It's the sav-age

I tried to “make up” having a crush on a boy because I had never experienced like any type of feelings like that for anyone. I assumed a crush was just a thing people had but it didn’t last long… maybe a day

I used to convince myself I had a crush on people again but like in high school and then I would get to know them and realize I just really wanted to be their friends because they’re cool and gay.

I was like so desperate to get a crush on someone I spent a week overanalyzing If I had a crush on this girl who I thought was flirting with me… but she ended up just being straight

I like truly didn’t think people actually had sex like under the age of like 18 for a long time like until late years in highschool…

I’m sure there is more i just thought it was kinda funny how like it feels so normal and natural to me but too a non asexual it sounds really weird.

Also I don’t know if this is just a personal preference thing or something that people don’t really think about but for me. If there is any type of attraction I have to know that person and be friends with them. Like with my girlfriend we met and talked and … yeah we flirted but I really needed to be like friendly with them before I even considered liking them.

When they speak their assumptions, it's as if they're telling me how to be asexual. And when I compare their thoughts to mine I come to the realization that I'm "doing it wrong." According to them, asexuals do not think about sex, nor fantasize about it, nor do they have any interest in it. To them, at best, asexuals haven't a care in the world for sex and at worst, they are repulsed by it. They fail to see or even realize that an asexual can be multifaceted. An asexual can think sex is gross and still desire it. It need not be if or or. They fail to see that it's not their place to say what an asexual should and shouldn't be. They fail to see how their nasty assumptions exclude their own friends from safe spaces and good times.

Lesbians today: that trans girl s so pretty... I need to breed her. If I keep railing her gay ass she definitely will get pregnant.