scrapper is my cat

ummm I did just read lena dunhams book and i do think she is the voice of a generation but I also think the millennial woman mysterious chronic illness thing is such a weird and embarrassing cliche and it makes me feel like a dramatic faker every time I go to the doctor

ugh the doctor took so much blood and I can't complete my daily dailies without this blood but the results are normal so far but i did get fast tracked to a second appointment for biopsies to get taken. i feel like I'm just feeling sorry for myself and gaslighting myself into gestures at disgusting skin this. but it's visible and real but maybe the dermatologist will tell me that I'm being dramatic after all.

oof I went to the doctor for a mystery bug bite allergic reaction and they took. so much blood. can't think can't focus.

hey can five of you come over and we can eat enormous watermelon chunks with forks and knives but the watermelon is presented on a miniature wagon and we sit beneath my rocking horse light fixture? napkins provided.