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Scenes from āThe Shape of A Ghostā that Iāve been writing on AO3

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itās not so slop anymore
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Jordie Rietveld survived the events that claimed his younger brother, Kaz, but only barely. Swept away from Ketterdam by the currents, he washed ashore in another port battered, starving, and believing Kaz had died on Reaper's Barge. Like Kaz, he spent a period surviving alone on the streets, learning quickly that survival often demanded compromises no child should have to make.
Eventually, the Kerch authorities took him into their child welfare system. Rather than finding a permanent home, Jordie became part of a system of legal child indentures, expected to repay the government for his care through years of labor. He was sent to a textile mill in Blendit, where long shifts, strict overseers, and unrelenting routine defined the remainder of his childhood. The mill became both prison and teacher, instilling a quiet resilience and the belief that the only way forward was to keep working, no matter how impossible tomorrow seemed.
When his indenture finally ended at eighteen, Jordie found himself free in name but still burdened by the belief that he had failed the person who mattered most. He carried Kaz's memory like an unpaid debt. Unable to save his brother, he convinced himself that perhaps he could spend the rest of his life saving others.
With his bachelor's degree completed, Jordie set his sights on Ketterdam University to pursue a medical doctorate. For the first time since childhood, he believed his future belonged to him rather than to circumstance. Years of sacrifice, exhaustion, and relentless work had finally begun to pay off.
That future is shattered when Pekka Rollins once again intrudes upon his life. Through Kaz Brekker's conflict with Rollins, Jordie finds himself stranded aboard the Ferolind, unable to return to the university he fought so hard to reach. Unbeknownst to either brother, the gang leader holding him aboard is the very sibling Jordie has spent years mourning, while Kaz believes the brother he buried on Reaper's Barge has been dead for nearly a decade.
this was supposed to be a quick thing. A thing just to get the voices out of my head. But weāre 21,000 words deep boys- and weāre not even to the meat of this thing. Take a gander, if thou wishes.
Help me turn my slop into something good
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Critics wanted! Readers! Commenters! Questioners- rude remarks! Anything will do!
Iāve never written before and donāt pretend to be good at it! Help me get good!
Furious Roots Wonāt Give Way
Turns out another chapter dropped a month or two ago
Loving the idea that Kaz still watches jordie when he sleeps- like the little creep he is
Had to make these quick-
*falls back into the void
https://archiveofourown.org/works/74974636/chapters/218270061
https://archiveofourown.org/works/74974636/chapters/195898296
more!! MORE!!

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Furious Roots Won't Give Way by, Insignificant457 Furious Roots Won't Give Way - Chapter 1 - insignificant457 - Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo [Archive of Our Own]
GO! Go read it! its good!
a little more
Part if that last post
I figured Kaz might want a piece of that bootleg pie for his club⦠and the interesting puzzle that involves this guy having his dead brothers name
š¬ 0Ā Ā š 0Ā Ā ā¤ļø 2Ā Ā·Ā Jeez it's been a while. Guess who got colored pencils huh?? So I was thinking about that anime "91 Days" right? Long story
Jeez it's been a while. Guess who got colored pencils huh??
So I was thinking about that anime "91 Days" right? Long story short (from what i can remember from like,, years ago) its a long convoluted revenge plan to kill a mafia family, that took in the protagonist bc his best friend made the "best moonshine" out there
So im thinking- make it SoC Jordie lives related right???
In this story he lives and winds up in whatever CPS system that Ketterdam has got- decides to be a doctor and begins his education in Blendit. The moonshine, or Jenever (Dutch moonshine, made of Corn, Rye, and Barley. Think early form of Gin) started out as a hobby until a friend who came from the city, and one of the first people Jordie helped - Bolliger, convinced him to begin selling it. Before Jordie could even blink the drink became a hit, and the beginnings of a public college sized bootleg empire. Not one to turn away from a money-making opportunity Jordie began selling the same drink when he moved to Ketterdam to continue funding his doctorate (anybody whos anybody gets their degree from KU) And wouldn't you know it? Selling bootleg liquor in a crime infested city attracts *criminals*
Now he has to balance negotiating with barrel bosses for his recipe/life along with his class average!! The humanity!!
I'm blaming these two for the long hiatus^^
this street rat would pummel tf out of this small town nobody
but fr it was great seeing Freddy Carter in FNAF 2
if I had a nickel for every time I read a jordie lives fic and he was made a tidemaker I would have 3 nickels which isnāt a lot but still an interesting coincidence because it happened 3 times
One made him into a cryptid that lurked the Ketterdam harbor, another had him joining the tides, the third had him working on a merchant vessel-
my personal favorite is the third, bonus points if he gets caught up in barrel business caused by his little brother and is attacked bc jordie was mistook for Kaz, ending with jordie in a scuffle as he shouts amidst the chaos āwhO ARE YOU?? I DONT KNOW YOU??ā at his attackers
Some quick notes I have for Tidemaker!Jordie
*I had imagined him developing a fear of drowning post plague so the irony of him being a tidemaker with a fear of the ocean is funny to me
*he learned the Hurdy Gurdy just to annoy his coworkers
*he would rather hold the vessel afloat like Atlas carried the sky before heād ever let it sink with him on it
*maybe if he didnāt waste his check on new books, or pens/paper he could save enough to attend university and finally become a doctor but that takes planning and responsibility
As a small tangent idea what if as a semi powerful tidemaker he got captured by the shu for their early parem experiments and he meets the Bayur family and helps them escape only for Bo to die during that Fjerdan ambush at the Ravkan port and now jordie finds himself stranded at the ice court with the scientist sonās hand clutched in his own and doesnāt this all feel brand new and morbidly nostalgic to be left alone with impossible odds and a kid to care for????
My only gripe is that in most stories I read he is written to run away from the cityā¦
These brothers arenāt too different, Jordie would be anchored to the city by grief just as kaz was
of course being a tidemaker on a vessel takes him away from the city, but he will always come back

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Role Reversal, Jordie Lives, Kaz Dies - By Sunbearer
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In this one jordie takes on the mantel SilverTongue on account of his manipulative words and silver smile on the thick mesh mask I canāt draw for some reason
āJordan Keir never liedā
spare any pittance for the young lad??
But!!! Making a story after the canon events in the books requires planning- and setting, and plot-! And i do not have the creative talent for such things
however!! Let me present these!!
Idea 1 - Matthias doesnāt get to die
Jordie is currently studying medicine at Ketterdam University during the events of Crooked Kingdom and like any sensible civilian he ran like hell when the plague bells chimed
he paused in an alley to hide away from the crowd and over hears an altercation between what seems to be a deserter and a druskelle
After a small moral debate he decided that heās not just going to pretend like he doesnāt see the shot man dying on the cobblestones, and moves to help
Idea 2 - Canāt a guy just mourn in peace?
jordie was visiting Black Vail, sitting on the bench dedicated to the souls that were not buried, sharing a hot chocolate with a ghost (you know, mourning, as you do)
when this panicked, loudly dressed, gangly man asked if he was a doctor- without an an excuse ready to NOT follow the stranger, jordie finds himself tasked with delivering a child
and kaz sees the consequences of kidnapping a heavily pregnant woman
Idea 3 - Kaz has the most stressful boat ride of his life
Wrong time wrong place Jordie happened to be on the pier the night the schooner left port (and the crows got ambushed), Spectās crew found jordie hiding when they were looking for witnesses/hostages like Oomen.
jordie watches Brekker tear out a persons eye ball and feels his heart squeeze into his throat as he tries to figure out how to explain to the bloody barrel boss āIām just a guy, who happened to be hereā
What saves him here (because I doubt kaz would have the situational awareness while heās tweaking, to realize that this is his brother) is that jordie is a licensed doctor, and can actually save Inej
āInej is the mom of the friend group!ā
ā¦Matthias is right there
Inej strikes me as a Wine Aunt? But,, she doesnāt drink. On the other hand she would absolutely have two cat children, travel the world so often you never know what country sheās in, and receive a fat check for your birthday (and missed birthdays) four months late
āHeroes at Dawnā
by Orphaned_Account
Itās a Jordie lives au where they both stick together in Ketterdam after the plague. Jordie takes on the role of Dirtyhands and sends kaz to university to study.
What fascinated me the most is Jordie and Kazās view of their PTSD, where Dirthands Kaz saw it as a weakness, something that must be hidden, a deep shame. And Dirtyhands jordie ignored its presence, unintentionally triggering episodes by running recklessly headfirst, and not even thinking twice before diving into the water⦠his fears always took a back seat for the job, his crew, or his family. (Kaz would do this too, but it was always a last resort. Jordie seemed to make it a weekend out of it)
Amazing read!!!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/38227099/chapters/107384295#workskin

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But!!! Making a story after the canon events in the books requires planning- and setting, and plot-! And i do not have the creative talent for such things
however!! Let me present these!!
Idea 1 - Matthias doesnāt get to die
Jordie is currently studying medicine at Ketterdam University during the events of Crooked Kingdom and like any sensible civilian he ran like hell when the plague bells chimed
he paused in an alley to hide away from the crowd and over hears an altercation between what seems to be a deserter and a druskelle
After a small moral debate he decided that heās not just going to pretend like he doesnāt see the shot man dying on the cobblestones, and moves to help
Idea 2 - Canāt a guy just mourn in peace?
jordie was visiting Black Vail, sitting on the bench dedicated to the souls that were not buried, sharing a hot chocolate with a ghost (you know, mourning, as you do)
when this panicked, loudly dressed, gangly man asked if he was a doctor- without an an excuse ready to NOT follow the stranger, jordie finds himself tasked with delivering a child
and kaz sees the consequences of kidnapping a heavily pregnant woman
jordie lives au but this time the brothers didnāt know each other were alive for the drama
Iāve Frankensteined a headcannon for Jordies childhood via several writers and my own grey matter
Starting with āHow odd is it to be haunted by someone that is still aliveā by Formulex
-Jordie doesnāt drown, he gets washed away to a further port
from there similar to Kaz, jordie had to survive on his own for a while
then, pulling from another fanfic āA Guest Worthy to be Hereā by endoftheworldhere
-Jordie gets placed into Ketterdam Child Services, essentially legal child indentures, where he has to work in a Textile Mill to pay off the Kerch government for taking him in
He works there until heās 18 and finally can work towards freeing himself of his brothers ghost
Pulling from āThe Paradox of Chanceā by ofcatsanddragons, jordie seeks forgiveness by becoming a Doctor, once he can cure the sick- maybe his brothers soul could finally rest
he obtains his GED, and bachelors out in Blendit, then sets his sights on Ketterdam University for his Doctorate
I had imagined his nightmares were more centered around drowning than touch itself
leaning towards a fear of suffocation
and nightmare kaz is hardly angry,,, just a manifestation of Jordies guilt- he reminds Jordies of all the broken promises heās made
thatās all I got for tonight