journeying

“i feel unappreciated” well maybe it’s because what you’re doing isn’t actually helping me, a person who, despite what you think are your best efforts, is still in pain. so sorry must be such a difficult burden for you to bear

choosing the cloth mother over the wire mother today

so it turns out my deepest desire is to be protected from my mother. how cruelly sad

i have been chosen by God! to suffer on behalf of the collective

you cannot have gentleness without the capacity to be violent and protect the innocent from evil!

sorry i can’t come i’m getting delivered from the patriarchy demon

hiding, wanting to be found

yes i am impossibly sad but at least that means my desire for love is still awake

sorry i’ve been mia, God had to send me back to the womb for a bit

“attachment issues”? oh you mean betrayal trauma?