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and there's also a scene between Albert and his cis male love interest, Jeffrey, who loves Albert in a gay way but proposes that he detransition so that they can live together as a married couple after finding out Albert is trans. and there's a heartbreaking song ("The Perfect Home") where Albert is refusing the offer and trying to explain that to the man he loves that he simply cannot give up his life as a man, even if it would be easier and safer and allow them to be together:

Jeffrey: We could have children - Albert: God, Jeff! Jeffrey: Teach them to stand up and live free I'd keep your secret, No one would know but you and me Albert: But that isn't free Jeffrey: But you'd be with me Albert: It's not my dream Jeffrey: But don't you see? Albert: Don't you see me?

and this is followed by another song in which Albert considers the life ahead of him & finds meaning and hope in choosing himself and his freedom:

Could I be satisfied To live someone else's life It doesn't feel right And I don't know why Deep in the heart of me I know what I believe To live as I want is a sacrifice It's quite a mountain to climb But I gotta try [...] Like a cloud has been lifted here I can see it all so clear I don't want to disappear But I can't live a lie Goodbye

(also, there is the song "Excuse Me, Sir" which is about Jeffrey looking for Albert after he was taken by Confederates, and him slowly realizing that the feelings he has for his Brave Handsome Smart Boy Best Friend are, in fact, romantic love)

& then there is the song "Woman to Woman" which is set when Albert is aging and has been outed, and is now on trial. the cis nurse who has been targeting him, and iirc outed him, comes to speak to him in private. she's trying to convince him to admit his male identity is a mental illness and willingly detransition, threatening that if he doesn't he will be institutionalized. she projects her own experiences under patriarchy onto him, insisting that if she wasn't allowed to become a doctor, he shouldn't be allowed to get away with (what she sees as) trying to escape the burden of womanhood. which to me anyone interested in cis woman/trans man dynamics should watch that scene/song.

Nurse Smith: Who cares about the truth? Do you know what happens when we don't fit in? We suffer. We fall out of step. I did my work, I followed the rules, and so must you Albert: Are you happy? Nurse Smith: Life isn't about being happy. We must submit, accept the pain. Now I'm asking you, one last time Albert: I'd rather die for the truth than live a lie like you Nurse Smith: I see. You're undone at the stitch, You ungrateful old bitch! I'm not here to be scolded by you I have stated my mind And I think you will find That the world won't be kind To you.

and then. well. the penultimate song is "Breathe. Walk. Home." which is about Albert's final moments, having been forcibly transitioned (and eventually dying as a direct result of this, due to an injury he got from being forced to walk in dresses after a lifetime of wearing pants). and we see him have a conversation with his younger self, while wondering if he wasted his life trying to be a man: