The aspirations of a girl trying to be a vet.

For the first time in a long time I feel alone

It has become that moment where no one wants to hang out with me because I can't really party and drink with them but I also can't take my kid and theirs out trick or treating. So I sit here at home not knowing what I'm doing anymore.

It just hurts. Not because of the position but because of everything that was done. It was completely unfair and it should have just been done after the 3rd month

I wanted to wake up to you. I was going to get another job. I was going to pull my weight. I wanted to make you breakfast and send you out for woek. I wanted to give you everything. I wanted to give you my future. I don't understand ehb. Things were so good. Things were getting better. I never did anything else I swear. I stood by you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry

I wish this wasn't happening. I wish I didn't dream that it was going to be okay. That I'll have another shot

When you were dreaming about being in a place together and he wakes you up to leave..... how could anyone hurt so much

I don't want to be here anymore. There's no point in life.

I can't sleep without hearing his voice

I want to vomit. I want to die. I regret everything.