🩸 ♯𝐒𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐀⠀﹕⠀a headcanon based, independent *𝙰𝙽𝙰𝚇𝙰𝙶𝙾𝚁𝙰𝚂 from 𝙷𝙾𝙽𝙺𝙰𝙸 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁 𝚁𝙰𝙸𝙻 studied by 𝕽UE ( * 𝟹𝟶 + ˢʰᵉ / ʰᵉʳ ) ocs & crossover heavily encouraged . 𝟸𝟷+ access, NSFW content present . sporadic activity . 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋⠀: ⠀𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚛⠀+⠀𝚜𝚕𝚎𝚠𝚑𝚞𝚗𝚍⠀+⠀𝚛𝚘𝚣𝚎𝚗𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚍 .

/ I got the paper that describes the state my gallbladder was in before they took me in & they used the words " fragmented " " markedly disrupted & tattered " " hemorrhagic " " remarkable " ... holy fuck that thing was gonna kill me

⠀⠀──── ✶ HABITS .

bold + italic  -  well-known  +  known  for /  italics  -  sometimes /  strike  -  will  never.

nail biting | throat clearing | lying | interrupting | chewing the ends of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | binge drinking | over-sleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying | talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing hands together | jaw clenching | gesturing while talking | putting feet up on tables | tucking hair behind ears | chewing lips | crossing arms over chest | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back of their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running hands through hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostril flaring | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers | fist clenching | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling shoulders

/ i won't be around as much as usual today cause my supervisor is going to be helping me through the week which means no tumblr at work, but give this post a like if you want a Naxa in your inbox when i am able !!

⠀⠀──── ✶ something bitter just at the tip of his tongue, ready to be spat out at the other, but it was just replaced with some sort of strangled sound . take the kindness offered, his body screams at him . but Anaxa felt odd, off - put by the other's care ..

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * a hard cough breaks from behind his lips, & a familiar metallic taste fills his mouth . he had pushed himself entirely too far this time ; leaning his head over to spit <shiny gold onto the floor instead of bright red . settling back, mint strands cling to pallid skin like tendrils, stuck in tracks of cold sweat along his forehead & cheeks .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * ❛ i'm sure you would like that, wouldn't you ────── ❜ & just like that, his speaking makes it worse, like Pantalone had implied . the pain in his back & abdomen makes the frail scholar writhe & curl up, a shaky hand quickly wiping away tracks of gold that trickle from parted lips .

/ the two anaxa stages

/ this was about all i could manage but honk if you love walking corpses that are also twunks

/ seeing him softly smiling like this is like seeing the sun rise

I’ve recalled a formula you might enjoy...

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— Alex

⠀⠀──── ✶ nodding sagely . this doesn't make much sense to him now, but he has a feeling it would if given the proper thought & study . he's going to keep this & attempt to decipher it later .

⠀⠀──── ✶ ❛ oh, please . i see you're trying to shame me, now . is that the only tactic you have left ? ❜ the words come off quite sharp, but after some time around him, learning Anaxagoras' quirks & his behaviors, one would know when the sage was truly angry with them . despite her words, he's moving about the study in a semi - frentic manner ; almost as if something has his eye, & has his mind working overtime . he's in good spirits today .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * ❛ i'm not caving to your demands, i hope you know . this body has endured more than a night of sleep missed . it'll endure worse . so instead of bullying me, miss Blone, either you will take a seat & allow me to continue with my work, or you'll have to grow a spine & physically tear me from what i am doing . ❜

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * despite his borderline insulting diatribe, he's actually smiling .. at least, it seems like he is . it could be a trick of the light, or her own imagination⠀.. ────