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hi I am grieving very hard right now d3r I miss you man

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Or something like that.

Dennis is loud in bed -too loud, according to his previous partners. He doesn’t have much experience (a few BJ in bathrooms and things like that), but for what little experience he has, he’s aware that he’s too loud because his flings haven’t failed to point it out to him. And Dennis has always been dumped before things went all the way for this very reason. “You’re cute, I really like you, but your voice... is annoying, sorry” So when things with Robby get serious, Dennis tries to hold back -he bites his lip, shoves his fist in his mouth and bites down hard, anything to keep from making too much noise.

But it’s getting harder and harder, and Robby makes him feel so good…

So the first night they go all the way, Dennis is on the verge of tears because it’s all so beautiful, he feels so good, and he can’t hold back -but he tries, and the more he tries, the more it gets into his head, until at a certain point Robby stops and asks him what’s wrong.

And Dennis collapses, because he’s so tired.

When he finishes explaining, Robby doesn’t say a word. He lifts him off the mattress, presses his back against his chest, and starts fucking him harder.

Dennis, at that point, screams.

you know what that means!

I remember wondering to myself why Derek was even here. The King wanted Avery, so what was the point of luring Derek in?

Then I realized, Derek was the bait to lure Avery in.

Avery isn't Derek. He's not motivated by curiousity for the unknown. He's not motivated by the challenge of solving complex puzzles.

He was motivated by Derek.

Avery spends the entire time feelings inept and terrified. And he almost gives up multiple times.

But Avery still keeps pushing forward.

At every turn, Derek is what pushes Aveey forward.

When Avery's about to leave the world, he sees the "Disconnect" button, and it reminds him that Derek is there---that Derek needs help.

Avery assumes the crafting table trail is from Derek, so he follows it.

The only reason he pushes through in spite of his insecurity and fear is because someone needs him. Derek needs him.

Avery would have never found the courage to journey into the King's worlds without Derek as his motivation. And therefore, the King would have never been able to get to Avery without Derek.

Derek was always intended as the bait.

And I'm forever stuck thinking about how true Avery's line of "YOU'RE ONLY PART OF THIS BECAUSE IT WANTED ME" is.

He starts off falsely bragging about how sealing the gates “defeated” hastur, which has no purpose btw.he can just recite the spell right away. The king then starts monologing about “giving him false hope”, which was EXACTLY WHAT DEREK DID.

Like he had no reason to lie about how he expected to defeat the king, he just does it, let’s the king start talking and then immediately interrupts him.