Saturday Evening

and you know, this week he’s gonna leave to sweden for study

what a coincidence

i miss u so much.

i’m really sorry that i used to hurt u so bad

i didn’t realize.. i used to be very selfish

i’m crying so bad right now, i can’t handle it anymore

i really really really missed you H

you know, when we were just started our relationship, we were very very happy

like this world just you and me lol

i really missed those happy memories

like our first date watching marathon movie at PIM

the day we started our relationship after we had ice skating at Taman Anggrek

when we were riding the boat ourself in PIK lol

watching ghibli movies and ghibli exhibition together in our first anniversary

and we share our common taste of musics and films and dreams

are you remember our dream in 2021? hahaha

oh my god…

i reaaally love u so much

i hope you are happy with your life now

terlalu banyak kekecewaan

harapan tak tercapai

timbulkan penyakit dalam diri

sakit

kecewa

hampa

tiada yang menolong

tiada tempat tuk bersandar

tiada tempat tuk pegangan

hampa

kosong

untuk apa semua ini?

hanya untuk bersenang-senang?

hanya untuk singgah sementara?

lelah

tujuan

arti

harapan

perjalanan

hilang

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