ENGLISH COVEN AESTHETIC: 4/5- JAMES GARRETT
‘ you’re going to MISS ME, && when you do, i hope you know you’ll only have YOURSELF to blame. && in the midst of that BLAME, i hope it hurts you, just like the pain of LEAVING you hurt me. ‘
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ENGLISH COVEN AESTHETIC: 4/5- JAMES GARRETT
‘ you’re going to MISS ME, && when you do, i hope you know you’ll only have YOURSELF to blame. && in the midst of that BLAME, i hope it hurts you, just like the pain of LEAVING you hurt me. ‘

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“I always loved music, I was pretty young when I started sneaking into clubs. I only did it for the music but my parents got the idea that I was doing it for booze and drugs. So they kicked me out of the house, on my way out I stole my mom’s guitar, I crashed at friends and played music on the streets to get money. Eventually the right person heard me, I got a job had a club bartending and warming up the crowd. I didn’t make much but enough to get my own place, it was tiny but it was something. Doesn’t sound too bad but as you might know I did get into drugs, you must have tasted it in my blood. My first girlfriend got me into it and she died from an overdose while I was passed out next to her, after that I sometimes did things to get money or drugs… things I rather not remember.” James looked down not sure he could face Ivan at that moment. “But I guess it’s not that bad when I think back… At least not compared to others”
Ivan did something he hadn’t done in what seems to have been his entire life- listen. He listened to every word James had to say. For once, he could give him all of his attention. It was suddenly so easy to listen. To shut up for once and just listen to that perfectly rhythmic voice of his. “You don’t need to sell yourself short. I’m sure you were just as fucked up as me.” He gave his lover a smile before adding. “That must be what brings us together.” A brief smirk.
“I want more.” He began, running a hand up James’ arm. But the smile was quick to fade as he went on. “What did you want to do with your life before I took it from you?”
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“Hmm.” Ivan pretended to think it over a minute before carelessly kicking his feet over the coffee table to recline. “Nope, it always works out pretty well for me.”
“𝓦orks pretty well for me.” Merrick said in a mocking tone. “What makes you think that is okay? You can’t do what you want. There are rules.” He hit the side of his left hand into the palm of his right within each break of his last sentence.
Ivan couldn’t help the laugh that erupted. He sure got under that thin skin of Merry’s. Messing with him was just getting too easy. “Oh do share these “rules” of yours then.” He begged, fighting back the biggest grin slowly forcing itself onto his face.
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James sighed once he was alone. If it was a possibility for vampires to get headaches he had one, the worst one anyone ever had probably. Merrick might have been family but that man did without a doubt drive him mad at times. He took off his clothes and put on a robe pinching the bridge of his nose, how could his head hurt so badly. Was it really the conversation with the older vampire that had caused this? Maybe a shower to clear his head would help, before he got there however he looked up to see Ivan standing in his doorway. “Hey”
God did James look good in a robe. Hell, James looked good in everything. That was really all that brought him here. Any time his door was left cracked open, Ivan was quick to pounce. But the smirk on his face was soon replaced by curiosity. James didn’t look like he was looking for sex tonight. It looked as if he simply left the door open in haste, not in invitation as Ivan had hoped. “Is everything alright?” He asked, probably for the first time. Personal questions were not really the man’s forte.

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“𝓨ou’re not a sin…. But you are…something.”
“Actually I know some people that would be quick to disagree with my not being a sin.”
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“𝓝o, you can’t do what you want. Because doing what you want will get you killed.” In hindsight, it wouldn’t be an overly bad thing. Then again– He wouldn’t forgive himself if that happened.
“Hmm.” Ivan pretended to think it over a minute before carelessly kicking his feet over the coffee table to recline. “Nope, it always works out pretty well for me.”
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James laid down looking at Ivan as he spoke. His past was clearly something he didn’t want to talk about right now and he couldn’t blame him. He was not exactly a fan of talking about his own past though by the sound of it Ivan’s had been worse.
“I’m glad you came here” he grabbed his lover’s hand and tried to pull him down next to him. “I didn’t exactly have the best life before you either, it was actually really crappy. But I guess it’s nowhere near your story”
Ivan allowed himself to be pulled on down next to James. He returned hold of the man's hand and clung to it rather tight. Holding hands wasn't something they did much and he wanted to take all the time he could for it now.
Ivan hadn't even realized how little he know of James' past. Hearing it was just as horrible as his was some how comforting. It was nice to feel a connection through words for once. "Oh yeah?" He asked. "And how were you fucked up?"
“Ass” James chuckled and playfully puched Ivan’s arm. A soft sound escaped his lips as he felt his lover pull him even closer. “In the kitchen? really? Merr will kill us if he finds out”
The thought of maybe being caught however actually made it all the more exciting. It was never something he’d really thought about but now he kind of really wanted it.
"Then he just won't find out then, will he?" Ivan asked with a smirk. He pulled James' shirt off over his head before suddenly freezing in place. He had no idea when the others would get back and being caught in the act was definitely nothing he could deny. If he wanted to keep trying to conceal their relationship- or whatever it was- he certainly couldn't be caught.
His hands tugged on James' belt loops as he attempted to urge him towards the stairs. "Or perhaps the usual venue?"

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James nodded. “yeah I could” he gave the other a small smiled and pulled on the sleeves of his shirt. Music had always been his escape even since becoming a vampire, he had needed his music to escape the pain Ivan caused him at times.
“how did you end up here? Cause you’re not british are you?” James asked curious hoping that it was something Ivan would be okay talking about. He wasn’t exactly asking for his entire life story, not yet at least.
Ivan smiled back at him. It was nice to share something as innocent as a smile for once. It was something that seemed so simple and yet was so different from their usual extremes of either fighting or sleeping together.
“No, I’m not.” Ivan started, adjusting on the bed to get more comfortable. “I was actually raised in the Soviet Union for a while, but I joined the military to get away from home-” He stopped abruptly, clearly not wanting to dwell on the details of his life at home. “-Basically Britain was a ally at the time and so I was sent over there along with other troops. Long story short, I may have tried to desert while I was here..”
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James closed his eyes and tried to just enjoy the kiss. The only time he seemed to get any true emotion out of Ivan was when they were kissing or fucking, it was the only times he knew Ivan felt anything for him.
“I’m sorry, I just want to hear you say it.” James mumbled against his lips. “Just once.” His arms wrapped around the other’s neck as he pressed as close as he possibly could. “I’ll make you pie.”
Ivan lost himself in the kiss in attempt to drown out any remains of the argument they had just had. He hated fighting with James- but he hated the thought of being exposed even worse. He couldn’t allow for his relationship or feelings to come to the surface.
A smirk escaped between kisses. He also pulled on James in attempt to get him as close as humanly possible. “It.” He whispered sarcastically.
“It’s a great idea. I’m just… I didn’t expect it” James eventually got out looking down at his hands. They were shaking slightly. He couldn’t remember being nervous around Ivan before well except the night they met.
“I play a few more instruments actually but mostly guitar and piano. And I sing. My mom taught me how to play, I always loved to hear her play and sing so I picked it up. That guitar is all I have left from her.” not that the few blurry memories he had of his family was anything to have they hadn’t been very nice to him.
Ivan followed James’ glance down to his hands. It was quite obvious he had managed to make the man nervous. It wasn’t something he had ever seen in James- at least not that he could remember. It brought a small smile to his lips. It would have been a lie if Ivan claimed to not have felt the exact same way in that moment. He was simply better at masking his feelings. After all, it was something he practiced every day of his life.
“Could you play for me sometime?” He asked. Due to the many years living together, he had certainly heard him play before, but it was mostly as an echo through the walls of his room.

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