tw/eating diss.

he’s much different than the guys i usually like, we bonded so fast over me drunkenly making out with his friend and him helping me feel betting in the morning. id wanted to be his friends forever, but when he showed genuine care for me i realized how truly beautiful this boy really is. he helped me heal from the experience, but didnt stop texting me after that. i made him a stupid clay star, then he texted me to thank me (i made my friend give it to him for me) and asked if i liked working with clay - i proceeded to write a paragraph about clay since it used to be a hyperfixation of mine! he responded with actual interest and asked me more and more

i always fall in love with my friends, i wanted this time to be different. but i knew when he asked for my number and i got super jittery, or when i smile when he texts me, or how i laugh at things he sends me, how he got really worried when i didnt respond and i felt like i was being stabbed for making him worry, me texting him about everything in my life, and him reciprocating, how he makes sure to update me on when he will and wont be able to text during work, how when he has free time he texts me, same for when he’s with friends, how we send goodnight texts to eachother everynight