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It went by so fast and so freaking painfully slow at the same time.

This year I cried more than I did in all the years that I've lived. I tried and failed a lot.

I got diagnosed with a chronic illness. I started a new job and then quit working. Everything was super hard, painful and challenging.

BUT .. after all that shit I found out I was pregnant!! After two years of "unexplained infertility" and many painful nights, medications and procedures. In the most unexpected time I found out my little miracle is happening! I'm now five months pregnant! Still trying to manage my chronic illness with this pregnancy but my heart never been happier and fuller.

I tried my best to hide all of this struggle from everyone around me to spare them the pain. It was one of the loneliest time in my life. My husband was the only that kept me going.