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“i’ll wait for you.”

❛❛ No. No, no, no — you really don’t want me as a soulmate. ❜❜ ❛❛ So, you’re the unfortunate soul stuck with me. ❜❜ ❛❛ Can we just - forget about this? ❜❜ ❛❛ We’re not meant for each other. Trust me. ❜❜ ❛❛ You’re my soulmate? Wow - talk about a let-down. ❜❜ ❛❛ We were only supposed to be friends. ❜❜ ❛❛ Something’s wrong with this shit system. We are not soulmates! ❜❜ ❛❛ How is that I love them more, when you’re my soulmate? ❜❜ ❛❛ I know how you look at him - even though you’re not his. ❜❜ ❛❛ Please, believe me. You are not my soulmate. You can’t be. ❜❜ ❛❛ I don’t want a soulmate. ❜❜ ❛❛ Find someone else - I don’t need this in my life. ❜❜ ❛❛ No way - I can’t have TWO soulmates. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m not very good with commitment, or soulmates, or love. ❜❜ ❛❛ Oh - this. This is a joke. Very funny. You can call April Fools now. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m not good enough for you. This is wrong. ❜❜ ❛❛ Life is cruel, huh? Pairing us together like this. ❜❜ ❛❛ To think we were fated to grow old together makes my stomach turn. ❜❜ ❛❛ Why is fate such a bitch? Why are you a bitch? ❜❜ ❛❛ This wasn’t supposed to be real. It was a joke. ❜❜ ❛❛ I don’t know what’s worse. The fact you love them, or the fact I love you. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m not suddenly trusting you with my heart! Or anything! ❜❜ ❛❛ I wish I could clean this mark off with some fate-Windex or something. ❜❜ ❛❛ Scary, right? Tied to a person you might not even know. ❜❜ ❛❛ I can’t trust you to love me. Not fully. ❜❜ ❛❛ We weren’t supposed to fall in love like this. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m going to be frank, && say I have zero attraction to you. So this is a mistake. ❜❜ ❛❛ We’re rivals. Not soulmates. We’re supposed to be at each other’s throats. ❜❜ ❛❛ Things were better before this stupid mark, & stupid fate. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’ve tried. You can’t cut the string. I’ve tried, trust me, I’ve tried. ❜❜ ❛❛ This mark. It appeared this morning. I don’t want it - I. Don’t. Want. It. ❜❜    

             ‘ is it really Iove or rather LUST ‘ he chuckled, the slight laugh cut short as his skin picked up the momentary spike in temperature. it wasn’t much- not enough to normally set him on edge- but just enough to remind him of who he was dealing with. and enough to remind him he had much more important things to be doing. he stood in a flash, too preoccupied to offer any sort of excuse or farewell as he sped out of the room, not stopping until he’d tucked himself away in one of the many spaces he’d claimed as his own to hide. there, he remained, curled up in a ball of sorts, breathe alternating between slow and heavy to quick and erratic.

            her eyes glanced up at him with a curious expression- this was not the salieri she had KNOWN. now, it was true that he was not a confrontational being, but not once had she seen him act like this before. the man scurried off like a dog running away with it’s TAIL BETWEEN ITS LEGS. she didn’t understand. standing to her feet, she tracked the scent through the house, before coming to one of the many crawl spaces, moving down to stand on her knees as she peered in. ‘ sal? are you okay? ‘ she called out, slipping inside the narrow space as she found him, huddled up in the corner in what she would call FETAL position. ‘ hey- what’s wrong? ‘ phoenix asked, propping herself up against the wall as she sat beside him. 

Clive Barker, Galilee (via mxdam)

       starter call. 

❛ …  i’ve been alive for a very long time.  i’ve seen many strange,  awful..  impossible  things before,  but  THAT…  that certainly takes the cake….  ❜  a breathless pause,  feet shuffling a bit away from the horrible flame.  ❛  what..  exactly  IS  that?  ❜

               ‘ oh, um.... ‘ phoenix had never really had to EXPLAIN it before. it was self explanatory, however, it was truly ONE OF A KIND. ‘ it’s pyrokinesis. it’s a psychological gift, i guess. but the actual BITE from the gift is totally physical, if i want it t be. it like- speeds up molecules in the air, messes with kinetic energy && causes spontaneous bouts of fire. i use it mostly as a scare tactic, i don’t actually use it to HARM anyone. ‘

             ‘ so…it’s nothing new? did you think to try and correct his behavior in the beginning? honestly i don’t see why james doesn’t just move on since they obviously don’t agree with each other. better yet let leekspin take over his room. ‘

               ‘ they don’t move on because THEY LOVE EACH OTHER. that’s how it works- you keep fighting. though they’re fighting is getting extremely old. ‘ she muttered, head cocking to the side at his last remark. it was a joke, her brain registered it as a joke, but the joke struck a NERVE. one that just so happened caused a FLARE to erupt, it was quick, it was....well, it could have been worst. it was almost as if someone lit a lighter, only to put it back out. but it was enough to make her feel horrible. a sigh escaped her lips as she took a deep breath, ‘ i’m sorry about that. ‘

               He held his silence as she spoke, slightly terrified to utter a word. He had never seen her like this. She was never this furious. It was certainly a scary side of her, but nevertheless, a bit of fear could not touch decades of shutting people OUT. 

                 ‘ ivan, please. just...if you can’t open up to anyone else, just open up to ME. you know me. i don’t judge, i don’t....make things out to be worse than they are. i wouldn't be saying anything to you at all if i DIDN’T care. but he is hurting, ivan. && it’s BAD this time. i just want to help. i want him to be happy, i want YOU to be happy. but you’ve gotta let me in. i’m begging you- for james’s sake- just talk to me about what’s going on inside that beautiful, thick skull of yours. ‘

’ I understand Ivan’s been a pain and all, but was  slapping him really necessary? ‘ Salieri asked, plopping down next to Nix. “I mean, he hasn’t exactly  demonstrated any capacity for anything other than his previous actions. ‘

              ‘ sal, he’s been like this since he first came here- which was WAY before i found you. i already feel like SHIT for hitting him, so no- it wasn’t necessary. but maybe now he’ll see that he’s finally pushing PEOPLE a little too hard; we can’t take it anymore. ‘