♥ elmelohi ♥

I hate that I can’t tell if I’m bisexual, just a lesbian and don’t want to accept it, or a secret third thing that I don’t truly care about right now. Because WHY am I more man leading when it comes to relationships (like that sounds great) but one with a woman scares me and doesn’t attract me at all (I’ve had a gf before and it was great I loved her but since then I haven’t really wanted a relationship with a girl). BUT BUT BUT when it comes to sexual stuff a woman sounds FANTASTIC, like that’s who I want, but a man sounds scary as all hell and I don’t wanna try it or I’m too scared to try it. Like I could do a relationship with a woman and be happy but one with a man sounds much more appealing to me and that makes me so mad. I’m just pissed and don’t know what to do and I just haven’t felt gay enough and TikTok isn’t helping so yeah.

I love when I relate to the selfish, lonely, dead character that is constantly hurting other so they won’t feel hurt anymore, and is represented through a teenage body but in reality has the wants and needs of a child…😄

Your telling me that this isn’t evie, max, and Harvey? I don’t believe you