Demented Thoughts

The daughter of Saryuko and Maggot, born against the will of the multiverse. Cursed by the will of the multiverse to be the living embodiment of chaotic destruction, so she would be a nightmare of a dauther. Upon her birth Saryuko was sapped of his base power and as time passed she would continue to leech away the power Saryuko holds until the faithful day she succeeds him. Sadly this day never came for she had a very unfortunate experience. Upon an argument over her attachment to her father she was accidentally forcefully merged with her souls opposite spliting her power between her and this other person, her now blood sister Serenity. This caused a separation from the tether of destiny allowing Saryuko to keep his power and also allowing both Serenity and Serena to have their own.

Being the child of Saryuko comes with some benefits though. You are genetically attuned to the PRIMARY almighty Class god that reigns over the multiverse meaning almost free reign on fun. Also like Saryuko you have many forms and abilities, this being said Serena hated her beastial form thinking it to be a stupid monkey, her beastial form being that of a monstrous sloth that unlike its normal brethen has the ability to actually slow down time allowing her to do her now most favorite thing in the world, drop from the ceiling and in slow motion bitch slap her family while whisper yelling "super sloth". This habit came into being after a tragic event.

Gifted mini multiverses by their father the children took to immediately settin up the rules of their worlds. Serena understanding that she has a problem abusing her powers she severely limited her powers in her multiverse which one horrendous night while strolling around town, with power restrictions so strict she was essentially a human, she was grabbed and taken advantage of by a man who's name was wiped from existence. This broke her completely and she almost locked herself away from her entire family. She tried to close the experience away from her mind but it ate away at her sanity and slowly she fell apart infront of her father in her multiverse. A "lovely" feature of these multiverses was that if you arent given permission to use powers, whether a verbal or simply a subconscious thought, even an almighty class God is rendered powerless. In her broken state she rendered her father powerless in her world making it so that he couldn't leave nor do anything but live a human life. Luckily for her Saryuko knew his daughter well and knew just what to do for her and help her through her ordeal. Thankfully she came out of it well although different. No longer was she the devastation goddess, but the goddess of annoying sloths.

Jokes aside she changed dramatically, she went from fearsome "omen of the impending apocalypse" to bubbly little sister. Dont get it wrong though she still is capable of ending worlds on a whim.

Below is an excerpt from the her psuedo brother Squidgious's journal.

"From the seed of a "God" bloomed a tiny flower. A flower once defiled but destined to grow mighty and gorgeous. Inside its corrupted petals lies the potential to bring down the mightiest of beings but with the most beautiful of smiles. The one many know as Serena the 3rd child of Saryuko.

I have to admit of all of my siblings she is the only one who can possibly outclass me. With the most sincere of smiles she has tamed what was once a ruthless and powerful squid. With her amazingness, she alone is the cause of the timeline change that made it possible for me to gain emotions and stop my I don't care attitude. Thanks to her bubbliness and general love for jumping head first into danger despite the circumstances and risks I have grown even more stronger. Sarah gains a literal loving husband, Serena gains a genuine protective older brother; who has on several occasions put himself in harms way to protect her. "

So I've gotten questions about what happened to the other Gods. Some had to be ended cause of misdeeds unbefitting of rank and title. Others.... Well... They are lost to the battlefield. Let me tell you of my siblings.

Medu and Mi-ios died of stagnation. They didn't use their energies and keep up with maintaining an active lifestyle so... Mi-ios "ascended" to a higher plane in his meditative state and ceased to be. While Medu... Well he became one with his couch. While neither died in honorable ways they died happy.

Serenity... She tried too hard to match up with me and ended up pushing herself too far into strong territories; finding an enemy just too much for her and lost her essence.

Serena... Oh tiny serena... She missed the adventures we used to go on and went on an adventure that she never came back from. I like to believe she just she is just fighting onward and hasn't finished the adventures. But seeing as her door no longer works she has ceased existence.

The lessers including many demis have betrayed rank and title. From my right hand man Hackerz down to generic Demi number 1000.

So many know of Saryuko's doll maker phase. You know the one how he met minyesk after her fall from grace. Yeah no.... that's not The Dollmaker. You see The Dollmaker was a splinter psyche from ages before his quest to rebuild the guardians and creating the pantheon. The Dollmaker, in essence, chronicles Saryuko's slow descent to hate human vanity. So let me fill you in on the real The Dollmaker saga.

Way back to Saryuko's second foray in the realm of the light he met a man named Robins, known across the land to be the best doll maker. Bring any material and he will make an extremely ornate doll perfect for you 100% of the time. Sary studied under him under the moniker of The Dollmaker. Sary's later success as his disciple lead to the creation of Robins' world famous Dollmaker Shoppe. It wasn't until Robins' death did the first true story of The Dollmaker start. It was at this time Sary took Robins' image as his own and continued a legacy of making perfect dolls and later on doing his famous cosmetic changes.

As many know The Dollmaker was a man who could make anyone beautiful and amazing. Turning you into a "doll". After ages of trying to help humanity live with its vanity he became jagged and grew fed up enacting what was known to be his steep price, quite literally the thing you loved the most, if you were really willing to give up the thing you loved the most to be beautiful then clearly you really value vanity over love.

So its common knowledge I, lord of the squids, Squidgious Nyen am married to a wonderful Woman... Squid... Thing... I'm married to a being known as Sarah. What you don't know is what she looks like despite interacting with her on a daily basis.

It's not common knowledge that no one sees her the same way. To some she's a gorgeous blonde with blue eyes and skin so amazing you'd bet she was made of marble. To others she's a green eyed redhead with just the right spritzing of freckles and a smile so brilliant the sun is jealous. To other she might have smokey grey eyes, raven hair, paler than the moon with a smirk that could the gods quiver. To me.... It's like someone just shittily used a blur tool over where she is. It's weird because theoretically she probably has no real appearance. Since the day she and her squid partner merged upon the squid's ascendance I've never known what she looks like. Never stopped me from loving her cause she's awesome but... It's very odd to love a living blur.

Moreover there is a chance I can't see her cause she is massively more powerful than her and is literally instilling a form of madness onto me inadvertently even though I'm immune to madness doesn't mean I'd be able to see through it, just can't go mad. Then Again she could quite literally be outside my current realm of comprehension. Since I don't know what she is I might be able to see what she is until I can understand.

I once was asked why I don't care about anything and have been pestered by inquiries on what I care about.

Nothing. Simple and easy. I care about nothing.

All the "caring" you have deluded yourselves into believing is obligation to the traditions and constructs passed onto me by my father and my siblings. My real fate was to float around in my darkness realm and stay the antagonist to my sibling's protagonistic lives. Yet goody two shoes Serenity decided to defy the fates and instead of fighting me and cementing my role; she stretched out a hand of forgiveness and friendliness upon finding out the sharing of a parental figure.

This changed the tapestry of time into the one woven today. Had I been left to my darkness and left in an Ill light this matter of having to care about my siblings, my mother, and Sarah would never existed in your minds.

"oh but Squidgious, what of your duty as the living archive of Saryukian knowledge?" I hear you say amongst yourselves. That knowledge wasn't handed to me to be announced but to be used against my siblings an upper hand considering it would be four verses one. Sadly due to divine energy corruption they are weak comparatively.

When it comes to the children of Saryuko there is a clear "Yep they are siblings" feeling.

Mi-ios and Medu-Dasku being derived of the same entity are like identical twins who want desperately to be seen as different individuals. This is shown by how Mi-ios dresses up to the nines while Medu-Dasku is a total slob and how Mi-ios has a more adult approach to things while Medu has a "fuck it let's see what happens" childish attitude. Despite this often Medu has the better advice due to his more relax and engaging ways. Mi-ios comes off stuck up and judgemental. When it comes to their siblings they are definitely the big brothers to Serena and Serenity. To Squidious they tolerate him similarly to if he was just an adopted child. (Squidious doesn't care)

Serenity is the heir to the family destiny and wears the crown with grace. She is the head of the family and is almost unanimously obeyed. She cares deeply for her siblings and tries her hardest to keep them safe and sound. This weighs heavily on her and often it is Serena to the rescue for that. She sees Squidious as a replacement for the affections she had for Saryuko, not caring about the fact they are siblings in the public eye she like the twins sees him like an adopted brother, so her affections are fine to her.

Serena is the youngest and despite being the most malicious and blood thirsty of the five is clearly the youngest sibling. Due to a.... Traumatic event in her life that lead her to never trust men, (hopefully that's enough of a clue cause I don't want to say it. I'm a jerk) she has turned into a puffy ball of adorableness around her family. She has a tendency to pop out of nowhere in her sloth form and fall in slow motion and slap a sibling in a joking manner while saying heroically "Super Sloth" then scuttle off into the shadows not to be seen again till the next sneak attack. Though all tolerate it because they understand it's a cooping mechanism there is only one she doesn't attack due to their activeness in her life, Squidious. Squidious treats her like a baby sister, bringing her along on adventures, dragging her out of her home to watch movies, play in the park and all around have fun. She first thought it was because he knew of what happened and was just trying to comfort her in her times of need but eventually realized he just genuinely enjoys hanging out with her. Though he usually is there when she needs someone he is also always appearing at random intervals and dragging her along with him even if she is in her pjs.

Squidgious is the eldest though he has only become known in recent years thus why they call him the fifth child on occasion. He is generally the enforcer of wills in the shadows. Though he doesn't always agree with the others and will on occasion disobey Serenity, he does acknowledge she was chosen by Saryuko to be heir of his legacy but to him that means little to nothing. He only obeys when she makes a decision he agrees with. In recent years he has been secretly going on missions suppressing forces that have come into being due to a resurgence of his kind. The only one who knows the full extent of his shady activities is Serena who sometimes guilts him into taking her with him although he has literally kicked down her bedroom door and dragged her with him in her sloth onesie. His attitude towards the others is similar to a big brother. Usually exerting his dominance over the others he does also always have a tendency to be there for them whenever they need someone. This HAS lead to some moments of him popping up covered in blood and viscera because Serenity had a meltdown while he was off doing something in the shadows.

All together though they tussle and fight on occasion they are a fully functional family. This may be due in part of them being parts of Saryuko. Each of them represent pieces of what made Saryuko great.

Mi-ios is the calm collected mind that takes time to fully assess situations and make sound decisions.

Medu is the insane, spontaneous, and fun side that is so much fun to be around despite causing trouble and going overboard.

Serenity is the the bravery and courageous side that has seen many lives through hell and can lead them to victory and happiness.

Serena is the pure and utter destructive side. Powerful and almost unbeatable she represents the power that once was Saryuko.

Squidious is Saryuko's evil. Squidious is the side of Sary that was uncontrollable and uncaring. The part of Saryuko that many feared.

Despite this "parting" of Saryuko each has remnants of the impression left behind by their father. It's this that sometimes causes them to act out of character on occasion. It surely explains Squidious's behavior towards his youngest sibling even though he is supposed to be uncaring.

Let me just say this cause too many ask. I am not Saryuko reborn. Though I do have a tendency to act like him and have his sense of humor it's a side effect of being given the boundless knowledge he once held. I am his record keeper, the source of all things Saryuko. My father ruled with kindness and understanding. Me... I give little to nothing about you, my subjects, my enemies or anyone besides my family and myself. I will gladly kill off my enemies and revive them under my command, where he would purposely avoid killing unless absolutely necessary. I rather take enjoyment in enslaving the weakened. Now don't get me wrong if you don't want to fight I won't make you. But if you challenge me or my fighters you are giving me your consent to use you and your abilities to my advantage should I prove stronger and better than you. Volunteer for my fighting squad and if you're good I'll gladly accept you with open arms. I honestly don't care about the inner workings of my subjects but if my kingdom is threatened believe you me I will personally raze their family, the cities they were in, and everyone they held dear. Just to prove a point before ripping them limb from limb feeding their bits to my pets, while forcefully keeping them alive till the moment I consume their brain.

My world knew him as the embodiment of the darkness. Worshipped by the fallen, the corrupt, the lost, any forsaken or blighted category. He was their lord. Many feared him, known to be the corrupter of the holy and just. A lot hated to be associated with him, but my family we were the care givers of his shrine. Of course... its hard to explain. We aren’t human; not in the sense you consider human. To us we were human but to y’all we are anthros maybe even weres. He was DarkShadow to us though that wasn't really a name it was just a legend, a myth, the shadow cast upon the darkness, The darkest of the dark.

I wasn't alive when he made his presence first known, my great great great like a lot a great grandmother was his first priestess. I was told the legend of his first miracle, when he stripped half of our world of light leaving a zone of darkness. The light side heralds this as him corrupting the land but our side, the darkness, saw it as him creating a safe haven for those shunned and forsaken by the light. In the beginning there was mild conflict because those shunned were left at the border of light and darkness, gladly adopted by our side; they were raised and nurtured. Didn't last too long maybe a hundred or so years before the light side deemed it time to wipe the darkness and those who followed under the teachings of the Darkest Shadow. War was declared and lives were lost on both sides. The darkest shadow came to the border of the lands and called out to the light for a cease fire and for peace but they wouldn't have it. Struck down by the light he was turned to stone leaving us to fend for ourselves but of course his sacrifice wasn't in vain. The border between the lands became a protected territory, for a hundred miles on each side of the border became a null zone. The powers of light and dark were nullified and upon this land we were equal; for this land was a meeting point. The light could no longer pass into the darkness and the darkness in turn could not reach the light. For generations this was our peace brought forth by the sacrifice of the darkest shadow. His statue dragged from where it stood to the highest mountain and a shrine erected around it. A home built for our protector should he ever return. It wasn't until my great great great grandmother's stint as priestess that we were blessed with a voice of the darkest shadow. A being named Hackerz, he lead our kind into the era of intelligence, under his guidance we reached a point of technology that would rival your modern technology in just a blink of an eye comparatively. But technology has a tendency to defy the supernatural side of life, though technologically inferior to us the light used their peace time finding ways to circumvent the nullzone and try to wipe the darkness from the world; while we used our time to advance our intellect and understanding of the world. This lead to an odd divide between the two sides of the border. It was like traveling through time one side was primitive and violent while the other was futuristic and civilized. Hilariously though something came from our scientific advancement that the light never saw coming, what you would consider Magic. We didn't understand it and in truth we never will. It wasn't until my twentieth birthday as DarkShadow's priestess that we learned something about it.

On my birthday the statue disappeared, gone with a slight trace. Doors were left open showing a path leading out of the shrine and the village that surrounded it. A foot print path starting out as large prints with large strides slowly transforming into smaller normal sized prints with a more leisurely stride straight to a hot spring just outside the village. There upon my birthday was found the man, being, the Darkest shadow... With the most friendly smile and heart warming chuckle sat the man we would all consider the father of our kind. Darkshadow, the physical embodiment of the darkness that has protected and guided us into our prosperity and with his revival came a tidbit of knowledge of what magic really was. A bleeding so to speak of his world, with the guidance of Hackerz in Darkshadow's absence we were lead to the technology and knowledge to harness and channel the energies of the realm of darkness. So upon my birthday i was gifted something that made the upcoming rekindling of the war between light and dark one sided. The power to channel 100% of the energies that flowed through him into my body and to harness the full extent of his power. I, Mine of the Darkest Shadow's Priestesses, became the vessel of unfathomable and unending power.

In the many years of his absence he was thought to be a force to be reckoned with, a serious and stern outlook and fearsome personality. Legends couldn't have been anymore wrong. He was kind, loving, understanding, joyous, and a joker. Often found at local pubs and bars drinking alongside manual laborers, seen at orphanages reading and playing with the children, teaching different subjects in schools at random times and locations. He was one of us not some Godlike entity that held its power over us, he worked with us from the mines and mud pits to the higher positions of management throughout the land of darkness. He even built hang out locations in the nullzone where people of both sides can relax and de-stress, hell even meet up with family who were shunned and exiled from the light. Debauchery as he called them were embassies for each side without judgment, a place where beings of light can go to indulge in the pleasures forbidden by the light and where those of darkness can indulge in the practices of the light they once held. They were true neutral grounds protected by Darkshadow himself. He alone was privy to the happenings inside the Debaucheries across the nullzone. It was at one of these locations that the first strike of the light was enacted. A Debauchery was targeted by the light, something akin to a nuclear explosion, went off inside the building, fear spread across the lands both light and dark. A building of peace built by the being of darkness attacked, many feared he would retaliate but his reaction was not something anyone predicted. A resonating laugh emanated from the dust cloud that formed in the explosion as he stepped out of it with EVERY SINGLE INHABITANT of that Debauchery behind him unscathed and as the cloud settled stood the building with the only damage noticeable were missing letters on the sign.  It was at this time that the light started its decline into its eventual loss.

Beings of light didn't see Darkshadow as an entity of evil or the corruption that the light made them believe, they finally saw the truth. Darkshadow was a being of understanding, protection, love, and acceptance. With this knowledge finally revealed to the light our ranks swelled with those who rebelled against the light.