Holy moly Bean Boy

I wrote and deleted the caption about ten times, but I’m just going to say it: I haven’t been feeling well recently. The fact I failed all my exams in June again - and meanwhile most of my friends are finishing their bachelor degrees - makes me feel overwhelmed and like a failure. All I wanted to do in life was go to university, but is it really worth it all this pain and loathing? I try not to linger too much on this question right now, and I fill my days with studying and working. It’s the best solution for now, but I guess at some point I will have to face the reality of things and decide whether I should drop out and do something about my future. I still love studying physics, but maybe it really isn’t for me.

Actually had a productive day at the library going through my materials and writing notes on Mary Shelley

I just passed 2k last night and I can't believe it! Thank you all so much for being here

O Master and Lord, our Savior, Healer of all, stay by our side in this time of uncertainty and sorrow. 

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listening to: dear april - frank ocean

#cc2e80

my first class today was cancelled but I had a super productive morning 📋🖋️

"We’ve known for a long time that it was no longer possible to overturn this world, nor reshape it, nor head off its dangerous headlong rush. There’s been only one possible resistance: to not take it seriously." - Milan Kusendra

1st of November - Moving house has been a drag over the course of October along with the submission of my biggest paper, but this afternoon I am feeling relaxed for the first time in ages. Currently studying for my next exam!  soft tunes 💛

week twelve of fiftytwo. by Sarah Messina on Flickr.

16.03 / the floor is my favourite place to study on

"The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven.."

✨19.12.2019 // creative writing is taking up most of my time right now, it’s interesting to challenge myself to write in different ways but I’m still enjoying it immensely. I may have to work through the holiday to catch up but hey ho (ho, ho - geddit). Hope everyone is dealing with end of year stress well ✨

December 29, 2019 // this morning I took down the Xmas🌲 and started filling in my January calendar