kesha has come so fucking far from the scared girl who, back in 2011 (in the deposition video that should never have been leaked), was so afraid of what Dr Luke could do to her that sheād lie to protect him. The first time I heard this I cried and then I played it on repeat for two days straight. As both a Kesha fan and as a survivor, this moment means everything to me.
[Warnngs: Umm, everything. Its about what happens to Annie, Peeta and Jo in Mockingjay. Abuse, rape, literal torture. Not particularly explicit though, more like a psychological character study than anything.]
On the other side of the walls, Peeta sobs and Johanna screams insults at their captors as though that will change anything. Annie is silent. Annie tucks her still-muscled brown legs under her body like sheās a student in a dojo. Annie waits.
She remembers the games academy, remembers being told time and again to learn to control her impulses and pick her battles. Remembers blood and water and the sound of Coralās laugh and her motherās screams.
Annie thinks: Every part of me is a weapon. I was made to survive worse than this.
They show her clips of Finnick, on his back or on his knees; make her watch him choke as he sobs around the head gamemakerās cock, and Annie says, in a voice that no longer shakes: do it to me instead.
Annieās thighs are mottled red and purple and she is bleeding and she aches, bone deep, inside and out, and she does not cry.
Annie thinks: I am not Finnick. They do not own me.
They flood her cell with something like the ocean but not, something like what she did to the arena all those years ago, and itās water that you can survive breathing even as it fills your lungs, and Annie coughs and struggles and feels like she might drown. But Annie Cresta has never been one to let the currents drag her beneath.
Annie thinks: Those of us born by water will always find a way to swim.