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Sani Sani Sani-

[It's Lawrence! He looks... excited about something-]

@trinket-keeper

Sani looks.. tired. He's paler than usual. He's got his usual face mask on, then a clear mask over his whole face.

"Lawrence.."

His voice is strained. he's wearing pajamas with short sleeves and his gloves. He has a few bandages on his arms.

"Hello dearest.."

[Lawrence pauses for a moment, seeing Sani's current state.... He calms down before speaking.]

. . . How have you been darling? Your voice sounds scratchy... Did I wake you? I'm sorry-

"I.. I've been sick.. I'm sorry.. I should have had someone tell you."

there are scabs on his arms like he's had I.V.s lately.

[Lawrence frowed seeing the scabs. It made his heart sink... His poor perfect Sani suffering with illness... he wished he could hug and kiss his precious man.. But that could wait until he was better... and it occurred to him the thing he came here to show him needs to also wait now. For a while.... But Lawrence could find other ways to comfort him.]

Is there.... anything you would like of me?... I sorely miss being with you... Anything you need, I am here-

Sani hugged him, leaning against him. he seemed lighter than before, weaker too.

"I.. I don't know. I don't want to be alone."

Mm-....

[Lawrence gently hugs back.. holding him close and cuddling him..]

... then I won't leave... I'll stay.. as long as you want...

Sani cries slightly.

"Can.. can we lay down.. please.."

Absolutely... cmon-

[Lawrence careful walks Sani to his bed, sitting down and opening his arms to him.]

sani lays down and cuddles into him.

"I... I got sick.. I had to go to the hospital.. I'm sorry.."

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Sani Sani Sani-

[It's Lawrence! He looks... excited about something-]

@trinket-keeper

Sani looks.. tired. He's paler than usual. He's got his usual face mask on, then a clear mask over his whole face.

"Lawrence.."

His voice is strained. he's wearing pajamas with short sleeves and his gloves. He has a few bandages on his arms.

"Hello dearest.."

[Lawrence pauses for a moment, seeing Sani's current state.... He calms down before speaking.]

. . . How have you been darling? Your voice sounds scratchy... Did I wake you? I'm sorry-

"I.. I've been sick.. I'm sorry.. I should have had someone tell you."

there are scabs on his arms like he's had I.V.s lately.

Is there.... anything you would like of me?... I sorely miss being with you... Anything you need, I am here-

Sani hugged him, leaning against him. he seemed lighter than before, weaker too.

"I.. I don't know. I don't want to be alone."

Mm-....

[Lawrence gently hugs back.. holding him close and cuddling him..]

... then I won't leave... I'll stay.. as long as you want...

Sani cries slightly.

"Can.. can we lay down.. please.."

Sani Sani Sani-

[It's Lawrence! He looks... excited about something-]

@trinket-keeper

Sani looks.. tired. He's paler than usual. He's got his usual face mask on, then a clear mask over his whole face.

"Lawrence.."

His voice is strained. he's wearing pajamas with short sleeves and his gloves. He has a few bandages on his arms.

"Hello dearest.."

[Lawrence pauses for a moment, seeing Sani's current state.... He calms down before speaking.]

. . . How have you been darling? Your voice sounds scratchy... Did I wake you? I'm sorry-

"I.. I've been sick.. I'm sorry.. I should have had someone tell you."

there are scabs on his arms like he's had I.V.s lately.

Is there.... anything you would like of me?... I sorely miss being with you... Anything you need, I am here-

Sani hugged him, leaning against him. he seemed lighter than before, weaker too.

"I.. I don't know. I don't want to be alone."

Sani Sani Sani-

[It's Lawrence! He looks... excited about something-]

@trinket-keeper

Sani looks.. tired. He's paler than usual. He's got his usual face mask on, then a clear mask over his whole face.

"Lawrence.."

His voice is strained. he's wearing pajamas with short sleeves and his gloves. He has a few bandages on his arms.

"Hello dearest.."

[Lawrence pauses for a moment, seeing Sani's current state.... He calms down before speaking.]

. . . How have you been darling? Your voice sounds scratchy... Did I wake you? I'm sorry-

"I.. I've been sick.. I'm sorry.. I should have had someone tell you."

there are scabs on his arms like he's had I.V.s lately.

Sani Sani Sani-

[It's Lawrence! He looks... excited about something-]

@trinket-keeper

Sani looks.. tired. He's paler than usual. He's got his usual face mask on, then a clear mask over his whole face.

"Lawrence.."

His voice is strained. he's wearing pajamas with short sleeves and his gloves. He has a few bandages on his arms.

"Hello dearest.."

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There's a person Mateo hasn't met before standing in the rescue, looking for him.

He looks.. interesting to say the least, but notably, he looks clean. Almost too clean. He wears a small, surgical mask and gloves, teal scrubs and a semi clear coat over them.

@sani-tizer

*Mateo had just returned to the main area from getting Apples settled. He smiles kindly at the newcomer as Davi wags his tail in recognition beside him.*

Oh hey! Welcome to Scraps of Hope! I’m Mateo, Mateo Manta. It’s nice to meet you! …Are you a doctor?

He pauses, then shakes his head slightly.

"No, but I could see why you said that.. I'm Sani.. I heard what Jerry said about Lawrence and I.. I came to clear things up, at least about me.."

He pauses, taking a deep breath before continuing. His voice is shaky but he keeps talking.

"I have a condition that makes it so I get sick very easily and could have to go to the hospital over a cold. I don't trust Jerry, and I certainly don't trust a magic chicken. Lawrence has been the first person I felt safe with."

*Mateo listens attentively, nodding in understanding. His voice is gentle and calm when he speaks.*

Thank you for telling me that, and I'm proud of you for telling me. I'm more than happy to take care of Apples- I don't want you to get sick, and I'm glad you're taking precautions like that. If there's anything more I can do to help, please let me know.

He pauses, looking tired, but grateful.

"Thank you. I'm just.. scared... those things- the 'askers' or whatever he called them- they did something to me that was too much.. It scared me.. I don't want that to happen again.. I don't want to be sick again.."

*Mateo looks alarmed.*

They did something? I didn’t know they could- and it changed you? Dios, I’m so sorry, Sani. That definitely sounds really scary.

*He wants to hug Sani, but he refrains from doing so, knowing he’s not exactly squeaky clean.*

Are you doing any better now?

He looks anxious, like he's on the edge of crying.

"I.. I fixed it. They put me back in a body that.. that I never wanted to be in.. they call it genderbending but.. "

He trails off as tears fall from his eyes and his breathing shakes.

There's a person Mateo hasn't met before standing in the rescue, looking for him.

He looks.. interesting to say the least, but notably, he looks clean. Almost too clean. He wears a small, surgical mask and gloves, teal scrubs and a semi clear coat over them.

@sani-tizer

*Mateo had just returned to the main area from getting Apples settled. He smiles kindly at the newcomer as Davi wags his tail in recognition beside him.*

Oh hey! Welcome to Scraps of Hope! I’m Mateo, Mateo Manta. It’s nice to meet you! …Are you a doctor?

He pauses, then shakes his head slightly.

"No, but I could see why you said that.. I'm Sani.. I heard what Jerry said about Lawrence and I.. I came to clear things up, at least about me.."

He pauses, taking a deep breath before continuing. His voice is shaky but he keeps talking.

*Mateo listens attentively, nodding in understanding. His voice is gentle and calm when he speaks.*

He pauses, looking tired, but grateful.

There's a person Mateo hasn't met before standing in the rescue, looking for him.

He looks.. interesting to say the least, but notably, he looks clean. Almost too clean. He wears a small, surgical mask and gloves, teal scrubs and a semi clear coat over them.

@sani-tizer

*Mateo had just returned to the main area from getting Apples settled. He smiles kindly at the newcomer as Davi wags his tail in recognition beside him.*

Oh hey! Welcome to Scraps of Hope! I’m Mateo, Mateo Manta. It’s nice to meet you! …Are you a doctor?

#[[hehehe hi ! sani angst ouhhh i love angst

He pauses, then shakes his head slightly.

"No, but I could see why you said that.. I'm Sani.. I heard what Jerry said about Lawrence and I.. I came to clear things up, at least about me.."

He pauses, taking a deep breath before continuing. His voice is shaky but he keeps talking.

SANIIII-

[No time to explain- Lawrence is here, running into Sani's home on the verge of tears, with his brother following with a... sleeping chicken-]

Lawrence! She's not even doing anything-

GET THAT VILE CREATURE AWAY-

[Lawrence Enters, but Jerry stays out with the animal.]

. . . Hi Sani-

// @trinket-keeper

sani looks confused, if not scared and holds on to lawrence. he seems to be panicking.

"d-don't let that thing touch him!"

he seems to be in pajamas.. sort of.. they look softer than usual, but still give the vibe of scrubs like a nurse would wear. his hair is down, falling over his shoulders and it seems like he's either just woke up or about to sleep.

[Lawrence is shaking as he clings to Sani-]

Someone left that-that- that THING in my brother's drawer!!

It's a chicken-

IT'S A WILD ANIMAL!

This is a domestic breed, and its *asleep*! She didn't even touch you-!

"Why do you have it!!????"

he seems tired. he must have been getting ready for bed.

I don't know- things just appear sometimes and this time- it was a chicken friend! She's cute right?

NO! Take it to that- that animal friend of yours- Whos dog came over-

sani stares in confusion and horror.

"is this like when they forced me to detransition for a day?!?!?!"

he runs off for a moment, coming back with a small box.

"get rid of it!!"

I mean- Kinda?... Wait- I'm not getting rid of her-!!! Apples is mine now-

Don't name it! You can NOT keep a chicken! Especially not in a drawer like yours...

Sani pulls out a very well kept hand gun and points it at the chicken.

"I'll kill it if you don't get rid of it in the next 6 hours."

WHAT-

[Jerry wraps his body around Apples, who is very calm about the situation-]

Oh-

Sani seems to be ready to shoot both Jerry and the chicken.

"Get rid of it!!!"

[Jerry glanced between the two a moment, hoping Lawrence wound intervene... instead, he was stareing at Sani with a sparkle in his eye.]

Mm... UGH god! You two are horrible-

[Jerry huffed and left with the chicken-]

Sani seemed to relax once jerry left, hiding the gun away and flopping in bed.

"i.. Lawrence? can we uhm.. c-cuddle?"

he seems even more tired now.

[Lawrence kept staring for a bit, a soft pink in the face.]

. . . Absolutely my perfection-

[He said and laid right down with him, hugging him close-]

he curls close, seeming to finally relax a bit.

"the gun was fake.. i was scared.. i don't wanna be a girl again.. i don't want to get sick again.."

Oh-.. I see...

[He sounded disappointed for a moment, but it quicky passes as he snuggles up to Sani.]

.. That won't happen again. I won't allow it... No one is going to change or endanger *my* perfect Sani...

"thank you. i.. i love you."

he looks at him, then gently kisses him.

SANIIII-

[No time to explain- Lawrence is here, running into Sani's home on the verge of tears, with his brother following with a... sleeping chicken-]

Lawrence! She's not even doing anything-

GET THAT VILE CREATURE AWAY-

[Lawrence Enters, but Jerry stays out with the animal.]

. . . Hi Sani-

// @trinket-keeper

sani looks confused, if not scared and holds on to lawrence. he seems to be panicking.

"d-don't let that thing touch him!"

[Lawrence is shaking as he clings to Sani-]

Someone left that-that- that THING in my brother's drawer!!

It's a chicken-

IT'S A WILD ANIMAL!

This is a domestic breed, and its *asleep*! She didn't even touch you-!

"Why do you have it!!????"

he seems tired. he must have been getting ready for bed.

I don't know- things just appear sometimes and this time- it was a chicken friend! She's cute right?

NO! Take it to that- that animal friend of yours- Whos dog came over-

sani stares in confusion and horror.

"is this like when they forced me to detransition for a day?!?!?!"

he runs off for a moment, coming back with a small box.

"get rid of it!!"

I mean- Kinda?... Wait- I'm not getting rid of her-!!! Apples is mine now-

Don't name it! You can NOT keep a chicken! Especially not in a drawer like yours...

Sani pulls out a very well kept hand gun and points it at the chicken.

"I'll kill it if you don't get rid of it in the next 6 hours."

WHAT-

[Jerry wraps his body around Apples, who is very calm about the situation-]

Oh-

Sani seems to be ready to shoot both Jerry and the chicken.

"Get rid of it!!!"

[Jerry glanced between the two a moment, hoping Lawrence wound intervene... instead, he was stareing at Sani with a sparkle in his eye.]

Mm... UGH god! You two are horrible-

[Jerry huffed and left with the chicken-]

Sani seemed to relax once jerry left, hiding the gun away and flopping in bed.

"i.. Lawrence? can we uhm.. c-cuddle?"

he seems even more tired now.

[Lawrence kept staring for a bit, a soft pink in the face.]

. . . Absolutely my perfection-

[He said and laid right down with him, hugging him close-]

he curls close, seeming to finally relax a bit.

"the gun was fake.. i was scared.. i don't wanna be a girl again.. i don't want to get sick again.."

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SANIIII-

[No time to explain- Lawrence is here, running into Sani's home on the verge of tears, with his brother following with a... sleeping chicken-]

Lawrence! She's not even doing anything-

GET THAT VILE CREATURE AWAY-

[Lawrence Enters, but Jerry stays out with the animal.]

. . . Hi Sani-

// @trinket-keeper

sani looks confused, if not scared and holds on to lawrence. he seems to be panicking.

"d-don't let that thing touch him!"

[Lawrence is shaking as he clings to Sani-]

Someone left that-that- that THING in my brother's drawer!!

It's a chicken-

IT'S A WILD ANIMAL!

This is a domestic breed, and its *asleep*! She didn't even touch you-!

"Why do you have it!!????"

he seems tired. he must have been getting ready for bed.

I don't know- things just appear sometimes and this time- it was a chicken friend! She's cute right?

NO! Take it to that- that animal friend of yours- Whos dog came over-

sani stares in confusion and horror.

"is this like when they forced me to detransition for a day?!?!?!"

he runs off for a moment, coming back with a small box.

"get rid of it!!"

I mean- Kinda?... Wait- I'm not getting rid of her-!!! Apples is mine now-

Don't name it! You can NOT keep a chicken! Especially not in a drawer like yours...

Sani pulls out a very well kept hand gun and points it at the chicken.

"I'll kill it if you don't get rid of it in the next 6 hours."

WHAT-

[Jerry wraps his body around Apples, who is very calm about the situation-]

Oh-

Sani seems to be ready to shoot both Jerry and the chicken.

"Get rid of it!!!"

[Jerry glanced between the two a moment, hoping Lawrence wound intervene... instead, he was stareing at Sani with a sparkle in his eye.]

Mm... UGH god! You two are horrible-

[Jerry huffed and left with the chicken-]

Sani seemed to relax once jerry left, hiding the gun away and flopping in bed.

"i.. Lawrence? can we uhm.. c-cuddle?"

he seems even more tired now.

SANIIII-

[No time to explain- Lawrence is here, running into Sani's home on the verge of tears, with his brother following with a... sleeping chicken-]

Lawrence! She's not even doing anything-

GET THAT VILE CREATURE AWAY-

[Lawrence Enters, but Jerry stays out with the animal.]

. . . Hi Sani-

// @trinket-keeper

sani looks confused, if not scared and holds on to lawrence. he seems to be panicking.

"d-don't let that thing touch him!"

[Lawrence is shaking as he clings to Sani-]

Someone left that-that- that THING in my brother's drawer!!

It's a chicken-

IT'S A WILD ANIMAL!

This is a domestic breed, and its *asleep*! She didn't even touch you-!

"Why do you have it!!????"

he seems tired. he must have been getting ready for bed.

I don't know- things just appear sometimes and this time- it was a chicken friend! She's cute right?

NO! Take it to that- that animal friend of yours- Whos dog came over-

sani stares in confusion and horror.

"is this like when they forced me to detransition for a day?!?!?!"

he runs off for a moment, coming back with a small box.

"get rid of it!!"

I mean- Kinda?... Wait- I'm not getting rid of her-!!! Apples is mine now-

Don't name it! You can NOT keep a chicken! Especially not in a drawer like yours...

Sani pulls out a very well kept hand gun and points it at the chicken.

"I'll kill it if you don't get rid of it in the next 6 hours."

WHAT-

[Jerry wraps his body around Apples, who is very calm about the situation-]

Oh-

Sani seems to be ready to shoot both Jerry and the chicken.

"Get rid of it!!!"

SANIIII-

[No time to explain- Lawrence is here, running into Sani's home on the verge of tears, with his brother following with a... sleeping chicken-]

Lawrence! She's not even doing anything-

GET THAT VILE CREATURE AWAY-

[Lawrence Enters, but Jerry stays out with the animal.]

. . . Hi Sani-

// @trinket-keeper

sani looks confused, if not scared and holds on to lawrence. he seems to be panicking.

"d-don't let that thing touch him!"

[Lawrence is shaking as he clings to Sani-]

Someone left that-that- that THING in my brother's drawer!!

It's a chicken-

IT'S A WILD ANIMAL!

This is a domestic breed, and its *asleep*! She didn't even touch you-!

"Why do you have it!!????"

he seems tired. he must have been getting ready for bed.

I don't know- things just appear sometimes and this time- it was a chicken friend! She's cute right?

NO! Take it to that- that animal friend of yours- Whos dog came over-

sani stares in confusion and horror.

"is this like when they forced me to detransition for a day?!?!?!"

he runs off for a moment, coming back with a small box.

"get rid of it!!"

I mean- Kinda?... Wait- I'm not getting rid of her-!!! Apples is mine now-

Don't name it! You can NOT keep a chicken! Especially not in a drawer like yours...

#thiis is crack. im bored.

Sani pulls out a very well kept hand gun and points it at the chicken.

"I'll kill it if you don't get rid of it in the next 6 hours."

SANIIII-

[No time to explain- Lawrence is here, running into Sani's home on the verge of tears, with his brother following with a... sleeping chicken-]

Lawrence! She's not even doing anything-

GET THAT VILE CREATURE AWAY-

[Lawrence Enters, but Jerry stays out with the animal.]

. . . Hi Sani-

// @trinket-keeper

sani looks confused, if not scared and holds on to lawrence. he seems to be panicking.

"d-don't let that thing touch him!"

[Lawrence is shaking as he clings to Sani-]

Someone left that-that- that THING in my brother's drawer!!

It's a chicken-

IT'S A WILD ANIMAL!

This is a domestic breed, and its *asleep*! She didn't even touch you-!

"Why do you have it!!????"

he seems tired. he must have been getting ready for bed.

I don't know- things just appear sometimes and this time- it was a chicken friend! She's cute right?

NO! Take it to that- that animal friend of yours- Whos dog came over-

sani stares in confusion and horror.

"is this like when they forced me to detransition for a day?!?!?!"

he runs off for a moment, coming back with a small box.

"get rid of it!!"

SANIIII-

[No time to explain- Lawrence is here, running into Sani's home on the verge of tears, with his brother following with a... sleeping chicken-]

Lawrence! She's not even doing anything-

GET THAT VILE CREATURE AWAY-

[Lawrence Enters, but Jerry stays out with the animal.]

. . . Hi Sani-

// @trinket-keeper

sani looks confused, if not scared and holds on to lawrence. he seems to be panicking.

"d-don't let that thing touch him!"

[Lawrence is shaking as he clings to Sani-]

Someone left that-that- that THING in my brother's drawer!!

It's a chicken-

IT'S A WILD ANIMAL!

This is a domestic breed, and its *asleep*! She didn't even touch you-!

"Why do you have it!!????"

he seems tired. he must have been getting ready for bed.

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SANIIII-

[No time to explain- Lawrence is here, running into Sani's home on the verge of tears, with his brother following with a... sleeping chicken-]

Lawrence! She's not even doing anything-

GET THAT VILE CREATURE AWAY-

[Lawrence Enters, but Jerry stays out with the animal.]

. . . Hi Sani-

// @trinket-keeper

sani looks confused, if not scared and holds on to lawrence. he seems to be panicking.

"d-don't let that thing touch him!"

Sani looks at Lawrence, glancing at Jerry.

"please never let your brother do all that blood stuff to me.. that was disgusting and I do not want to witness it or be victim of it."

he looks like he's going to throw up from the thought of having someone's mouth near his wounds or blood.

@sani-tizer

[Lawrence looks dead serious.]

If he so much as gets near you I'm gonna kill him. Don't worry.

. . . Okay let's not be extreme-

Keep at least five feet away from him you spider infested cretin-

... oh god-

he seems surprised, but relaxes after a moment, leaning gently against his lover.

"thank you."

he pulls off his mask and presses a gentle kiss to Lawrence's cheek.

[Lawrence softly hums, leaning into Sani a bit and smiling softly.]

Of course...

[Jerry looks between them a moment.]

. . . Well... nice to make your acquaintance Sani-

Sani nods but doesn't respond, hiding behind Lawrence instead.

He holds his lover's hand with his gloved one, finding comfort in the touch from the only one who understands him.

[Lawrence gives his hand a gentle squeeze. Jerry glances between the two.. then softly sighs.]

... Guessing you... Want me to leave now that I've introduced myself?

Yes please- do not infect my love.

I wouldn't-... Ugh, fine...

Sani nods, waiting for Jerry to leave before moving closer to Lawrence.

He seems especially quiet and anxious.

[Jerry sighs and leaves them. Once gone, Lawrence turns to Sani.]

Sorry about him. He's annoying and unclean.

[He hums and squeezes Sani's hands gently.]

You okay? Need some quiet time?

He pauses, holding on to Lawrence slightly.

"I.. have you ever had.. thoughts... about something, that with anyone else you think it would be disgusting, but with one person, you want to try it?"

His hands wander slightly, resting on Lawrence's chest when they stop.

[Lawrence arches a brow as Sani slowly traces his hands over him, softly blushing as they end on his chest...]

... well... I was never comfortable with touching untill it was you.. but.. I think you're referring to something else, aren't you...

Sani is flustered, but nods slightly.

"o-only if you want to of course."

[Lawrence gulped as he became redder, struggling not to respond too quickly-]

I-I'd love to-! I uh..

[Lawrence gently wrapped his arms around Sani's waist.]

... I-I would love to...

He looks so flustered, but looks up at him.

"I-i will warn you.. I've never done anything like this with someone else before.. c-can we go somewhere m-more private?"

he seems anxious, but more comfortable with him than anyone else in the house.

N-neither have I... I've- *thought* about it but... touching...

[He shivers uncomfortable.. then took Sani's hand.]

A-absolutely-

he guides him to a hidden place in one of the home owners bottles of hand sanitizer, its a small, sterile room, with light blue walls.

there's a queen sized bed against one wall, a door on another, a closet, and a desk. it's a fairly simple room, most of it is white or light blue.

he seems anxious as he slowly takes off his coat, pulling a small box from the pocket.

[Lawrence looks around and hums, sounding pleased.]

Very minimal. No clutter... perfect...

[He smiles, then glances at Sani.]

... And would that be..

He looks even more flustered as he holds the box out slightly. Condoms. Unopened.

"h-how do you want to d-do this?"

he opens the box carefully, then fidgets with his shirt slightly.

[Lawrence blushes, expecting it... but the whole situation still has him flustered...]

Mm... I... I'm now sure... How about we... we undress and.. see where.. we go..

He nods, starting to slowly undress himself. His clear boots come off first, then his shirt, then pants and socks.

He sits on the bed in light blue boxers and his gloves, looking anxious. He has symmetrical scars on his chest under his pecs and is already half hard in his boxers.

He takes off his gloves, swapping them for clean ones.

[Lawrence started by pulling off his vest, but had to stop to just... look at Sani... his eyes sparkled with awe over him and his body.. and the tenting in his pants wasn't unnoticeable either...]

. . . god. . .

[He moved a bit faster now, slipping off his shoes as he unbuttoned his shirt, then worked off his belt and pants... once everything but his briefs and his own gloves were off, he slowly sat beside Sani... his body was thin, to the point he could just see the curve of his ribcage.... but much more noticeable was that his body was riddled with what looked like burn scars..]

Sani slowly removed his boxers, then let one side of his mask off his ear. The way it hung from the other while he sat with his legs apart and lips gently parted felt like it was from a painting.

His cock wasn't big, but the way it looked felt so right for him. it was about 4 inches, thin and dotted with the same little freckles as his face. Really, those freckles covered most of his body, there seemed to be a lot on his hips.

"c-can i touch you?"

[He looked at Sani like he was a painting.... eyes studying every inch of skin. He vowed by the time they were through, he'd have every freckle on his body mapped out... and he could almost drool over his cock.. Lawrence swallowed, trying to compose himself as he nods-]

I-I insist.. go right ahead my love...

He was gentle, pulling him close, into a soft kiss, gloved hands moving down his chest, pausing at the waistband of his briefs to check with his lover.

he seemed a bit anxious, but also excited. he wanted this for the first time and he didn't want to waste another moment waiting.

[Lawrence kisses back, keeping his hands clutching the sheets until further notice... he wasn't forceful, but he was *eager*- Body shivering under his fingers. Looking at Sani as he stops... he nods quickly, feeling his erection twitch in his briefs~]

Sani helps him out of his briefs before adjusting, guiding one of his hands to his own erection as his still-gloved hand takes his lover's.

He's exceedingly gentle, and yet he can tell Sani has been thinking about this for a while now.

[Lawrence softly gasps at Sani's touch, biting his lip gently as his hands grasp the sheets... he was just a bit bigger than Sani, just under 5 inches. Thicker than him too... he breathed slowly watching his every move with revrence.]

... h... how long have you.. um..

"been thinking about you? a few days.. i had a dream about it last night.."

he seems so sensitive, the smallest touch making him gasp and whimper. he looks amazing like that.

[Lawrence slowly nods.. slowly, his hand moves. Glancing at Sani for permission before softly caressing his cock. He was slow and gentle... and his eyes sparkled with every reaction.]

T... tell me about it... please...

he gasped at the touch, turning into a soft whimper. his words interrupted by sounds of pleasure.

"y-you were holding me, kissing my n-neck- aah! your hand was around both o-of us- fuck- it f-felt so good."

he's so sensitive, already getting closer and closer. his free hand takes a hair tie out of his hair, letting it fall around his shoulders, he's messier than usual- and yet, like this, he's beautiful.

I... I see... Mgh- F-fuck-

[Lawrence's cock throbbed in his grasp at the thought... Lawrence softly panted and moaned, starting to sweat a bit as he shuffled closer. His free hand wrapped around Sani's waist. Hearing his moans... seeing him a little unkempt...]

You're... gorgeous..~

[He mumbled and pressed a kiss against Sani's lips, and slowly tracing down. His hand very gradually sped up. Slow... but enough to notice..]

Y-You're beautiful... You're pristine... You're- u-utterly perfect~

his noises picked up, his body shuddered, he looked so pathetic and pretty. his thoughts seem to have slipped away too, especially visible from how he falls back onto the mattress.

he's drooling, making such pretty noises- then he cums, he doesn't seem to have meant to cum so early, but the pleasure of his lover's hand and words sent him over the edge.

"f-fuck.. i'm sorry.."

[Sani falling against the bed didn't stop him- He continued to press kisses against his skin, tracing his jaw bone and caresssing his hip with his free hand in a way that boarder on worship... he perked up a bit as Sani came, removing his hand and leaning off him. He softly panted.. then cooed and pecked his lips.]

I-its okay darling. It's okay... you need a moment..?

[He asked, looking down at him... his eyes still glittered just looking at Sani. Like he was the most gorgeous man he'd eyer seen..]

he nods in response, taking a moment to breathe before slowly sitting up and wrapping his hand around his lover's cock again, focusing on pleasuring him.

"thank you. i love you."

he wants his lover to feel as good as he did, he wants to pay the same attention to him even if his mind is melting as he does it. there's adoration in his eyes, mixed with that spark from his afterglow.

Mmgh-

[Lawrence softly bit his lip... he wrapped his arms around Sani as he stroked, moans breathy but full of desire~]

Ah~ I-I love toy too..~

[He slowly leaned in, pressing more revrent kisses to Sani's skin as he tried to keep his hips from buckling.]

Fuck... M-my perfection~

His hand moves faster, trying to satisfy him, his lover's words seemed to get him worked up again.

"y-you're so perfect for me. i- i want you, p-please."

Ah~ Mghh- I *need* you..~

[Lawrence softly whines and his hips buckle. He tucks against and kisses his neck, moans vibrating against Sani's skin as his tip leaked~]

Mgh- L-like that- Ah~

[One of his hands tangles in Sanis hair.]

G-get me there~ S-so- Mgh~

Sani pulls him close, taking both their cocks in his hand, he rocks against him slowly, though his pace is quickly getting faster.

some little urge snaps out, his mouth is on Lawrence's shoulder, softly sucking at the skin, trying to leave a mark.

Ah-!

[Lawrence softly squeaks as Sani starts to suckle on his skin~ Its a new feeling.. but he can't help but melt against his body~ Fingers softly dig into Sani's back as he lightly ruts into his palm and against his cock.]

Mgh- Y-yes~ Yes-yes- Mgh~..!

[Lawrence whines softly into Sani's ear, voice dripping with need and lust~ it all just felt so amazing~ He whimpers when he finishes, coating Sani's hand in stickiness-]

H-hah...~... Perfectttt...~~

Sani stops sucking as he gasps, rocking his hips faster as he lets himself give in to a second orgasm. his eyes are glossy as he lays down, his hand resting on his stomach.

he looks so happy and peaceful as his eyes flutter closed, chest rising and falling beautifully.

[Lawrence softly pants as he lays down with him. His arms stay wrapped around Sani, holding him close and squeezing him gently as ge came down from that pleasure high... it was utter bliss~]

... s-sorry I... made a mess on you... my perfect...

he smiles, looking at him with those emerald eyes.

"heh. it's alright. i.. i never expected being messy to feel good.."

he looks so blissful, but almost limp where he lay.

"do you want to shower? y-you might have to help me get up.. i feel so.. heavy, but light at the same time.."

... y-yeah... me either...

[Lawrence mumbled and was just quiet a bit, staring at him... even when messy and unkempt he was perfect... and his eyes still made his heart race... he couldn't help but peck another kiss on his cheek.]

Mine... mmn... A shower does sound nice.. I-I'll try my best- I'm not all that strong...

[He mumbled and slowly pushed himself up...]

Sani managed to sit up, but his legs seemed shaky- how much would they be shaking if Lawrence had been inside him?

"I'm not very strong either.. just make sure i don't fall on my face.. "

he leans on Lawrence slightly as they walk to the bathroom, his shower is large, a grab bar on the back wall and a shelf on the other.

Mm. My perfection.. I would never...

[He smiles as he gets up, letting Lawrence use him for support as they walked to the bathroom, Lawrence doing his best to keep him upright.]

I'll start the water- how do you prefer it?

"warm, thank you."

he leaned against the wall smiling softly. there was an array of soaps in the shower, one looked like it was favored above the rest.

[He nods, turning on the water and waiting for it to warm up before stepping in and offering a hand out to Sani to help him in aswell.]

he climbed in, holding on to his lover for support. he smiled softly at the mark he left on his lover's shoulder, tracing a finger over it gently.

"how nice~ i left a mark~"

[Lawrence flushed a little brighter, then chuckled softly.]

Heh... How lovely~... your lips felt so... lovely on my skin~

he looked up at him for a moment, lust in his green eyes.

"should i leave more~?"

[He felt himself become redder in the face. Regardless, Lawrence swiftly nodded.]

I-I would like that alot- Actually-

he moved, slowly sucking on his skin on his neck, pulling him close as he used part of the wall to support himself.

he held him close, arms around his waist, close to clawing at his back to leave more marks.

[Lawrence moaned sweetly, wrapping his arms tightly around Sani, part helping him stay upright part keeping him close. He loved him~ He loved his lips~ He loved the feel of their skin pressed against one another~ He loved his marks~]

Mmh~... S-Sani~... Oh my my most precious..~

sani's lips left with a pop before he moved to leave more, he presses his hips against his lover as he makes the marks. he pauses, looking up at him.

"i d-didn't think i'd enjoy this as much as i do.. is it bad that i don't want to stop?"

[Lawrence sweetly moans and cooes. Pressing his hips back against Sani's as he worked. He perked up a tad at the question.]

Mmn..?... No... I don't think it's bad... truth be told... I-I don't want to stop either really...

he moved the soaps aside, pushing himself onto the ledge where he kept them, and pulling Lawrence close. he wrapped his legs around his lover's hips and kissed him.

"i.. i w-want to try s-something.. please."

[Lawrence watched and gently helped him up. He wanted to stay close as possible to his lover..]

A-anything... what do you have in mind my perfection..?

"f-fuck me. please."

he grabbed one of the bottles that seemed out of place- lube, placed there as if he had been preparing for this.

[Lawrence squeaked softly in surprise seeing the bottle.. He'd wanted this before now, prepared for it... and that made his heart race. Lawrence nodded, taking the bottle of lube and popping off the cap.]

A-Absolutely my love!-... Ah.. w-we left the condoms ... w-want me to go and-

He nods, taking the lube as he adjusts his position.

"Yes please."

He lubes up his fingers, dipping one inside himself, then another, stretching his ass open slowly. He whimpered so beautifully as he did it.

[Lawrence pauses for a moment as Sani starts to stretch himself open.. His face burned red and he needed to rip himself from watching to go get the condoms-]

I'll be quick-!

[He squeaked out as he left-]

Sani leaned back slightly, toes curling already from two fingers. He could barely wait for his lover to get back.

When Lawrence came back he had gotten to three fingers and his green eyes were glassy again.

[His breath softly hitched seeing Sani in such a state... he stepped back into the shower with 3 condom packets, opens one slowly.]

... god you really are perfect...

he looks flustered, slowly pulling his fingers out with a whine.

"i need you.. please.."

[Lawrence softly squeaked and started to hurry up- unwrapping the condom and sheathing it over his cock. Then he gently took Sani by his hips.. biting his lip, Lawrence slowly rutted against his entrance, waiting for a command to enter..]

"F-fuck- please-"

He whimpered, arms resting on his lover's shoulders as he moved his legs out of the way.

He looked like he was about to resort to begging.

[Luckily it looked like he wouldn't need to. Lawrence pressed his tip to his hole and slowly pushed inside.]

Mm-mgh~

[Lawrence softly whimpers and moans, holding Sani's hips a bit tighter as he entered.]

He moans and whimpers, pulling him as close at possible. Those green eyes seem so unfocused as they look at him.

He seems to be in heaven right now, utterly blissed out already.

[As he hilted inside him, Lawrence panted softly into Sani's ear... one of his hands cupped his cheek to admire him... nothing could lessen his beauty~ Lawrence was red in the face, eyes full of love and adoration and need...]

Can-... M-may I move..?

He nods, almost desperate. He can barely speak already, only letting out moans and whimpers.

"please, please-"

his words break into whines.

[Lawrence nods and starts slow, softly whining as he thrusts in and out... His arms wrap tight around Sani and he tucks his head against his neck.]

Mgh- F-fuck..~

he gasps, clinging to him and whimpering. he's clawing at Lawrence's back, his legs around his waist.

pleasure tears are welling up in his eyes as his lover fucks him.

Ah~ Hah~ Aah~

[He moans and pants as he slowly speeds up. Sweat mixed with the warm water hitting his back. The scratching at his back stung pleasantly~ Lawrence leaned into his neck and gently kissed and nibbled at his skin.]

Saniii...~ Sani~~