This lifetime my heart is reserved for you ❤️

I’ve always felt like an outsider, disconnected from the usual path. It’s a part of my identity, this sense of living life on my own terms, driven by my own consciousness. Traditional education never clicked for me as a child, and I can’t imagine sitting through classes long enough to earn a degree. I prefer to learn through experience, which has taught me far more about awareness and self than any public school curriculum ever could. What they teach in schools feels narrow, designed to mold us into the same shape. But I’ve never wanted to blend in. Following the crowd bored me. So, I chose a different path—a path where I listen to how I feel, embrace my individuality, and commit to being unapologetically myself.

If you want to understand me more, this is my moon sign and it's quite accurate to me.

As I reflect on my life, all of the ups and downs, I see a balance with where I am now.

For my birthday last year I intended to have a year of total transformation and healing. That definitely happened! The year was exhausting, yet many rebirths and challenges helped me to heal at an accelerated pace.

Year 37 intentions:

Will you remember me

Will you remember me

Made a mess

Will you remember

Me

Looking at me

What will you see

Will you even remember

Denied myself so I denied you too

I ran from all the things that I love,

Basketball, myself, my first love

How could I

Just run off and hide

How could I just put it all aside

Leaving cut like a knife

Lost in a spiral all alone crying,

Running away from dying

All along I knew it was you

Couldn't look back, what would I do

Pick myself up just to fall back down

How can I find you again

I'm here all along

I kept you in my heart, the place you belong

If I stayed I would have hurt you

And that's something I just could not do

Hurt myself and took you with me

All I can say, all I can say, is, this is my apology....

Join me at the same time no matter where you are. So long as we synchronize at the precise timing with the intentions for peace and love, it will be our blessing🙏

One year of every day yoga is now complete! Last October I challenged myself initially to 3 months, but could not stop! I am way more flexible and feel much better in my body!

May you bee loved 🐝

Thank you dude!

This is our year of internal transformation.

This is the year I will look back upon with deep gratitude toward myself.

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(this is also the year of my age regression experiment! I'll make a post on that sometime lata)