Synopsis: The two of you await his birthday right at 12 AM as video games were the last thing on his mind. You hide under his desk to distract him even further, a welcome surprise to the trashy MMORPG he was grinding. | 1.3k words |MDNI!
Leviathan's lip nearly bleeds from how hard his fanged teeth are digging into them.
When you initially climbed off his lap, he assumed you got bored or needed actual sustenance to survive an all-nighter in his room. He had a whole plan laid out for you two to stay up all night, or at least as long as you guys could tough it out. Once it hit the ten-minute mark, he'd hop off to put on an anime on his TV screen, getting one of those scenes that have a special message pop up right at the 12 AM mark. The particular part he wanted was a heartwarming scene of Lord of Shadow making up with Henry to take down Lord of Fools.
He starts panicking internally, thinking he lost track of time. But that's when he feels the strings on his sweatpants being tugged on. Levi shrieks in confusion, the headphone jack nearly yanked out of his PC as he lurches backwards to look down at you. You look up at him with an innocent grin.
"What's wrong, Levi? Did you get distracted?" You purr, pulling the chair closer to your crouched form by one of the legs.
"W-Well I- Ah- I! T-T-That's b-because- AGH! You are a distraction! You're SO lucky I wasn't playing online with my clan right now!" Leviathan attempts to berate you, but his voice comes out as too high-pitched and squeaky to sound mad. The blush on his cheeks and the steadily growing arousal in his pants also betray his annoyance. He takes a good look at you and back down at his legs with an affectionate sigh. "You know what? Your idea for celebrating my birthday countdown sounds more fun."
Your eyes lock onto his hands untying the drawstring of his sweatpants before he pulls them down awkwardly and raising his hips to make it easier, purposefully avoiding eye contact so he doesn't freeze up. He pulls down his underwear too, both his cocks springing to life slowly. His pants drop to his ankles, exposing his lower body to you entirely. Levi sinks lower into the chair and pulls himself more forward in front of the desk so you can proceed.
"I'll never get tired of this." You smile to yourself, starting with running your hands across his legs and thighs. Levi tenses up instinctively before relaxing.
"Your hands are cold..." He mumbles shyly.
"Then let me warm them up." You lean in, your hot breath brushing against the sensitive skin of his inner thighs. Levi lets out a small, pleased whimper, his fingers splaying across his desk. With one of your hands, you reach out for his bottom cock and start off with stroking him slowly. This causes Levi to hiss slightly, precum already beading at the tip of his erections. You chuckle in satisfaction and adoration at his poor control. Your hand reaches the base and squeeze him tight, pulling his cock down and forward you can wrap your lips around his already leaky tip.
"Hngh!-" Levi squeaks, struggling to hold back the urge to thrust into your mouth. His hands move to grip the edge of his desk, his finger pads digging into the surface. You continue further, releasing the tip in your mouth to lick a long stripe from his balls to the head, coating your tongue in his precum. His thighs tense and threaten to clench around your head, so you hold his hips down with your free hand. You continue this movement as it makes him shiver every time.
This pace continues for a while, the fact that he barely got any chance to feel the warmth of your mouth for that long with either of his dicks frustrate him. His moans and gasps turn into discontented grunts, so you decide to give him what he's asking for. Maybe a little too much for poor Levi all at once...
You take your hand from his thigh and wrap it tight around his other neglected cock, pumping at an already furious pace. This causes Leviathan to let out a silent scream, his back arching violently against his gaming chair.
"A-ACK! MC! Y-You...!" Leviathan gasps, his eyes rolling back in ecstasy. His thighs shake uncontrollably as he tries and fails to ground himself. "P-Please! Please don't stop! Fuuuuck m-me! Hnnngh!"
'So noisy...' You think to yourself as your lips wrap around his cock again, this time descending as far as you can until tears prickle the corners of your eyes. Of course, doing this was going to cause him to scream much louder. You only hope that the others aren't hearing this or his room is somehow miraculously soundproof.
"Y-Your mouth! I-I can't-" His mouth falls open in a silent moan before he pathetically thrusts into your mouth again. Not satisfied with him reaching his climax just yet, you pull his cock out of his mouth, slow the pace and loosen your grip on his other dick before releasing him entirely. Leviathan lets out a relieved, yet ultimately disappointed sigh. Your mouth's too addicting, yet he refuses to get enough of your warmth... The sinful sounds you make on his cock too, it could make him cum just by thinking about it.
'Wait! I have to stop thinking about it! Imagine how embarrassing it'd be to cum while MC's not even touching me!' Leviathan thinks to himself, but is train of thought is immediately interrupted when you grab ahold of his two dicks with your fist, your fingers not even meeting your thumb. "W-Wha! The dual sensations! Rubbing against each other! T-This is frotting technically, isn't it?!"
"I- I guess so..." You sigh, but a small grin breaks on your face. You lean down, your lips making contact with his inner thighs. You let your teeth sink down lightly, leaving a mark that is sure to show in the morning. The slight pain makes Leviathan jump, but he loves when you mark him down in sensitive areas that get him aching so good. Especially if he knew he wouldn't be able to walk the next day.
"S-Shit... That's too good..." He murmurs, slightly wincing when your free hand holds his thigh away and digging your nails into his skin, preventing him from closing them too tightly together. You litter his thighs with bites and warm hickeys, fisting his cocks faster, this time letting him get close to his climax. "NGH! MC, MC please, I'm so close! Fu-ck! I- I can't-" His moans and pleas are cut off by pathetic sobs. Levi thrashes in his gaming chair, making it creak under his weight and sudden movements. He was so sure he'd make his desk dent too with his death grip on the edge of it. "MC!" Levi screams, throwing his head back violently, his hips erratically thrusting up against your fist.
You pull your face away from his legs just in time, letting him coat your face in his release. You manage to swallow the cum in your mouth, licking your lips and chin clean from his juices. Your hand also wipes the cum off your cheeks before licking it back up. He tastes a little salty, almost like seawater.
After Leviathan's convulsing seems to calm down, you push his chair away from the desk to climb out from under his table. You make a scene of licking any remaining cum off your hands that you wiped your face free from. Seeing that made Levi turn his head in embarrassment. His cheeks are tinted bright red and his cheeks have visible tear streaks from his cute little sobs and pleas to release. So cute, so adorable... His chest's heaving and his cocks rest limp against each other against his bite-ridden thighs.
You look at the clock on his monitor screen before grinning again. Your hand reaches to grip his jaw to make him face you, which makes his heart race again after it was just starting to calm down.
"MC..."
12:02 AM
"Happy birthday, Levi."
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Video games | Leviathan x reader, pussy eating, playing video games, probably ooc Leviathans but this is faaar into ur relationship and he IS still pathetic
“Fuck, Levi-” you throw you head back against the mountain of pillows thats formed in Leviathans room, thighs tight around his head.
“Don’t get distracted!” he whines, pulling back from where his tongue had been rather occupied, “c’mon, you are gonna lose my win streak.”
He doesn’t give you time to argue before his forked tongue has pushed its way through your folds.
It is a tad strange thinking about how your relationship has progressed so far.
From barely being able to kiss for months, to having him lick you dry for three hours because you borrowed Asmodues’ clothes and smell too much like the lustful avatar.
Alas, with shaky hands and a heavy head, you try your hardest to win the race displayed on the tv.
Thumbs jerk over joysticks, drifting, slamming into a wall as the two sides of his tounge lap over your clit.
Finger slipping, using a power up at the wrong time as a finger traces over your hole.
Yet, by some miracle, by some divine intervention, some powerful being looking fondly down upon you, you win.
Just as the golden number one appears, you practically throw the control, hands shooting down to the silky blue hair belonging to your geek of a boyfriend.
"Oh my- fuck- let me cum." You tighten your legs around his head, "please! I fucking- I won- I won I won I won!"
Your nearly sobbing, eyes half lidded as Levi humps a pillow like a pathetic mutt as he devours your dripping pussy.
Moaning against your folds, cunt drunk and blissful, Leviathans arms wrap around your waist, pulling you impossibly close to him.
A brief whisper of a though graces you head, would he become one with you if giving the power? Share the same skin?
But the thought quickly fades away as your core tightens, legs shaking and twitching as flames engulf your muscles. You cum.
"Levi! Levi- fuckkk!!" Your back arches off the pillows, tears brimming as your walls tighten around his fingers. Devastatingly dextrose from years of video games.
"Thank you..." Looking down, wet eyes look back up at you, gleaming orange eyes coated in tears from the desperation of licking you pussy.
Leviathan thinks you cheated after one of his friends told him you were working at a maid cafe. Were you?
+18! NSFW! Implied marathon sex! Improper use of condoms! "Cheating" on Levi! SoftDOM!Leviathan! Messy sex! Jealous Levi! Bloody nose! Gender neutral reader! Happy ending! Whiny Levi at the ending! Levi crying for you!
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"Levi! Ple-please wait-"
Your pleas die in you throat when his cock curled just in the right place. The blue lights in his room added to the haziness you were feeling. The wet sounds were loud and sinful. Leviathan looked at you with anger and resentment. How could you?
"I thought you loved me..." His voice was full of envy and deep with determination. His torso completely engulfed your small form in the amount of plushies and cute blankets in his bathtub. " Is that what you do when I'm not with you? Throw yourself in some other loser's lap?"
Shivers began to bubble from your nape to the base of your spine. The condom around his shaft was already full of his seed and the gooey liquid overflowing was making a mess around your ass cheeks.
"I-iwas-wait!babypleease!"
The creamy sound and the scenery in front of you made you clench around his dick and he hissed. He was delirious. His eyes were a mix of bright colors you couldn't distinct and the blood flowing from his nose gave him a maniac aura.
His words came out as growls and whines when he folded your legs to your chest, his mockery tone was not gentle, but your insides didn't seem to care when you never felt this full before. Your puckering hole wanting to keep him inside forever and at all costs.
"I wasn't! I was-wasn't cheating on you-imgonnacum!oh my godimgonna-cuum!!!"
His lips came to yours in a desperate act of trying to give you a chance of explaining yourself. Leviathan licked every bit of your face, your tears, your sweat and your blabbering words and excuses. Right after, he shoved his tongue deep in your mouth. The hot long blueish meat exploring the wet cave and beating any independence your own tongue could have. His cock was shamelessly pistoning into you in a mean mating press while his blood smeared around your face.
He patted your face twice, smashing your cheeks together when you didn't responded to his command right away.
"Open. Yeeees, good puppy..."
His spit entered your mouth with vigor and he felt a short amount of cum fload the overflowed condom. The shock of this small orgasm making more blood come from one of his nostrils, the red dripping against your skin got his balls heavy and more tight. His sperm making the plastic too full and he knew it was time to change it.
His bulbous head made you more oversensitive than ever, your limp body completely fucked dumb in that sea of used condoms that adorned your figure. The smell of sex in the room was loud and steamy. And he loved it.
"Yeah? I'm gonna cum too a-and I'm gonna tie this full of us condom on your other pigta-tail-! they need to be twins right? Did he-was it him who bought this cute wig for you? Even in my favorite c-color? Fuck, he is so thoughtful-"
Your fervent orgasm exploded on his cock, an result of his dirty talk, something he never did before, always leaving this duty to you. An euphoric feeling of owning you arised the lewd bliss of wanting to keep you here all night. His blue pubes were glued with his own seed and everything was sticky. The air carried this raw filfthy mood and his hips snapped with more force into you.
Of course he was sad with you. Disappointed even. How could he not when one of his friends said they spoted you working at the maid cafe and that every perverted, dirty, loser in that place was swooning over you.
But fuck, he loves you so fucking much. He needs you. You are the only one who truly gets him, the only one he can truly be himself with, you are his angel.
Your pretty eyes can't even stay open for long and he can feel your blood pumping in your veins just for him. Or better, it was just for him. He doesn't want to believe it, and neither think about what he is gonna have to do after he fucks your brain out because reality is going to be too harsh, too cold.
He pulled out, his cum oozing out of your tired hole and he quickly snapped a picture of it. His cock standing proud and fervorous in the photo only made him wish for more, and he wrapped the warm and sticky condom to your other pigtail. You looked pretty, glorious even. But he couldn't stop now. He would fuck out of you every thought you may had and could have about leaving him for someone else.
"You like it? Having an army of losers fantasizing about you while you sit on their lap and hand feed them? You like bringing the perverted side of people huh? Say it to me, angel."
His smirk was full of rudeness and envy was present in his half hearted giggle. His eyes glued in the way your hole welcomed his angry and fresh-with-a-new-condom-cock in your abused place, now streched by his veiny long member again.
He messed you up completely. Your cute maid dress was torn up, your body was covered in hickeys, saliva, bites, cum and blood. You are totally indecent, his dick always responded to you so bad that he begged to god that you were truly his good angel, that you wouldn't do that to him. He loves you deeply, and his cock loves you just as much.
The demon's arms holded your legs higher and your velvet walls hugged him with a force that took the rest of oxygen he had out of his lungs. You looked so pretty when he had the guts to fuck you rough.
Leviathan's figure hunched over you and his balls slapped at you ass cheeks, gaining rythm again. The contact making white threads of the excess of his cum and he shuddered when you moaned his full name right in his ear.
"Dummy...Levi you dummy!"
His forked tongue captured one of your nipples that was coated in sweat and his previous seed. Your body was being molded into the blankets with each thrust of his hips into yours. The loud yummy sound of skin slapping making your tongue roll out lasciviously.
"Is he better than me? Am I not e-nouugh fo' you?"
His words tasted bitter but you tasted amazing, and tears started to bubble in his eyes. Tears of fear and sadness. Fat tears that drenched your torso in his sorrow.
His blue hair came into your view and you grabbed a fistful of it, you felt his shaft vibrate inside of you, his hands grabbed your waist weirdly and he hid his face in the crook of your neck.
"Please have mercy on me, my a-angel-please!pleaseplease-dontleaveme-"
His body gave out and sunk deep in yours, his cock reaching deep inside your fluttering hole while his semen was floading the condom that did little to hold the liquid that spurt from his dick.
"I'll forgive you...just, please...stay with me..."
His body trembled in prolonged pleasure and agony. Opting for staying in his favorite hiding place, - your neck - his tears made puddles on your skin and involuntary, your hands came to caress his disheveled hair.
Your voice for sure was hoarse, your body dizzy and eletric, but you were tired of this miscommunication.
In a small tone and after some deep breaths to stabilize yourself, you created the courage to finally explain in one go what happened, for you did not trusted your voice to sustain herself.
"I just wanted to see you happy...I was just-you said you wanted that limited figure edition and they would give it as a prize to the best maid in the house..."
Your small voice made your pitiful boyfriend sobs stop completely, and you almost could see puppy attentive ears in his head.
" S-so I needed to be extra nice since the voting was based on customer opinion. I am sorry I made you doubt my love for you, but I thought it would be a small price to deal with those weirdos if I could see your cute smile again..."
You felt his arms tightening around your waist as your words came out of your mouth and his head nuzzled deeper in your neck. His sniffling got louder and you could hear him mumble 'I'm sorry' over and over again.
"I was so scared...I thought you were going to leave me for someone...better."
Fuck, he is so cute it hurts.
"I thought we talked about this my love? When something is bothering us, what do we do?"
"We talk about it..."
"Hmm good boy, Levi."
"Don'-don't say that! Imgonnagethardagain..."
Your laughter filled his room and he felt embarassed about his behaviour. You were doing it all for him and he was being so mean to you...you truly are an angel.
"I'm sorry for...mistreating you."
You huffed softly, sleep beggining to stir in your heavy eyelids. You smiled, a genuine smile he wasn't seeing it, his head still buried in your warm throat.
"It's okay, I like when you show me this side of you."
The tip of his ears were bright red and you could feel him smiling dumbly against your skin.
"Did you...win...?"
"Of course I did! Who do you think I am?!"
You giggled and tickled at his sides, making him squirm and finally look at you. His giddy expression bringing light to your eyes.
A/N: You haven't seen Mammon all day, and when you do find him at last, it seems he might be a bit... under the weather.
Why do these keep getting longer and longer... I was trying to keep them under 1K each
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You hadn’t seen Mammon for the entire day, which while it shouldn’t be out of the ordinary to not see much of him, not even a hint of his white hair worried you. His brothers had waved away your concerns, stating the Avatar of Greed was just distracted by his latest scam. Except, even when Mammon is busy scheming he still makes sure to see you at some point. You can even hear his voice in your ear, “Your first man’s gotta look after ya.”
So now, after eating, you’re outside of his room, a plate in hand as you knock on his door. “Mammon, you missed dinner. I saved you a plate which wasn’t easy with Beel right behind me every step of the way.”
Silence through the door, but you know he’s in there. Having used the tracker app on your phone that Lucifer had made all of you install a few months ago to confirm it. Or at least his phone was there, and Mammon never goes anywhere without it.
“Come on Mammon, I know you’re in there.” Instead of knocking, you bang your fist against it. “If I have to, I will use the pact to make you open this damn door.”
Hearing movement through the wood you grin. “Go away.” Your grin leaves your face pretty quickly hearing that.
“Seriously?” You don’t bother hiding your annoyance at him. “Why do you have to be a jerk after I fought off Beel!” Almost ready to throw the plate to the ground. “I haven’t seen you all day, and that’s the shit you say?”
“Just leave alright! I don’t wanna see ya.” That stings. Just enough to make you mad enough to narrow your eyes at the door, while your heart squeezes inside your chest.
“Fine Mammon.” Taking a deep inhale but not moving a single step away from his door. Feeling your feet as if rooted to the floor as you try to focus on that ball of yarn inside of you, pulling on one of the threads just enough that it makes the tips of your fingers tingle and your toes curl from the magic, grasping the golden wire that is your pact with Mammon in your mind. “I command you to open this door.” If he won’t open it and wants to be a dick about it, you’re gonna make him and then shove the plate in his face. Damn ungrateful demon.
You’re expecting the door to slam open with Mammon standing there with his eyes narrowed at you before starting to sputter nonsense. Bracing yourself for the force of the door hitting the wall that you know will be enough to make you jolt upwards.
When it slowly swings open, like being pulled by a string you’re dumbfounded. Even more so by the lack of Mammon. That is too unexpected to ignore, given that him telling you to leave meant he had to be close to it when he answered you. “Mams?” Taking a step inside his room, placing the plate on the side table near his door that he usually tosses his keys on top of.
No answer.
But you can see a cord that looks like the same material he uses to keep the raven feathers attached to his belt tied around the doorknob. The other portion leading more into his room, with most of the lights turned out.
“Mams?” Another call of his name as you step more into the room, following the cord because it would make sense for the other end to be in his hand. Except with the only light coming from the door, you can’t exactly see well and you’re worried about hitting the pool table you know isn’t that far inside his room.
You’re starting to feel a prickle along your skin, the fine hairs along the back of your neck are standing up. Along with the ones on your arms as a chill sweeps through you. “Ok Mammon, whatever you’re doing, stop it. I get it.” Your mouth feels like cotton has been stuffed in your cheeks. “I shouldn’t have been so pushy.” Feeling your hip hit the edge of something, your hand reaching down and feeling leather under your palm. One of the couches.
With your heart racing you lift a hand to your chest, pressing hard against your ribs under your breast. Taking a deep inhale to try and get yourself to calm down, your nose twitching as you smell something you can’t place. It’s like a mix of old coins and, rainbow popcorn? Tilting your head in confusion as that strange smell seems to invade your nostrils.
Your hand no longer at your chest, instead rubbing at your temple now. “What the h-” Muttering the words as you open your eyes, only to notice two blue points of light right in front of you. “Mammon?” Squinting in the low light you can make out his figure. A glint of gold as he shifts and you realize he’s in his demon form, the light from the door glinting on the metal attached to his collar.
With him there you step forward, and Mammon takes a step back. An unsteady step at that, his arms trembling enough that it’s making the golden weight at the bottom strap of his jacket jingle against him. When you take another step forward, Mammon repeats his action and is close enough to his closet that the LED lights pop on.
His skin is covered in sweat, his hair is more mussed than usual, and there’s a very vivid flush across his cheeks. “I need ya ta leave.” Lifting his arm and placing his hand against the wall to support himself, looking at the ground briefly, you watch a single bead of sweat fall off the point of his nose to make a soft splash on the floor. That strange smell grows stronger, and belatedly you realize it's coming from him.
“Mammon, are you alright?” Ignoring his comment you close that final distance, reaching out to slide your fingers along his jaw. “Damnit Mams, your skin feels like it’s on fire.” You almost jerk your hand away like you’ve been burned, your concern for him the only thing that keeps you from doing just that. “Are you sic-”
You don’t get to finish as Mammon lifts his head and slots his mouth over yours, his hands grabbing your hips. Before you know it your back is to the wall, moaning at how dominating the kiss is, and Mammon wastes no time sliping his tongue past your lips. The inner muscles of your walls clenching as you swallow the saliva pooling near the back of your throat.
Panting when he pulls away, your heart hammering inside of your chest hard enough that it hurts, but you can feel a warmth spreading through you like some kind of syrup. “I need ya ta leave Treasure.” His voice hoarse but his hands don’t move, in a way trapping you in his embrace. “I don’t wanna do somethin’ we’re both gonna regret.”
Letting your head fall back against the wall, hearing your pulse in your ears as you try to make sense of the heat spreading through you from where you swallowed his spit. Aware of the slick starting to form inside your core and seeping past your opening. “What if I don’t wanna leave? You’re.” Pausing to swallow past the saliva that still seems to be pooling in your mouth. “You’re in pain right?”
“It I’ll pass.” Burying his nose along your skin, inhaling the smell of your skin like it can heal him. “I need to let you leave.” Muttering the words as he seems to crowd more into your space instead of pulling away. His chest pressed against yours and his hand trailing along your side. “It’s getting harder ta think.” His hips shifting, you can feel the bulge in his pants as he grinds into your body.
“Mammon, I don’t understand.” Placing one of your hands along the back of his neck, your fingers tangling in his white hair, feeling the dampness sticking to the strands. The more he grinds against you, the hotter you feel, aware of your clothes starting to stick to your skin from the moisture starting to form along your skin.
“My body is screamin ta breed ya. It has been since I woke up this morning to get you under me and pump ya full.” Shifting his head so his nose traces up along the tendon of your neck, up to the soft skin under your ear. Aligning his lips with your pulse, hammering along your throat. “Which is why ya need to leave. I won’t do that to ya.” Licking the pulsing skin just under the edge of your jaw.
Your brain is like a fuzzy soup because between the heat from his body crowding yours, as well as your own, you feel like you’re on the edge of being drunk. Warm and hazy, but still lucid enough to think. “Mams.” Whispering his name hoping he’ll stop lapping at your neck. “You realize you’re making it hard to leave, don’t you?” It feels a little strange to say that since your fingers grip the strands of his hair tighter, like you’re trying to keep him against you.
“I told ya, it’s hard ta think.” His hand sliding along your side, slowly lifting the material of your shirt, even if the feel of the damp fabric clinging to your back being dragged upward keeps you from being too lost in the haze of your brain.
If you thought about it, without Mammon this close you might have realized the strange smell was coming from him and pulling you into the same fog gripping him. Too bad for you, most of your capabilities for higher thinking were slowly fading, almost like your body was reacting. It felt like you had just run a fair distance and were on the edge of being drunk.
Which left you a sweaty mess feeling a warmth through your limbs and a flush along your neck and face, with a very horny demon pressed against you. Not that being in that position might have stopped you from uttering your next words.
“What if I don’t want to leave?” Giving your hips a small roll, grinding into the leather covering one of his thighs. “What if I want you to fill me up?” Your voice dropping into a moan when the tacky fabric covering your sex hits that bundle of nerves.
At your words, Mammon feels his pants grow somehow impossibly tighter. Groaning as he tries to find the will to pull away from you, to ask you to leave again without his body caging yours against the wall just inside his closet.
“Fuck.” Hearing his voice right in your ear as he seems to give up on lifting your shirt, having made enough room for his palm to press against the small of your back. “I’m the Great Mammon, Avatar of Greed.” A husk in his voice as he starts to move his leg, making it so you’re grinding harder against his thigh. “Tell me what ya want, Treasure.” Dragging his teeth along the skin just below your earlobe. “Cus you're the only person I’m willing ta spoil.”
“You’re just saying that because you want to be greedy.” The hand not in his hair moving to grip one of the leather knots of his jacket and giving it a tug. “And I know, I’m what you want.” Twisting the fingers in his hair to tug his head back away from your neck. Catching his eyes to notice that the blue is almost gone with how wide his pupils are, making the strange yellow at the bottom of his eyes more vivid. Licking your lips and watching his gaze shift to follow the movement. Swallowing as you know this is the moment where you tell him to let you leave and try to get out of the door as fast as you can, or the moment you stay.
“Breed me, Mammon.” Whispering the words that hang in the silence that seems to descend on the two of you for several heartbeats.
You don’t know who moved first. What you do know is teeth clack together in both of your hurried movements to connect your lips. Shifting to try and make the connection smoother, but instead it gets messier. Spit dripping from the corner of your mouth, tongues prodding with the sound of moans deep in both of your throats. All while your hands are moving, belts being undone, metal zippers lowered, and pants being removed.
It’s awkward.
It’s messy.
Limbs moving in a mad scramble.
It’s hot.
No longer grinding against his thigh, the chill in the air against your bare sex sends a line of lighting along your spine, kicking your pants away. Rather different from the warmth against your palm as you pump his length. He’s hard, and he was leaking from his tip like a faucet the moment you touched him.
“No teasing.” Panting the words as his hands land on your hips to lift you upwards, forcing your hand away from his cock. “Please.” Grabbing the collar of his jacket as you lick your lips to try and stop you from yanking his head back to kiss him again.
“I’m too far gone ta tease ya.” Once he has you high enough he uses his body to press you against the wall again, allowing him the use of one of his hands. Using it to slide the tip of his cock between your dripping folds, smearing the fluid around to better coat the head before pressing it against your hole. “Deep breath.” It’s the only warning he gives.
Throwing your head back as he sinks his long shaft deep inside of your core. Mammon’s cock might be average when it comes to girth in your experience, his length however? He could easily be in porn, the head hitting your cervix with ease and there’s still several inches between the fine white hairs around his base and your folds. “So warm and tight.” Mammon is panting as he enjoys your pussy for a moment before he starts to move. “Yer perfect Treasure.” Moaning the words as he moves with purpose.
One of your hands moves to grab his hair again, tugging on the strands as your insides pulse. Mammon’s pace pulling more and more moisture from your core as it makes you more and more aroused. Moaning yourself as he pulls himself halfway out before slamming back in, each brush of his tip against your spongy insides has your walls clenching. Like you’re trying to keep his dick as deep as you can. “Mams!” Wishing the two of you had taken the time to remove your shirt as the sweat is dripping from your hair into the material, pulling you from the immersion of his thrusts growing faster.
“Fuck Treasure.” Moaning, he shifts so he can press his face against your shoulder, one of his hands going from your hip again to where your bodies are joined. Using his thumb to gather some of your mixed fluids to rub at your clit. “Just like that.” You moan, the movements of his hips growing erratic until he stills.
His length as deep as he can go inside of your body and you feel the heat as he cums inside of you, whispering your name as he climaxes.
Your grip on his hair loosening to play with the hair instead of grabbing the soaked strands like they were a stress ball. “I don’t think you’ve ever finished that fast.” Chuckling a little as you move your fingers to tilt his face away from where it’s buried into your shoulder.
“I ain’t finished.” Muttering the words as he lets you guide his head back, his eyes narrowed in post orgasmic bliss. Rolling his hips in a circular motion that makes you gasp. “If anythin’ I’m just getting started.” Wrapping one of his arms around your lower back as he pulls away from the wall, keeping you in his arms but not held as high. The new angle has pressure more against the front of your cunt, he feels bigger, if that’s even possible. Tilting his head so he can connect your lips while still keeping you on his cock.
Licking the inside of your mouth as if savoring the taste of you while he walks somewhere else in his room. It isn’t long before you realize it’s towards the door, pulling away from him just long enough to realize it’s still open.
“No one would have seen ya from the closet.” Mammon whispers, having felt your body tense around his length. “And they ain’t ever seeing ya like this.” With that done, Mammon goes back to mapping your mouth with his tongue before walking back to the couch and sitting on his ass. Adjusting your legs as he does and you feel your gummy walls spasm at the angle change again.
“Time for this ta go.” Leaning back and using his hands to pull your shirt upwards and over your head before tossing it away. Instead of removing your bra, he pushes the cups down, licking his lips as he stares at the raised nubs on each breast. Placing his palm around one so he can take a handful, flexing his fingers to squeeze it.
You moan again, shifting your hips to get more friction in your core once more. While the whole open door moment had your arousal cooling, him still being rock hard is bringing you back to wanting your own orgasm to rack through your system. “I thought you said you wouldn’t tease?”
“That was before my head cleared from that first load.” He might have said the words but the expression on his face is clearly one that’s still in a fog of desire.
“For some reason I don’t beli-” Gasp when Mammon lifts his hips, jostling you upwards and giving you some of that delicious friction you’re after.
“Maybe.” With his other hand on the curve of your ass, using it to lift you up and down in his lap while he continues to play with your breast. “I’m tryin’ to let ya catch your breath. Or didcha forget you’re human?” It’s hard to argue with him since no, you didn’t forget but based on how he had been acting you had expected him to.
“It sounds like an excuse for you to keep teasing me.” Moaning as he starts to move you faster, and instead of answering you he moves so he can suck at your breast while still playing with the other. Suffice to say it doesn’t take long before he seems to be shooting another load in your core, only this time he doesn’t stop moving.
Like he’s not only intent on breeding you, but also trying to push you over the edge as well. Another slight shift, and you feel the coil in your stomach starting to grow tighter. One of the metal weights on his jacket that keeps the loose leather straps from flying around has landed between your bodies and it’s rubbing against your clit as Mammon lifts you in his lap. The chill makes you see stars as you pant his name when your climax hits you.
“That’s it Treasure.” Licking your nipple as he keeps moving you, dragging your orgasm out. “Keep clenching for me, I’m gonna give ya more.” Your spasming core massaging his length, a feeling that has Mammon feeling his balls tighten before he hisses your name. Slamming your down on his length hard enough to make you have a smaller orgasm as he sputs his cum right against your cervix.
Both of his hands moving to hold your shoulders as he kisses along your breasts and chest, waiting for your insides to slow their shifting and enjoying the taste of sweat on your skin.
“Shit.” It’s the first thing that falls from your mouth as you blink back to your senses. “That was…” Trailing off as you reach up to play with his white locks.
“If ya say anything less than amazin’ yer getting a gag.” You just laugh before gripping both of his horns to tilt his head back, forcing him away from your chest so you can kiss him. The taste of salt mixing in as you deepen it, coiling your tongue along his as you try to at least convey how good you feel through your actions.
Coming back up for air just as your lungs start to burn. “It was amazing.” His eyes are more golden now as he smirks, the blue still missing from how wide the black is. “I don’t think I’ve ever cum that hard.” Giving another laugh as you let your head fall forward to press against his.
“I’m far from done Treasure.” A flash in his eyes and you find his hand on your chest to push you back, with your feet against the headrest. It’s a strange position, almost like you’re going backward down his body, even more so when your hands land on the floor. “What a nice view.” You hear the sound of him licking his lips before he starts to move you, the new angle has his tip dragging along the upper muscles lining the inside of your cunt. Whining at the sensation since he seems to be brushing both your G spot and A spot with every thrust.
It isn’t long before you feel that same coil in your growing tighter, the sound of wet slaps as he keeps sliding you harder and faster. “Mammon!” Screaming his name when your insides squeeze together like you’re trying to milk him, only aware of another load of his seed pumped inside of you when he lifts you back up. Rubbing your face as the chemicals from your brain floating in your system are starting to make you sleepy.
“Tired Treasure?” You nod, feeling him shift you so he can stand again. Heading for his bed before letting out a low laugh that makes you twitch. Looking down to see a thick band of white around his shaft, right around the area where you can take his length. It’s hot, and your stomach is clenching at the thought of adding to the ring. “I’ll be more gentle this round.” Lifting your head to see his eyes glowing in the dim lights. “Not makin’ any promises for the rest of em.”
You are both excited and terrified at the prospect.
The next morning, you wake up to heavy limbs with your entire body sore. Groaning when you make the slightest shift to try and adjust against the hardness you feel under your hip. A moan from behind you, and you realize it’s one of Mammon’s boots under you. Blinking before you flush as you remember how many different rounds the two of you had, how eventually he had stripped down as well. At one point even using his wings to play with your breasts while painting your insides white.
“Mams?” Your voice sounds hoarse, trying to shift more after tossing the stupid boot away, only to pause. Your eyes slowly moving downwards as you push the sheet over your form away, a slight bulge in the lowest part of your abdomen. Realizing he’s still inside of you, and hard.
“Stop movin’ I’m finally calming down.” His hands wrap around you as he buries his face into the side of your neck and hair. “If ya move too much I’m gonna need to pump more back inta ya.”
“So, we’re not leaving your room today.”
“No. Now go back ta sleep.” His voice mumbled as he somehow pulls you even tighter against him.
“Fine.” Trying to ignore the way your body hurts so you can slip back into dreamland.
The next time you wake up, Mammon is fussing over you. Helping you shower and constantly asking if you need anything, which is kind of nice and sweet. Even his whispers of how sorry he is for putting you through that are endearing. Telling him that next time it happens, he better not hide and make you come looking for him.
Their search history when m/c first arrives in the Devildom
Incl. lucifer, mammon, levi, satan, asmo, beel 。𖦹°‧
LUCIFER
MAMMON
LEVIATHAN
SATAN
ASMODEUS
BEELZEBUB
Search history idea from the endlessly creative reignpg! Sorry for the no Belphie, m/c hadn't met him yet and I ran out of photos :C (maybe in a pt.2 with side characters if anyone’s interested?)
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Ი ᰍ ݃ ݁ᣟ݂ helping bunny de-stress after a bad match! (+18)
this was requested + written with afab!reader in mind
The moment Bunny walked into your home you could sense that something was wrong.
His steps were heavier than usual. The weight in his step wasn’t due to just his tiredness due to playing football and you could tell because no one knows him like you do.
So like a good partner, you asked him what was wrong.
‘Oh it’s nothing, I promise,’ he said, trying to brush off whatever was bothering him so much and change the subject.
But you could tell that underneath that smile Bunny was angry, seething even, and that he was trying not to show it to you. Maybe not to scare you or make you worried, you weren’t sure, all you knew is that you wanted to help him feel better and forget everything that was making him feel this way.
Yet you didn’t think that offering your boyfriend a hand would lead you to being face down, ass up on you guys king size bed as he pounds your poor pussy sore.
“Shitt, Bunny—! w-why are you fuck-ing me like thisss!” when you moan like that for him it just drives him to fuck you even harder. The mere sight of you in this state was already driving him crazy enough, but your sobs, your pleas for him to give you ‘more! please baby!’ alongside the squelch! coming from your soaked, cumfilled cunt were turning your sweet bunny into a mad man.
He didn’t answer your question. He barely registered it to be honest.
Instead he picked one of your legs and lifted your upper body up, pressing you against his naked chest and kept on driving his hips into you, dragging more of those hypnotising noises out of you.
You’re really helping him forget about his bad mood earlier, aren’t you? He genuinely can barely remember how terribly his match earlier went because all he could focus on this moment was making you feel good.
“Hah, Joder ángel,” Bunny almost loses it at the feeling of you tightening up around him like it was trying to suck the life out of him as you cum and gush all over him again. “I knew this pussy would…fuckk… would make me feel better…”
He’s dangerously close too.
His pace is becoming faster, more desperate, as he tries to reach his peak as fast as possible to not overwhelm you more than he already did so far. “I fucking love you so much...love this pussy too… gonna fill her up so good. you want that yeah? Talk to me baby,” Bunny always gets so talkative when he’s close to coming and he knows how much you like that about him.
“Yesss, please baby! want it so badd—!”
All he needed after that were three more powerful thrusts before he was spilling inside you for the nth time tonight and dropping both your tired bodies to lay next to one another on the mattress…It’s safe to say that Bunny has definitely forgotten about his sour mood from earlier.
an — the concept of moaning "bunny" is lowk crazy if u deep it a little bit... i wrote this when half asleep so ugh yea. also i dont really take smut reqs but this one was about bunny so i opened an exception lol.
you plop down to your knees in front of sae as he sits on the couch his legs spread and his muscular arms crossed.
“you don’t have to do this.” he says sharply avoiding any eye contact, because this is way too vulnerable for him and it makes him feel weak. “but i want to,” you say moving your hand to caress his thigh he sucks in a sharp breath finally looking down at you clicking his tongue.
“…fine. ”
you nod slowly pulling down his old soccer shorts and then his briefs next, his thick veiny cock slapping against his stomach where a patch of dark magenta hair lies. the tip already leaking and red just aching to have your mouth around it. your hand wraps around his shaft making him let out a grunt his hips slightly bucking into your fist. “excited?” you say smirking up at him he scoffs shaking his head,
“don’t get so full of yourself.”
you laugh slowly moving your hand up and down his thick length making him chew on his bottom lip before your lips finally wrap around his cock.
he groans in pleasure at the feeling of the heat of your mouth suctioned around his thick cock. your tongue swirls around the slit his head drops down against the couch making him let out soft quiet moans.
his hand moves to rest in your hair his fingers running through the strands as his hips slowly buck into your mouth. you take him deeper in your mouth feeling the tip hit the back of your throat,
“fuck… right there,” his hand moves to guide your head with his movements just aching for his release.
your mouth moves down to suck on his balls he can’t help the moans spilling out of him as your tongue swirls around his balls and your mouth sucking just right on them. “hah… feels good…” “more…”
you obey and suck harder onto his heavy aching balls then move to take his whole cock down your throat. drool spilling from both sides of your mouth as he thrusts his cock deeper into your throat feeling it twitch and hit the back making you gag.
he groans when you take all of him his hand still guiding your further onto his cock until his hips stutter and his balls twitch before spilling his thick load onto your tongue.
he pants looking down at you, “swallow.” you nod and swallow opening your mouth to show you listened. “…good girl.”
req, using german names lowk felt awkward cause i just used what other writers use but whateva! i was mainly listening to this while writing this fic if anyone cares
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH BTW!!! #bisexualbitch, love you all!
the overfamiliar sound of the passcode being entered into the apartment’s lock could be heard from where you were sitting in the living room and you practically sprang up, eagerness and anticipation in your steps, wasting no time as it echoed, waiting for kaiser to step in.
most of your interactions had taken place digitally as his training and major matches kept you away from each other. all you had known for months was the feeling of cold sheets and the emptiness of the apartment with his lack of presence. without his outgoing personality, you felt horribly lonely and what you craved more than anything after all this time apart, was his touch.
excitement was radiating off you as he stepped in, drawing his luggage in behind him — an unmistakable sign that he was here to stay, and you were leaping into his arms, hugging him tight as the door clicked shut.
“hey, at least let me put my stuff down.” he grinned while wrapping his arms around you, “missed me?”
“so much.” you whispered into his chest. your arms locked around him squeezed his body, just to make sure that this wasn’t all a dream, that he was really here.
you moved to plant kisses all over his face, each smooch a punctuation of every moment spent apart, lips memorising the feeling of his skin. “you’ve been taking care of yourself right?” you murmured.
he made a sound of affirmation, letting you pamper him before pulling your body flush against his, hands finding their natural place on your hips. he was kissing you gentle, his usual silly arrogance melting away with each peck and you could feel how much it meant to him that you were here holding him.
“missed you so so much.” you sighed into the kiss, pulling away when you remembered that were still standing in the doorway of the apartment surrounded by his suitcases. but you couldn’t help it, after being away from him for so long, you just wanted to stay like this.
you were kissing all over his tattoo, knowing it was his favourite spot, drinking up the sounds that left his lips. “so eager already?” he chuckled although he was letting you do as you please, angling his head back.
your lips pressed his neck softly, a wet kiss meeting the layers of coloured ink that decorated his skin. your teeth nipped lightly over his flesh and your tongue marked its territory.
your kisses began to trail down, sticking to his collarbone as heat brew in your core, the fuzzy feeling making you conscious of your open desire for him. slight shame washed over you, guilty that you were all over him the minute he had walked through the door.
you were pulling away, flustered by your bold actions but he was quicker, grip on your waist tightening, keeping you close as you avoided his gaze.
“don’t stop,” he was latching on to your neck now, “finish what you started.”
his kisses were hot and sensual, hands snaking up your top as you melted into his touch. his palm was oddly warm as he fondled your tit, using his thumb to slowly flick over your nipple, dragging a sweet sigh out of you.
he was helping you take off your top, pulling it over your head before hauling in again, this time seizing a nipple into his mouth. you whimpered at the feeling, it had been a while since you had felt his mouth on you, and oh how you had missed it. your fingers ran through his hair as encouragement, blood ruuning hot as you enjoyed the warmth of his mouth.
your eyes were screwed shut, focused on the familiarity of his touch only opening as his teeth bit down, sending a jolt through your body.
and then you remembered you were still stood in the entrance and that he had just literally stepped in.
you tapped at his back, “w-we’re still in the doorway.”
“not a problem.” he was hauling you up into his arms, your legs wrapping around his waist and gazes locking. you could see the obvious burning desire behind them as much as you could feel it, his hands fondling the supple flesh of your ass and lips needily pushing kisses to your face. he was handling you with ease and walking down the hallway, forgetting about all of his luggage.
“but your stuff—? you need to unpack and rest.”
“rest?” he was scoffing dramatically, almost insulted, “schatz, i play soccer for a living and you think a petty flight would tire me out?”
well you couldn’t argue with that, and you had been waiting for this moment for ages. to finally be in his arms again, to taste, to touch, to feel.
he was quick to reach the bedroom, an adorable bop in his steps as he was pushing the door open, flicking the lights low and laying you down, bedsheets soft against your back.
his own top came off swift and your eyes swept over his breathtaking figure — his gilded abs, soft v-line disappearing under the confines of his pants and the thorns of his rose tattoo clung, alluringly, to his biceps.
now you truly felt conscious, your shirt was already gone but you could feel the same stomach turning shame from before creeping back up your spine. you hadn’t seen him for months. months. the stretch of time had only dawned on you now. how would he react to seeing you bare, in your most vulnerable state, after all this time?
the slight shift in your attitude didn’t go unnoticed. he watched your arms travel slow around your chest and your eyes avoiding contact once again.
“what’s wrong?” he was closing you in, face inches from yours.
“uh well…”
“look at me.”
you were meeting his eyes nervously, his blue ones glazed over with something soft, trying to get a read on your feelings.
“tell me.”
you let out a shuddering breath, “i just feel a bit awkward, i mean we haven’t seen each other in ages and—”
he interrupted you, “don’t get all shy about it, nothing's changed,” he was saying your name, syllables sweet on his tongue. his lips seized yours, catching you off guard momentarily before you were kissing him back. “you’re my perfect girl.”
you panted into his mouth, heart knocking against your ribs as the kiss grew deeper, hesitance fading away as you savoured the feeling you had missed so dearly. his hand was trailing along thigh, inching into your shorts and your legs spread wider almost on impulse.
he chuckled at the slick coating his fingers, pleased with the reaction he was getting from you. “needed me home, huh?” he was sliding two in, easing you open and ready for him. you moaned against his lips, the sound coming out sharp as his fingers curled to put pressure exactly where you liked it.
“yes, oh god.” you heaved, chasing his lips once again. your exchanged kisses were tender, your hand coming up to intertwine with the long blue locks at the back of his head to deepen it. his taste and musk in your lungs, your hips were chasing the friction with every flick of his wrist, heat coiling in within you and threatening to snap.
he was pulling away from you, a stringy line of spit connecting the two of you as his fingers slowed, a pouting look adorning your face.
“on my dick, schatz. i’ll make you feel good.”
he was getting rid of the rest of his clothes and yours, settling between your legs and lining up at your entrance. his flushed tip drooling pre as he coated it in your wetness, earning another desperate shift of your hips.
“you don’t know how much i’ve missed this.” he was saying exactly what you were thinking as he pushed in, inches stretching you open sweetly. he was bottoming out with a low groan as your cunt fluttered around him. no words needed to be exchanged between you two now, it was clear he had missed you just as much as smalls gasps of delight left the both of you.
he was looking at you, enjoying your squirms as you got used to his length yet unmoving because he didn’t want to hurt you. you met his gaze, showing you were ready and he was thrusting up into you, the mild plaps of your pussy sounding out.
he was leaning in, lips ghosting the shell of your ear, quiet german confessions leaving him. it felt like a fever dream — his soothing words, the warmth in your abdomen, that entire fact that he was here with you.
tears were building up in your eyes, but you tried to blink them away, shy of being overly fragile but he had caught them, smile on his face. “you crying, schatz?”
“i-i’ve just, hic!” you were sniffling, “..i know i keep saying it, but i mis-missed you.”
“oh fuck, say it again.” he groaned, sucking in a sharp breath as his dick throbbed at your words. thrusts slow and deep, pelvis meeting your cunt naturally, he was grinding at your sweet spot, leaving you whining at the depth of his cock, arms wrapping around his neck to keep him close.
“i, ngh— missed you.”
“a-again.” he was finding your clit, hissing as your walls squeezed as he rubbed into it, melodic moans tumbling out your mouth.
“i-i missed you, mihya.” the nickname sounded so pretty coming from your lips.
his cock was twitching in your warmth, hips rolling and kissing the spongy spot that made you spasm. your cunt was aching for more, your passion insatiable and flaming as your body felt like it was underwater — drowning in euphoria as the knot in your stomach wrenched, sweet familiar feeling of an orgasm lurking. “aah— i’m gonna cum!”
“cum for me, liebling.”
and you did — drunk on him as pleasure washed over you, thighs shaking, pussy dripping and tightening up around his pulsing cock your eyes were glassy with tears again as they welled up, leaking down your cheeks.
“shit, that’s it,” he was holding eye contact, watching your sweet tears fall and face turn with pleasure, moans panting out of him. “gonna fill you good, like i always do.”
he was spilling with a low groan, seed shooting straight up your cervix, the satisfying feeling of being filled up making a pleased whimper leave you. grunts sounded from him as his hands came to grip bruising marks into your hips. his cum sticking to your insides and staying there as he remained in you.
you caressed his nape with feather light touches, wanting your heart to calm down but you practically couldn’t get it to. you were over the moon right now, happiness and ecstasy flowing through your veins as he gave your stinging hips delicate strokes.
you spoke the first words, breaking the silence. “you know, i couldn't wait till you got home today.”
“i know.” he was giving you a soft smirk, “i could see it your face.”
“really? i don't think i was that obvious.”
“you were all bouncy,” he was wiping your tears away, “if anyone saw you they'd think that i'd been gone for years.”
“it felt like years.” you sulked.
“did it?” he teased, etching back to pull out before you were stopping him.
“wait,” you kept him in with your legs, urging him to sink the rest of his dick back in. “i... wanna go again.” you mumbled timid, looking at anything but his face even though he was literally inside you.
“you think i'm done?” he smiled, casting your shying eyes on him by gently holding your jaw. “liebling, we're just getting started.”
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𝄞 synopsis: your best friend, SAE ITOSHI knows you've never been one to have sex, do hookups, or even date. he doesn't want to overstep; he really shouldn't. but you keep looking at him like you want him to teach you, like it's his responsibility. and maybe as your best friend? it is.
𝄞 contains: SMUT, fem!reader, reader has hair, reader has a mom, they r 19, swearing, endless anime references, childhood best friends, family friends & neighbours, experienced!sae, inexperienced!reader, bratty!reader, pussydrunk!sae, posessive!sae, pining, sae teaches reader how to kiss and masturbate, making out, neck kissing, vaginismus (complications with his fingers), clit rubbing while you touch yourself, pussy spitting, pussy eating under the blanket, yapper sae i repeat yapper sae
𝄞 word count: 6.9k + 453 bonus drabble !
𝄞 credits: to @g-gulp for editing, discussing, and making the banner for me! ur so awesome n amazing. other creds to all my irl friends who beta read this...
𝄞 A/N: piggybacking off this post. based off an argument i had w an experienced!sae truther... also i took inspo's from @dotlusional's 'kiss' w katsuki!
"Okay, it's embarrassing, but I haven't really kissed anyone before."
"That's not surprising in the slightest."
"What? Hey!"
Sae had always been the blunt type; you knew of that. Ever since you were children, he would wave away the kind reporters asking him questions with a harsh 'Go away', take trophies and medals wherever he walked, and speak like he was better than everyone else.
Nobody told him he shouldn't talk like that to people — especially to adults and teachers. That language like that wasn't proper etiquette, so he never fixed it.
And you were always the more polite type. Shy, but got along with almost anyone if they spoke first. Kind, chiding him whenever he told another kid to piss off. Pretty, as the years went by and you went from scraped knees and tangled hair to soft skin, girlish fragrances, and the delicate contour of your legs.
He swallowed thickly.
Your legs.
As you got older, you stopped wearing basketball shorts and switched to skirts, then short shorts, then slacks. Frankly, it was hard for him to look away from your thighs. They were plush and soft and ran up the curve of your—
He tore away his gaze from your bare legs resting over the blanket and focused on the TV screen, the fan, and the open window pouring with rain. Anywhere but your tempting skin.
Sae usually doesn't admit these kinds of things, especially not to you, but looks alone? He's astonished that not even one person ever tried hard enough to date you. You're smart, comforting, and nice to look at. If he were to settle down, he would do it with someone like you.
Of course, someone like you.
"I don't mean it like that," he murmured, fixing on your eyes instead. Pretty they were—all round and warm and focused on his. "You reject everyone who's interested in you."
Your index rubs your chin thoughtfully. "That's because..."
"Of your standards. Always on about your anime boys, huh?"
"That is so not funny, Sae!"
"It is a little funny. You're like Rin. He's almost finished his Junji Ito collection."
"Oh, now we're comparing me to Rin—"
"You collect figures and manga."
"They're pretty."
"They're anime boys."
"They're Tomoe, actually. Don't generalise."
"Tomoe is an anime boy."
"You were the one who watched Kamisama Kiss with me!"
"Hmph. Touché."
When was it? The summer before he left for Spain? You were prancing on about your ritualistic tradition of bingeing romance anime with him. There was Kamisama Kiss; Lovely Complex; NANA, which he had to stop because he hated Shoji; and his favourite, Ouran High School Host Club. The blonde male lead, Tamaki, always made him snort into his sleeve as a boy while you shook his shoulder squealing about it.
Anime like that was more up Sae's alley compared to Rin's fixation for horror and suspense, so he quietly cherished those days. Lying on the couch, watching TV in the summer heat, your frame on your stomach next to his, destroying a popsicle stick. It was a much better predicament than watching some porno his teammates had found on a beat-up DVD rental.
After all, he was with you.
You fiddled with your hands as the movie played on. Taxi Driver, for the third time this year. It was his favourite movie, but now that he thought about it, he never asked if it was yours too.
Was it?
You severed his thoughts with a question. "What was the anime you like right now, anyway?"
"The Apothecary Diaries. I like Xiaomao."
"You just like her cause she's like a cat."
"Meow."
You rolled your eyes at his quip. "I wonder what you think of Jinshi, then."
He paused. Sae always had a soft spot for the types of people with an odd backstory, much like Jinshi. It spiced things up compared to all the boring societal bullshit he deals with enough every day. "...I like him too. But he's a little dramatic for my tastes."
"You only like him cause he's pretty."
"Are you slut-shaming me or projecting?"
You snickered. "The former. Is he your type?"
"Not really? What do you think my type is?"
Waving your hands around, you mocked. "Someone hot with a nice ass."
He scoffed, but for some reason, he could feel his jaw clench. "So now you think I'm shallow."
You snorted. "...Yeah."
"Looks aren't everything, y'know. Pretty sure I go by vibe."
You snickered, your hand reaching into the bag of potato chips, his favourite snack that he was banned from eating. Damn you. "Uh huh."
You popped the chip into your mouth; a soft crunch was heard between your teeth, but all he could focus on was the plushness of your lips. He wondered if they felt as delicate as they looked. If they were as untouched as you said. How could that be possible? Look at you—
"Y'know that scene in The Apothecary Diaries where Maomao thinks his dick is a frog?"
He rubbed his cheek, snorting into his palm. "What about it?"
"Do dicks feel like frogs?"
Sae hadn't jerked off enough to remember, and he certainly wasn't going to check. Sighing, he said. "I don't think so? Mine doesn't."
"So why did she think it was a frog?"
"She's never felt a dick before. And it was probably the position. He was on top of her, after all."
You shook your head. "No, she was on top of him."
"Idiot. He was the one who landed on her."
As Sae reached for his phone before you could pointlessly argue about their weird pseudo-sex position, the sheets rustled and—
You climbed on top of him. Eyes wide and cheeks flushed, grinning like you proved something. Your arms were braced on either side of his head, your hair grazing the skin of his cheeks. And your knees—they were braced on either side of his hips, the urge to grab them all too real. Too sweet. Too good.
His breath hitched, magenta bangs poking his forehead as he murmured lowly. "What are you doing?"
Still, his large hands moved to rest on your waist, anchoring himself.
You reached for the phone in his hand, plugging in the password you knew by heart into the screen, fiddling with the phone.
You tilted the glass right before his eyes, it was that stupid frog scene. Maomao was on top of Jinshi, and you were unfortunately correct.
"See! I told you she was on top of him!" You grinned, pulling the phone away.
Before Sae could process what was about to leave his lips, he scoffed. "Are you sure you've never even kissed anyone before?"
"...What is that supposed to mean?"
Fuck.
He grumbled softly. "You're on top of me."
You scowled. "It's how the scene goes—a physical demonstration. And you're dead wrong; I don't feel a frog in this position."
"Cause m'not hard, stupid."
But if you kept yourself there any moment longer, he might be. His dick was already stirring to life in his sweats.
"Pfft— You aren't?"
"Very funny. You're a natural at this."
"At what?"
Sae didn't want to overstep; he really didn't. Ever since you were kids, he had always felt this weird sense of protection towards you. At first, it was the same protection he felt towards his younger brother, Rin, even though you were the same age and probably tougher than him. Then as he grew older and hit that age where some people were more than family, that protection grew into something different. Something familiar, yet completely foreign at the same time.
So he shouldn't overstep; he'd be a horrible, horrible man if he did. But your lips are curved so prettily into a proud smile. Your eyes, the colour and wrinkles of skin, stirred something down his neck and abdomen.
The tingle didn't stop there, blood rushing to his half-hard cock.
Shit.
He already moved to tuck your hair behind your ear, whispering. "Temptation. Wanna gain some experience?"
You paused, eyes blowing wide.
Shit.
The both of you recoiled from each other instantly. Sae had nowhere to run, really, but he threw his head back against the couch, hands twitching, deciding if he should let go of your waist or not. You, on the other hand, completely pulled back. In this new position, it seemed more like you were straddling him than just looming over him.
A flush crept up his neck, his hand moving to cover the lower half of his face. "That was a—"
"Geez, didn't know you could be so bold." You laughed, rubbing the back of your neck.
He blinked, hoping you were another hallucination and he was dreaming in the confines of the Real Madrid training facility. That you were just another illusion tempting him.
No, you were still there. This time, your eyes lit up.
"Hey, that's a great idea, actually!" You leaned in closer again, a bright smile plastered over your mouth as your breaths mingled.
He paused. One second. Then, the next one. His lips twitched expectantly, his cerulean gaze low-lidded and fixed on you.
"...What is?"
"Teaching me how to kiss."
Damn his biology, cock completely twitching to life at your wanton suggestion. "Wha... What?"
"Oh, come on; it's just a little kiss," You whined, nudging his shoulder.
Sae cleared his throat, quickly adjusting the waistband of his sweats. "No."
"You've already kissed like, so many other people. One more wouldn't hurt. And it's for educational purposes."
"There's a difference when I kiss other people," he whispered, his sensual gaze betraying his words. "It's that they're not you."
"Dude, am I that bad?"
Dude? His brows furrowed, his lip curling into a grumble. "Not what I meant."
"Then what?"
The space between you was so thin he could die. Let the couch swallow him whole, and let the hallucination die with him.
Hazy excuses and words scrambled in his mind. "It's just that... We're friends. And your mom wouldn't be exactly happy with me if she knew about this."
You shuffled in your position, hips lifting off his. "...My mom isn't here right now. And we're not kids anymore. I don't need my mom's permission to do things."
Sae inhaled sharply when you pouted, head tilting back and hitting the soft cushioning. Were you going to keep whining about it until he gave in? Pester him and keep pressing yourself against him? God, what if he were going to like it?
Then, you muttered. "...Fine. Not like I wanted to know, anyway."
Ever since you were children, Sae had always been the more disciplined one of you two. When he was renowned as a football prodigy, nutritionists and dietitians quickly came into his life, lecturing him about his dietary restrictions to maintain and grow his build. While you ate Happy Meals and devoured candy every week, Sae had to almost entirely let go of fast food, specifically his favourite—French fries. There was no doubt that he had to let go of many things to be perfect, but then he discovered that perfection was more than a flawed goal. Flawed philosophy. A lie.
But even if he wasn't perfect—nobody was—Sae could have at least shown some semblance of hesitation or discipline, especially when it came to you, someone who was oh so dear to him.
Instead, his fingers wrapped around your wrist and tugged you down, his lips brushing your cheek.
One breath.
Then, the second one.
And on the third, his other hand snaked to the back of your neck, the faint blades of baby hair standing up from his touch.
"I'll teach you," Sae whispered, something resembling a low whine pulling from his throat. "Nobody else can."
You swallowed thickly, eyes wide and pouring into his.
"Okay, I trust you."
His lips were twitching and breath uneven as you uttered the words. You might have been some sort of hallucination he imagined to get through the countless gruelling days in Spain. You might have been a fragment of his dream. Who cares? You were still so utterly divine.
After all, you were his favourite girl. His best friend.
Sae didn't want to overstep; he really didn't. But if you didn't learn ruin from him, then someone else would have to teach you. And he knew he was too selfish for that.
One breath. Then, the second one. And on the third, you closed your eyes.
And his lips pressed against yours.
You never thought you would find yourself in this kind of situation.
Sure, younger you had eyes. Sae Itoshi was famous and handsome and rich, but he was off-limits. He was your neighbour. And after Sae moved in Spain for almost three years, you were much closer to Rin than the distant boy since he barely responded to your letters and calls.
Getting involved with Sae would be a betrayal to your dear neighbour and pseudo-son, Rin. You once thought. Sae was annoying anyway.
But then his lips pressed against yours like you were something delicate, and the faint taste of strawberries and honey sent thrills of warmth straight to your core; any semblance of restraint you had melted away, pressing yourself against him firmer—needier.
Then, you pulled away, just enough to peer down at him. His magenta locks were all frizzled up from the cushioning, and his cerulean gaze was half-lidded and fixed on yours.
No, more like on your lips.
"Did I?..." You start, but he cuts you off with a chuckle. "That was just a peck, idiot. Open your mouth."
You blinked.
His cold thumb pressed softly against your bottom lip, pushing the fullness down just enough to part your lips.
"Open your mouth," he whispered again, lower, against your lips. "It feels better this way, I promise."
A soft whine escaped your throat as he pressed his lips against yours again, shocks of electricity shooting down your spine and abdomen. His tongue swiped against yours once, something you assumed was like asking for permission, and your lips completely sealed around his, pressing yourself against him further.
Your hands scrabbled at the collar of his white T-shirt as his tongue prodded in the wet cavern of your mouth. It was gentle, like he was testing if you'd pull back. And when you whined, his tongue dragged slowly over yours, his hands tangling in your hair.
"Mmm—" Sae drawled into your mouth. "Is this okay?"
You panted, your breath mingling with his. "Yeah, yeah—Sae—it's good. Feels good."
"Yeah?" He seared his lips onto yours again, tongue webbing out to rub the roof of your mouth, sending sparks of heat down your stomach. He pulled back again in a quick haze, lips brushing against yours. "Feels good, hm?"
"Feels s'good; is it always this good?" You mewled, pecking his lips before flicking your tongue over his bottom lip, gasping when his mouth parted.
One of your hands gripped his collar, the other cupping the back of his head, tangling between his soft magenta locks. A gentle prick disturbed your bottom lip, caught between his teeth.
It stung a little. And in a normal context, it would even hurt. But it felt so good—so, so good when the sting came from him.
His lips then descended to pressing wet kisses down your jaw, all the way to the column of your neck.
You moaned quietly. His lips were hot—suffocatingly hot to the touch. Burning, like a fire had scorched your skin, but instead of pain, it was bliss.
You felt his lips curl into a faint smile against your warm skin as you craned your head back, exposing more of your neck. Soft groans escaped your throat, your fingers curling hard into his shirt.
His lips settled in the junction between your neck and shoulder, pressing a soft kiss before biting down. Harder than before.
"Sae!—"
"First time it felt this good for me too." He murmured against your skin, slowly thumbing your hips all the way up your waist. "You sure this is your first time?"
A slight flush crept up your neck, turning your head away from him. "You don't have to try and make me feel better, y’know…"
"M'being forreal." He tilted his head to the side, cerulean eyes filled with something you weren't quite used to—mirth. His gaze kept following yours even as you tried to look away. "Don't believe me?"
You pursed your lips sheepishly, your hands moving to rest over his shoulders. "Not really. But I— It's kinda hot in here, isn't it?"
Maybe it was his wet, full lips, or the fact that his lashes were so close you could count the endless, luscious hairs. Maybe it was the soft tingle in your core that tightened with each lingering touch of his hands.
Then, he lifted himself up before gently pushing you off his lap. "You're nervous; I get it. It's because you're on top of me."
He loomed over you, a playful twinkle in his eyes so faint you wouldn't catch on if he weren't your best friend. An annoying kid you forced to be your friend.
Naturally, you pushed yourself back until your back hit the cushions. Blinking up at Sae, who stopped himself short when you lay down, your hand tugged on the hem of his shirt.
You knew what that meant; so did Sae. A silent plea for something more than kissing. A silent prophecy that if he leant down, he wouldn't be able to get back up again.
Fucking Sae Itoshi, the idea of that was too surreal. You knew he had experience, that being a prodigy meant plenty of beautiful men and women threw themselves at his feet. You knew that he lived in an entirely different world from yours for five years, doing who knows what out there.
Still, you wanted him. You wanted him bad.
You frowned. "...Sae."
"This is going a bit far, don't you think?" He said, eyes averting from yours.
"I thought you wanted to."
"...I do."
"Then why are you hesitating?"
"I'm not supposed to touch you like this—"
"But you already have," you cut in. "Why are you acting like I'm some kind of... some kind of nun?"
"Pfft— You kinda are."
"That's not even true!"
"You are really innocent, sweetheart. It's not a bad thing."
You bristled. Sweetheart?
"Sae, c'mon," You tugged harder, watching his jaw clench. "Please."
He muttered. "Don't say that."
"Please."
You tugged on him a little harder, but this time, he let himself fall over you, hands bracing on each side of your head.
He pressed his lips against your forehead once, the action more intimate than you liked to admit. Like he was afraid of breaking you.
"You do know what you're asking for, right?" He whispered against your temple, carefully moving to the shell of your ear. "I don't wanna pressure you into anything."
"I—" You paused, trying to ignore the shivers trickling down your spine. "I want this."
"Are you sure?"
"Sae," you whined. Was he teasing you again? Your chin tilted to face him, your gaze softening at his unsure one. It was so uncharacteristic of him. Completely unlike the impassive boy you grew up with.
"M'sure."
"Okay," he nodded, cheek softly nuzzling against yours. "You're in charge then."
You weren't so sure what he meant, but your eyes shut and carefully found his lips. His kiss was slow and carnal, nose brushing the side of your own and large hands snaking around your waist. He squeezed you so softly, as if it were afraid of your departure, and held you close. So close that his breath felt like your own.
Your hips lifted to accommodate his hands, sliding to paw at your ass. His tongue gently prodded in the expanse of your mouth, darting around before stilling just at the tip of yours.
A noise of confusion escaped your throat as you scrunched his collar.
Sae hummed, laughing quietly against your mouth. "C'mon, kiss me too. You wanted this, right?"
The thought made you squirm beneath him, hands gripping tighter. He gently grasped your wrists and redirected them over his shoulders, coaxing you further.
"Wan' you." You whispered, arms wrapping around his neck. "I do wan' you."
Your lips reconnect, this time slipping into the cavern of his mouth and rolling your tongue against his. The wet friction sent shocks of electricity between your legs. Your tongue prodded behind his teeth before licking the roof of his mouth.
"Don't get shy on me now," he whispered. "Get your tongue deeper."
Your tongue pushed deeper at his words. So warm. So nasty. So fucking good.
He hummed, lips sensually following the pace of your own, hands grazing whatever he could touch. His tongue dragged over yours to poke your inner cheek, laughing when you whined and pulled him closer.
You pulled away breathlessly, only disrupted from his lips chasing yours into one last, searing kiss.
"Sae—" You gasped.
He gently pecked your lips. "Sorry. Got carried away."
You panted, temple pressed against his cheek as you caught your breath. Your thighs rubbed together from the hot ache between your legs, sparking with each fleeting second.
"You're wet, aren't you?"
Your head tilted up, your eyes widening at him. "What?"
Sae was breathless and debauched, his lips swollen and wet from your own, magenta hair dishevelled from your hands, almost revealing the baby bangs he liked to hide after turning sixteen.
"Here," two fingers shakily slipped past to press against your clothed pussy. "Feels good, right?"
You squirmed, fingers clasping around his wrist. "T-That feels good."
"You want me to help you?" He panted, softly thumbing your clothed slit. "You can say no."
"No— I mean, yes."
You paused, eyes darting to the sheets instead of his curious gaze. "...Do you have a condom?"
He was at your place, after all. And frankly, you were gravely underprepared for this kind of situation.
"Idiot," he laughed, fingers hooking into the waistband of your shorts. "We won't be needing that for a while."
The chill of the AC hit your skin when Sae tugged your shorts over your ankle, fingers smoothing over your clothed mound.
"Hm," he mused, tapping his index over the wet patch of your panties. "You're really wet."
His digits were twitching over your pussy, hooking beneath the edge of the cotton fabric. Like the urge to push your panties to the side was killing him.
A flush crept down your neck, gaze settling on the sheets. "No—No shit."
He made a noise somewhere between a scoff and a laugh, tapping over a particularly sensitive part of yours—one stationed above your hole, twitching when he rubbed it.
Your hips jolted at his touch, his index slowly circling the beady sweet spot. "Mm!—"
Then, his hand pulled away, moving to the curve of your ass. With a gentle tug, he hooked your panties' waistband down. "Up."
Your hips lifted as he tugged away the last remnant of privacy you had. Any semblance of comfort washed away from the cold air and his lingering gaze, the fabric hooking over the same ankle your shorts were.
"Hey, relax." Sae clicked his tongue when you squirmed, his warm hand moving to rest on your knee. "Eyes on me."
You tried to listen, focusing on his collarbones, his shirt, and fragments of his messy hair, but nothing worked. You couldn't meet his gaze, not when he stared at you so intently. Not when he could see every part of you. Not when his fingertips moved to press against your entrance.
Was this really what you imagined fucking Sae would be like? Not like you had imagined it or anything, just out of curiosity. He was never open about his personal life, but it was obvious that there was a side of him you've never seen. The weird phone calls. The weird disappearances. Hearing him curse and belittle others was the normal kind of crudeness you were used to with Sae. It was no doubt he was gentler with you—softer with you.
So to hear him be so blatantly vulgar?
He inched closer, lips brushing against the shell of your ear.
"You say you want me," he started. "Then you do shit like this."
It was bewildering.
You fiddled with your fingers before finally tilting your head to face him, swearing you saw the faintest hint of a smile when he dipped the tip of his middle finger inside.
"Mm, good."
Something like a whimper escaped from your lips, unaware that you were actually able to make those kinds of noises. "S-Shit."
His brows furrowed as his finger gently prodded at your entrance. "You're—" Sae bit his inner cheek pensively, stilling his digits. "You're a little too tight."
You winced, feeling your hole stretch around his finger. "I-It hurts."
He immediately withdrew his finger. "You've touched yourself before, right?"
"Um, yeah? Not really, like this—"
Sae smoothed his hand along the underside of your thigh—an attempt to soothe you. But his eyes were wide and... chiding? "Why didn't you tell me that before?"
"Okay, well, I don't know how this works!"
"Oh my god." He sighed before sitting back. "C'mere."
You chuckled nervously. "To do what?"
"To do it yourself," he chided. "C'mon."
That's when you found yourself in an embarrassingly exposed position, settled right on Sae's lap, his knees stationed right between yours, spreading your legs.
"Can't believe you wanted to fuck before even masturbating..." He murmured, chin hooked over your shoulder.
You swallowed thickly, head turning away. So vulgar. "It's not m'fault I didn't know."
"It's not your fault. Should've prepped you better."
You huffed softly. "So why do I have to do it?"
"Because," his hand gently clasped over your dominant hand's wrist, snaking it down your exposed abdomen. "There's no way someone at our age hasn't touched themselves before."
"I have. Just not..."
"Fingering?"
Your ears burnt. "It hurts."
"Because you're not relaxed or turned on enough." He brought your index finger to rest over your sensitive bud. "This is your clit. Feels good to almost any kind of touch. Be gentle with it."
You bit your inner cheek, watching his hand guide you to rub your clit in slow circles. "I know what a clit is."
"...Nice to know that's the only thing you've touched in the past nineteen years."
Your head snapped towards his. "Hey!"
He snickered, ignoring your huff. "So, if you want to cum..."
His lips ghosted over your ear, whispering softly. "Touch here. Rub there. Doesn't matter. But you could always..."
A soft whine escaped your throat as his hand guides you down further, stopping right at your entrance. "Make yourself feel good here."
Before you knew it, your middle finger was already dipping between your folds and inside your hole.
"Oh my god," you mumbled, brows furrowing. "Sae."
He hummed lowly. "Like that, go slow. It's good, hm?"
"S'good." you murmured, your finger now entirely inside.
"Feels even better when you curl your fingers."
Your brow twitched at his words, following curiously. "Wha... Okay."
His lips trailed down to the spot under your ear, kissing and sucking on the skin softly. "What do you usually think about when you touch yourself?"
His hand tapped the back of your own as you panted. "You."
It came out quicker than you expected, and in all honesty, it didn't even register properly from all the haze. But it was weird that after every call, every time you met Sae, you couldn't help touching yourself later that night.
It was something about his drawled voice, or the contour of his skin, or the flawlessness of his lashes or the chisel of his jaw. Or maybe it was his body, sculpted from divinity itself?
His breath hitched at your admission, fingers twitching over your hand.
You whined, pulling your finger out to push it back inside, curling to hit a sweet spot that made your toes curl. "I always think of you."
Something stiff throbbed against your ass cheek.
Your breath caught in your throat. Then, he bit down on your neck. Harder. "Ow—"
Sae seared your lips in a fervent kiss—all tongue and teeth and the intimate squeeze of your waist. He drank down every noise you made, panting against your mouth, swirling his tongue along yours.
"Let me help you," he panted, shaky fingers moving to gently pinch your clit. "Need to help you."
You moaned into his mouth, hips jolting from his touch. "S-Sae."
"Two fingers, you can do that, right?"
Swallowing thickly, you panted over his lips as he pecked you. "Mm—"
"C'mon," he muttered, pressing wanton kisses down your jaw. "Gonna make you feel s'good."
You pressed your ring finger to your entrance, pushing in slowly, wincing. "Hurts, Sae."
"Shh," he hushed against your cheek. "You can take it."
His index and middle rubbed against your puffy clit in a desperate side-to-side motion. Brows twitching with each passing second, he panted heavily. Your hips lifted in shock, fingers instinctively curling inside you.
Oh, you hit that good spot. It was spongy and rigid and oh so sweet.
You moaned, head thrown back over his shoulder. "Ah..."
"That's—" he sputtered, fingers continuing their relentless attack. "That's your g-spot. Should feel different from the rest of ya. Should feel really good."
Wet noises filled the room as you pistoned your fingers in and out of your hole, bracing yourself atop your best friend. Even though he was talking in your ear, breathy and hot as he always did, nothing registered. Every sense you had was being replaced by the overwhelming sensation of sweet bliss, your jaw slack and eyes shut.
"Curl your fingers more. Yeah, like that, deeper. Shit, you're—"
You whimpered, hips jerking as he continued to rub and roll your clit. "Sae, think m'gonna do that thing where I... F-Fuck."
He let out a quiet whine against your shoulder. "You are?"
"Y-Yeah, aren't y-you supposed to be the expert?"
"Sh— Shut up."
Just as something hot and unbelievably euphoric was about to snap, his fingers pulled away, panting harshly over your shoulder.
You huffed, your brain foggy. "Wha... Why?
"Not yet," he muttered. "Not yet."
Before you knew it, he flipped you onto your back, hovering over you. "You sure this is your first time masturbating?"
He pecked your lips, descending to your chest, pressing soft kisses to your clothed nipples and down your stomach. "You're pretty good at it."
"Pretty good?" you murmured, jolting every time he kissed your stiffening buds. "Thank you?"
His low-lidded gaze flitted down to your drenched slit, lips spasming at the sight.
You frowned as he settled between your thighs. "Sae, no."
"No more?"
"No," you shook your head, hand scrambling to tug at his collar. "I didn't do anything for you."
"...You don't need to."
You huffed, spotting the tent in his sweats. "Don't lie."
"M'being serious," he grabbed your hand, pressing a hot kiss to your palm. "I want to do this."
You sputtered at his words, embarrassed that he was inching so close to your bare pussy. Panting, you whined. "Do what?"
"Eat you out."
"What? Oh my god, that is so—" you stammered. "So embarrassing!"
His hands smoothed over your inner thighs, spreading them apart. "No, it's not."
"Yes it is. Sae, get up!"
He huffed as you pulled at his collar again, his sigh blowing warm air over your wet folds, making you yelp.
"How about this?" He reached for the blanket urged aside. "You see a blanket instead of me. Way better, right?"
You huffed. "You say that like I don't want to see you..."
"Isn't that what that is?"
"I don't want you to see me!"
"But you're so pretty." He pressed a kiss right on your clit, making you jolt. "And so sweet."
Your ears burnt as he pressed another kiss on your slit and another on your entrance.
"Okay, okay. We'll use the blanket."
"Alright," he hummed, pressing one last kiss to your clit again.
"Fun."
It was weird, feeling the ghost of his breath but only seeing a broad figure under your blanket.
Your legs were spread over his shoulders, thighs marked with soft kisses and bites Sae spent minutes on perfecting, murmuring something almost biblical to himself.
Then, you felt his fingers spread your lips in a V-shape, letting your head fall back on the cushions.
One breath.
Then, the second.
And on the third, still, nothing came.
"What are you doing down there?!" You whined, heel digging into his defined back.
You were only met with silence, but from the hot wave of air, you knew he was annoyed.
You scrunched your nose. So typical of him.
Then, he spoke from under the blanket. Low and teasing. "Your clit is all puffy."
"...What?"
He leaned down, pressed his lips to the bud and whispered. "And you smell s'good."
Then, his tongue licked a slow strip from your weeping hole all the way to your sensitive bud. The entirely new sensation washing over you in ways you could never imagine, your teeth catching your bottom lip.
"Oh, fuck. Sae..." Your hand reached under the blanket, tangling in his magenta locks.
His tongue slowly swirled around your clit, switching to softer kitten licks, slowly bobbing his head. You whined, thighs clamping around his head. "Ah— t'much!"
Your thighs squeezed shut around his head, so close that your knees grazed each other and the sweat from his hair smeared against your thighs. Sae huffed and wrapped his lips around your sensitive bud, slurping it into his mouth harshly.
You moaned sweetly, cheek pressing against the cushioning. "F-Fuck!"
Finally, you loosened up enough for him to catch your thighs off guard. His fingers dug into the plushness and pushed them apart, all the way until your knees hit the cushions.
"Too much?" Sae hummed, spitting into your messy hole. "You're so dramatic."
Dramatic? He was the one seriously overwhelming you!
His tongue webbed out, swirling around your entrance before licking up your folds. Spreading your labia with his tongue in a firm, upward lick, soothing the fold with soft, barely-there kisses.
Then, he sealed his mouth over your entire pussy.
"Sae," you whimpered, fingers pulling his hair in warning. "Don't even think about it."
A soft huff vibrated against your folds, his snicker evident. His thumb gently rubbed your thigh like some kind of apology. Then, he sucked your pussy in one, harsh motion.
"Oh my god—" you cried, thighs struggling to close against his strong grip. "C-Can't!"
"Mm," he murmured against your folds, his tongue moving to swirl around your entrance again, the tip gently prodding its way inside. "You can."
Your fingers sharply pulled at his hair. "S-Sae!"
He grumbled, the vibrations sending tremors into your pussy. "Stop movin'."
"Can't," your eyes squeezed shut when his tongue pushed in, firmly licking your sweet spot. "Sae, I c-can't."
Sae's tongue withdrew, soothing your pussy with wet, apologetic kisses, lips pressing over your inner thighs. "Why? What's wrong?"
You panted, fingers still gripping his hair. "...I told you I can't."
"Can't what?" he hummed, thumb reaching to rub your clit in slow circles. "Cum?"
"Cum." Your cheeks burnt at the word. "No, I do wanna cum."
He panted harsh breaths against your thigh and pussy, the oxygen levels decreasing by the minute under the blanket. "You're pissing me off. You say wanna cum, but you can't take it?"
"H-How is that my fault?"
He grabbed the edge of the blanket, pulling it aside. His bangs were all sweaty and pushed back over the rest of his hair. Sweat beaded at his temples, some reaching down his neck.
And his lips quivered, his entire mouth drenched with your wet slick, smeared over his cheeks and nose. Sae huffed lowly, cerulean gaze focused on the cushions, catching his breath. "M'going as slow as I can."
"I-I'm trying to keep up with you."
He scoffed. "...Yeah 'course you are."
You huffed. "I don't like your attitude."
"Okay then," he retorted, eyes threatening to roll. "So stay still. I'm not using a blanket this time."
Your breath hitched as he settled between your legs again, fingers tracing circles over your hips.
"And," he hummed. "M'not letting you hide."
Before you could process what that meant, he steadied his hands over your hips and flipped you onto your stomach. You could only see the open window from this view. Not Sae. Not a blanket. Nothing.
Your feet kicked squeamishly, though it didn't help much. "Wait!— This is so embarrassing—"
His lips found the seam between your thigh and ass, pressing a soft kiss to the warm skin. "Hn, stop squirming."
"How can I?" You buried your face in your hands. "You can literally see everything and I wanna die—"
You were cut off with a soft moan, his thumbs spreading your lips to slurp up your dripping hole, tongue prodding into your hole. His fingers dug into your ass cheeks, groping it harsher—needier.
"Fuck," he groaned softly, kissing down your folds until he found your sensitive bud. He sealed his lips around it before sucking fervently, noises growing as you squirmed. "Fuck, fuck. You taste s'good."
He almost growled into your cunt, moving to press kisses to your ass cheeks, softly biting down on the flesh.
Your hand wrings back to grab at him—his shirt, his shoulder—to be met with a firm hand clasping your wrist. He pinned it to the couch as he leaned down again, lapping his tongue over and over at your clit.
He was breathing—panting so hard that his exhaling puffed air into your hole. "S-Sae!" You moaned softly into the cushioning. "Oh my god—Sae!"
Something warm tightened in your abdomen. It was hot and electric and aching to explode, just like the times when you'd touch yourself, but this was much more. So much more.
You panted into the cushions, soft moans and whines escaping you as he ate your pussy. He was relentless; he always was, but this was a different kind. Sae could do anything, say anything, but when he promised you pleasure and brought you heaven?
Holy shit, it was too much that you could go crazy any second now.
"Let me tell you somethin'," he broke your thoughts, murmuring as his tongue slid out of your hole. "When you feel something so good you think you'll go crazy. Say you're cummin'."
"I-I know what that is."You whined, seeing that sort of language in the porn you read and watched, but not exactly knowing when to use it. "I think."
He muffled a scoff against your cunt, switching to long, firm licks up your entire pussy. "Wow. Genius over here."
You felt the warmth spread down your stomach to your thighs and cunt and clit and everywhere, fingers clawing into the cushioning. "Okay! Okay, I'm... M'cummin!"
You could feel his brow quirk, lips ghosting over your clit. "You're what?"
You were close, so close to the pressure releasing. But now, your cheeks were burning because Sae couldn't help but bully you about sex language. "I'm... I'm—"
He smiled against your pussy, the curve faint but there, and wrapped his lips around your bud one last time, flattening his tongue and sucking harshly—so harsh you could see stars.
"M'cummin'!"
White dots skewed your vision, and you swore you had died just now, but the pressure released, getting licked softly from Sae's tongue.
But oh, it still felt so good after you came, grinding onto his wet muscle. "Ah, Sae..."
His tongue stilled as you ground on his face, fingers digging into your ass cheeks harder. "Now's the time you get eager?"
"Sh— Shut up." You whined as he freed your wrist. "Oh my god."
He began to lap again, a little softer but pleasing against your puffy clit. "Mm," he hummed. "You came this time."
"I already told you— I know what that is—"
He slurped your clit into his mouth, the sensation all too overwhelming for your current senses. "Ah!"
"I know you know. Just telling you." Sae said, pressing one last gentle kiss to your bud before pulling away.
You panted against the cushions, only now realising the drool pooling in your mouth. Your ass was still perched in the air, your whole body dripping from sweat.
Sae swallowed thickly at the sight, his own erection throbbing against the cushions.
He didn't want to overstep; he really didn't. Sae was your best friend. Someone your mom entrusted to you. Someone you'd watch romance anime with. Someone who purposely didn't laugh at your jokes, just to see you get angry,
But you tasted so fucking sweet. Your noises were so pretty, so alluring. He'd have to die before leaving his place between your legs.
And you kept arching like it was his responsibility to teach you. Touch you. Make you cum over and over until you couldn't think of anyone else but him.
And maybe as your best friend, the boy you knew since you were in diapers?
It was.
"One more." His hand moved to grope your ass cheeks again, flipping you onto your back. "Give me one more. I know you can. Just one more."
"Wha?... Sae." You whined, so clearly fucked out, not even bothering to glance at him.
"You can do it," he whispered, leaning down to press several shaky kisses to your wet folds.
"For me. C'mon."
BONUS!
The summer after you graduated high school, you found yourself back at home in Kamakura. The weather was scorching, sweat beading down your neck as you stared at the ceiling. Your feet were perched over the side of your bed, back pressed against your cool floor.
"Did you finish?" you murmured, eyes fixed on the ceiling. Sitting on the floor against your bed was Sae, who had come back from Madrid to spend the summer with family. Frankly, in the past three weeks he had been here, he had not spent one day with his family.
Well, maybe aside from his mom, but everyone liked Mrs Itoshi. Besides her, he always had some lame excuse to work out, go on a jog, meet someone, go to Tokyo, or spend time with you.
You didn't mind, really. It just meant summers were meant for Sae.
"Shut up, m'almost done." He said, checking off the boxes on his phone. He wore a black T-shirt, legs crossed in a pair of basketball shorts, accentuating the muscles he had been gaining over the past few years.
Was it weird to stare?
Your head tilted faintly, settling on his concentrated face. He had been getting pretty good-looking recently, a little more than you'd like to admit. Since last year, he's been pushing his bangs back. His bangs were cute—almost childlike, but him with this new style... It certainly brought out his blessed facial structure and his lashes. Also, the glowiness of his skin—
Oh my god, ew, that sounds so dick hungry.
And that was certainly not towards Sae Itoshi.
"Done," Sae tilted his phone towards you, a bright red sixty-four illuminating from his screen.
"What the fuck have you been doing in Spain?" You immediately propped yourself up, snatching his phone. "A rice purity of sixty-four?"
He shrugged. "Why would I tell you?"
"Last year when you came back, it was like, an eighty-seven."
"Things change."
"Whore."
Sae rolled his eyes, taking his phone back. "You'll get there one day."
You scrunched your nose as he petted your hair—outwardly affectionate, but you knew he was being annoying.
"I don't wanna be like you." You swat his hand away. "I am totally okay with my ninety-two. Totally okay."
He stared at you blankly. "...Riiight."
You whined, sighing. "Maybe I'm not, but will that day come any sooner?"
"Y'know, in order to get some, you have to...put yourself out there. Talk to people. Flirt."
"Oh, fuck off," you reached to pinch his side, grinning when he groaned.
"You're too old to be doing this."
"We're eighteen, dumbass."
He grumbled, efficiently moving four feet away from you. "Wonder who your first kiss is gonna be, or somethin'. I feel bad for him."
Then, Sae groaned again when you threw a pillow at his face.
Your man is a real lover, he can’t help it. He needs to show how much he loves you through deliberate, slow rolls of his hips and sweet words that pour out his lips like honey. He’s so perfect you could cry, both from pleasure and gratitude for finding a man as sweet as him.
But there’s a part of you that wishes to see what Julien Loki looks like when he’s not being gentle with you. One that has been yearning for him to let go of his inhibitions and fuck you like he hates your guts for once.
It sounds like ungratefulness when you catch yourself thinking such things, yet you can’t help it. You know that deep down your boyfriend is holding back as well. Whenever he comes back to his team’s hotel with you after a match, you can feel him restraining himself from letting all the spare adrenaline in his system take over his body and make him go as crazy as he wants. Every time he starts to speed up his pace on moments like that he catches himself and slows down right after, whispering ‘sorry cherié’ and ‘did i hurt you?’ in your ear as you tell him repeatedly that you’re okay before he continues with his more cautious pace.
You don’t mind the fact that your boyfriend is more geared towards being vanilla, but you’ve seen how fast Julien can be. Like come on, speed is literally this man’s trademark, if he doesn’t mind showcasing it to the entire world when he’s on the field, why is he so afraid of showing it to you in bed as well?
It has reached a point where you feel like you need to tell him that it is okay for him to let go a little bit.
Hence you’re here now, beneath him under the soft glow of the moon outside as he rolls his hips into you, tortuously slow as per usual. It obviously doesn’t feel bad, Loki always pleases you and he fucks good, but tonight you will get this man to dick you down one way or another.
Loki’s tip brushes against your sweet spot with each one of his thrusts, making you call out his name like a prayer. All the heavenly sounds you make always get to his head “Nghh…fuck, Julien."
“I know mon cœur…i know…” he eats up all those sweet noises you’re making as he kisses you and teases your clit just right. They put him in a state of trance that causes his pace to pick up, leading to more of them pouring out of your lips. Unfortunately he’s quick to notice he’s letting his control slip out of his hands as soon as you let out a broken whimper. “S-shit sweetheart…I’m sorry, did I go too fast—?”
“Baby, it’s fine…I like it like that actually…”
“Hah, is that so? I don’t want to hurt you cherié…”
“you won’t…you can go as fast as you want, I promise.” His breath hitches when he hears you say that. He’s been holding back for so long in fear of hurting you, just to find that he’s been depriving you of what you actually want? “I can handle it Ju…just give it to me please…”
You didn’t need to say anything else.
Loki’s pace goes from slow and sweet, to him absolutely drilling you within seconds, and you feel like you’re in heaven right now. Loki grunts at the feeling of you clutching around him desperately and of your nails digging into his back. He’s still hitting all those spots that have you screaming and begging for more in his ear, and he’s really regretting not going like this on you earlier. You’ve never sounded like this before and Loki feels like he’s getting addicted to it already.
“T-this is what you wanted this whole time? For me to use you like this?” You could barely speak at this point. You couldn’t formulate coherent thoughts either. All your brain could think about was how good your man was fucking you right now. So you stuck to nodding as an answer, but that didn’t satisfy him at all.
He needed to hear you say it.
“Words, mon amour…” he grunted, just as absorbed in the pleasure of your encounter as you. “Use them or I'll stop.”
“No, Julien ! Don't stop pleasee!”
“That’s what I want to hear…now hold onto me, yeah? Let me show you how fast I can really be.”
an — two smuts in the span of a day...im becoming a pervert of sex...i need to chill...also not proofread. yall know the drill at this point lmaooo
𝕿𝖆𝖌𝖘: NSFW, minors dni, fingering, pussy licking, soft sex, bunny Iglesias speaking spanish to you
𝕬𝖚𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖗 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖘: El conejito" in English translates to "the bunny" or "the little rabbit". It's a diminutive form of "conejo" (rabbit)
You wake up feeling a bit groggy, the remnants of last night's party still lingering in your mind. As you slowly open your eyes, you find yourself in an unfamiliar bed, the soft sunlight streaming through the window. You turn your head and are met with the sight of Bunny Iglesias, have a scar in his face and have red eyes, he sleeping soundly beside you.
As you take in his chiseled features, messy white hair, and flawless skin, memories of the previous night start to flood back. The flirty banter, the suggestive looks, the passionate kisses that led to this moment. You can't help but smile at the thought of spending the night with such a desirable man.
Bunney's eyes flutter open, and he looks at you with a sleepy grin. "Buen día, mi linda," he murmurs, his voice still husky from sleep. "I hope you're ready for round two."
Before you can respond, he pulls you close, his strong arms enveloping you. His lips find yours in a passionate kiss, his tongue eagerly exploring your mouth. You melt into his embrace, your hands roaming over his toned chest and abs.
As the kiss deepens, Bunny's hand slides down your body, his fingers teasing your most sensitive spots. You gasp as he teases your nipples, sending waves of pleasure through your body. His other hand tangles in your hair, tugging gently as he kisses along your neck.
"Te deseo," he growls, his voice filled with desire. "I want to taste every inch of you."
He pushes you onto your back, his eyes dark with lust. He kisses down your body, his tongue circling your nipples before moving lower. You feel his breath on your thighs, and you know what's coming next.
Bunny doesn't disappoint. His tongue delves between your legs, licking and sucking at your most sensitive spots. You moan, your hands fisting in his hair as he brings you closer and closer to the edge.
Just as you're about to reach your peak, Bunny pulls away, leaving you desperate and wanting. He smirks up at you, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "Not yet, . I'm not done with you yet."
He positions himself between your legs, his hard length pressing against your entrance. With one swift thrust, he fills you completely, stretching you in the most delicious way. You cry out, your nails digging into his shoulders as he starts to move.
Bunney sets a relentless pace, his hips slapping against yours as he pounds into you. You wrap your legs around his waist, pulling him deeper with each thrust. The room is filled with the sounds of your moans and the creaking of the bed.
As the pleasure builds, Bunny reaches down, his fingers finding your clit. He rubs tight circles around the sensitive nub, pushing you closer and closer to climax. You can feel your walls tightening around him, your body tensing as you teeter on the brink.
"Ven a mí," Bunny demands, his voice thick with desire. "Come for me, mi amor."
His words are all it takes to send you over the edge. You cry out his name, your body shaking with the force of your orgasm. Bunny follows soon after, his own release spilling inside you as he buries his face in your neck.
As you both come down from your high, Bunny rolls onto his back, pulling you into his arms. You rest your head on his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart. He presses a soft kiss to your forehead, his fingers trailing through your hair.
Bunny's fingers continue to stroke your hair, his touch gentle and soothing. You can feel your eyelids growing heavy, the exhaustion from the night before catching up to you. Just as you're about to drift off, Bunny's voice interrupts your thoughts.
"Querida, we need to talk about something," he says, his tone suddenly serious. You look up at him, concern etched on your face.
"What's wrong?" you ask, sitting up slightly to look at him. Bunny sighs, his eyes filled with a mixture of emotions.
"It's about last night," he begins, his hand moving to your cheek. "I had too much to drink, and I may have said some things that I shouldn't have."
Your heart sinks at his words. Last night was perfect, and the thought of anything tarnishing it makes your stomach churn. You search his eyes, trying to decipher what he's about to say.
"About what?" you prompt, your voice barely above a whisper. Bunny takes a deep breath, his thumb stroking your cheekbone.
"I told you that I love you," he confesses, his eyes locked on yours. "And I meant it."
Your eyes widen at his admission, your heart racing in your chest. You weren't expecting this, not after one night together. But as you look into Bunny's eyes, you see the truth of his words written all over his face.
"I... I don't know what to say," you stammer, your mind reeling with the revelation. Bunny smiles softly, his hand moving to cup your face.
"You don't have to say anything," he murmurs, his lips brushing against yours. "I just wanted you to know how I feel."
He kisses you softly, his lips moving against yours with a tenderness that takes your breath away. You melt into the kiss, your arms wrapping around his neck as you deepen it.
When you finally pull away, you look into Bunny's eyes, seeing the love and desire shining back at you. You know that this is just the beginning, that there will be many more nights like this in your future.
But for now, you're content to bask in the moment, to lose yourself in the arms of the man who loves you. The man who made you feel things you never thought possible.
As Bunny pulls you back down to the bed, his lips trailing kisses down your neck, you know that this is exactly where you're meant to be. In the arms of the man you love, ready to face whatever the future holds.
"You're amazing," he whispers, his voice filled with adoration. "I could spend all day in bed with you."
You smile, snuggling closer to him. As much as you'd love to stay in this moment forever, you know that real life awaits. But for now, you're content to bask in the afterglow of an incredible night with an incredible man.
・❥・smut mdni the bunny you grew up with was so cute, tiny and oh so easy to tease. jokes on you, this 6'3 menace hasn't forgotten one bit
you remember when he was small.
god, that's the funniest part of all this. you remember when bunny iglesias came up to your shoulder. maybe your collarbone if he really stretched. little kid with scruffled hair that stuck up weird in the back and these huge red eyes that blinked at you like a baby deer every time you teased him about it.
"you're so tiny," you'd tell him, and you'd put your hand flat on top of his head to measure, making a big dramatic show of the height difference. "how are you even real? you're like a little toy person."
and he'd just look up at you with that soft, open expression he had back then. not angry. not embarrassed, really. just… watching you. those red irises tracking your face with a patience that felt strange on a kid his age.
"i'll be taller than you someday," he said once, very simply.
you laughed. you actually laughed.
"sure you will, bunny."
he didn't say anything after that. just kept looking at you with those big eyes, and something in them you couldn't name. you were too busy being seventeen and tall and certain of yourself to pay attention to the thing settling quietly behind his expression.
you stopped seeing him regularly when you went to college. life moved. you heard things secondhand, the way you do with people who drift to the edges of your world. heard he made a youth team. heard he made the team. saw his name on sports sites you weren't even looking for. bunny iglesias. 191 centimeters. FC Barcha. twelve goals mid-season.
twelve goals.
you thought about that flat hand on the top of his head and felt something strange move through your stomach.
you didn't go looking for trouble when you ran into him at a mutual friend's thing. seriously. you were just there for the free drinks and to catch up with someone you actually liked.
but then there he was.
and listen. you knew, objectively, from the articles, from the photos. you knew he'd gotten tall. but knowing it and standing in front of it are two categorically different experiences.
he was across the room when you spotted him. talking to someone, head tilted slightly, that same unhurried stillness he'd had as a kid, that same patience, except now it was wrapped around a frame that made the guy next to him look like he was standing in a different scale. lavender hair, a black cap with a rabbit's face on it, scars on his face that you hadn't seen before, vertical line down his right eye, a horizontal one crossing his cheek and nose.
the scars made something tighten in your chest, but you didn't look away.
he turned before you got the chance to decide what to do. like he already knew where you were standing.
those red eyes found you across the room and his mouth curved into that soft, gentle smile. quiet. easy. like nothing in the world.
"hey," he said, when he drifted over, because of course he came to you first, of course he did. his voice was lower than you remembered. "it's been a while."
"yeah," you said. "it really has."
you had to look up at him.
you didn't know what to do with that.
"you got tall," you said, because you're an idiot apparently and his smile didn't change, but something shifted in his eyes. something warm and slow and patient, like he'd been waiting for you to say exactly that.
"you told me i would," he said.
you don't actually remember who suggested leaving. maybe it was mutual. the details blurred together in the specific way that details do when something is already inevitable and your brain knows it before your mouth catches up. what you remember is the ride over, the easy quiet of it, the way he sat with his arm resting in the open window and didn't fill the silence with anything.
you remember thinking that the innocent spark was gone. not cruelly. just gone, grown over with something else, something quieter and more knowing and entirely more dangerous.
you remember the door closing behind you and him turning around in your apartment, taking in the space with that same unhurried attention he gave everything, and then looking at you.
"so," you started.
"you used to put your hand on my head," he said.
just like that. no preamble. and you felt heat crawl up your neck.
"bunny…"
"to show how much shorter i was." he stepped toward you, easy and slow, like he had all the time in the world, because he did, because he always did. "you thought it was funny."
"it was, like… playful. i wasn't trying to be mean."
"i know," he said. he was so close now and you were doing something embarrassing with your breathing. "i know you weren't."
he lifted his hand and set it flat on top of your head.
the warmth of his palm. the gentle, deliberate pressure. the way he held it there for just a second, easy and certain, while you stood under it and felt the bottom drop out of your stomach.
"look at that," he said softly.
and without warning he kissed you.
it wasn't rough. not at all. it was slow and careful and somehow that was so much worse, the way his mouth moved against yours with that total patience, one big hand cradling the back of your head like you were something he'd been thinking about putting down for a very long time.
you made a small sound against him and he swallowed it without urgency.
"bunny," you managed, when he pulled back just enough, "you're…"
"i know," he said quietly.
he walked you back until your knees hit the bed and when you sat down the height difference hit you all over again. he was still standing and you were looking up at him. something about that made heat pool directly between your legs, embarrassingly fast.
he took his cap off, set it aside. looked down at you with those soft red eyes.
"can i?" he asked.
"yeah," you breathed. "yeah, obviously. come here."
he was so careful undressing you that it almost made things worse. hands finding buttons, fabric, his fingers warm and unhurried, like he was studying each new thing. when he got your shirt off he looked at you for a moment without touching, just looking, with an expression you couldn't fully parse. not hunger exactly. something deeper than that. something that had been waiting.
"you're staring," you said.
"i know," he agreed, like it wasn't an accusation.
his hands moved to your hips and he laid you back, settled over you and then you understood it properly. the size of him. the way he blocked out the ceiling. he held himself up on one forearm. his free hand moved down between you, fingers pressing through the fabric of your underwear.
"oh," you breathed.
"yeah?" he said softly.
"yes, yeah, bunny, god…"
he pressed harder, slow circles, watching your face the whole time with that gentle focused attention, like you were interesting to him, like your reactions were something he was cataloguing. you squirmed under his hand and he let you, patient and unhurried while you got wet and desperate against his fingers.
"please," you finally said.
"please what?"
"you know what."
his mouth curved into that soft, quiet smile. "i want to hear you say it."
you exhaled. "please, bunny. please, i want you to…"
he moved your underwear aside and slid two fingers into you, steady and certain, your back arching off the bed.
"fuck," you choked out.
"there you go," he said, like you'd done something right.
he worked you open slowly, curling his fingers in a way that made your thighs shake, mouth dropping to your neck, your collarbone, your chest, pressing soft careful kisses while you fell apart on his hand. no urgency. complete patience. the most infuriating patience you'd ever experienced.
"bunny i swear to god if you don't…"
"if i don't what?" another curl of his fingers. you made a sound that embarrassed you.
"please," you said again. "please, i need you, please."
"as you wish," he said simply.
he took his time with that too. lining himself up, pressing forward slowly. you felt every inch of it, the stretch of him filling you open and the low broken sound that came out of your mouth you absolutely couldn't help. he was so big, not just tall, and the pressure of it was overwhelming in the best possible way.
"s'too… hah… a lot," you gasped out.
"you can take it," he said, low and quiet against your temple. not a command. a fact. stated with complete certainty. "you can take it."
he was right. god help you, he has to be right.
when he finally bottomed out he held still, letting you adjust, you could feel your pulse everywhere. your hands gripping his shoulders, his skin warm and solid under your fingers. he pressed a kiss to the side of your face, unhurried.
"okay?" he murmured.
"move," you managed. "please, move."
and so he did.
long slow rolls of his hips at first that pushed the air out of you each time, the pressure building steady and relentless. you found yourself arching up to meet him, chasing it. his breathing was controlled, measured, because of course it was, while yours was already ragged. the sounds of it, wet and rhythmic, filled the room and your face went hot with it, hotter still when he shifted his angle and found something that made your vision blur.
"there," you gasped out. "bunny, there, don't stop…"
"yeah," he said softly. "i've got you, princesa."
the pace built gradually, like everything he did, slow becoming something steadier, something that had weight to it, each thrust pushing you up the bed slightly, the headboard meeting the wall in a dull rhythm. you were talking, you realised distantly, broken syllables that weren't quite words, yesyesyes and please and his name spilling out of you with no real control. he watched your face the whole time. those red eyes, soft and focused and patient. the scars on his face catching the low light.
"you're close," he said.
"yes," you managed. "bunny, yes, please…"
he reached between you, thumb finding your clit, pressing in slow circles while he kept that steady rolling pace and you completely lost the thread of yourself. the orgasm built in your legs first, tightened through your core and when it broke it broke hard. your thighs clamping around him, your voice cracking on his name, your whole body shuddering through it while he fucked you through every second of it without stopping.
when you came down you were shaking. he kept moving, slower now, easier, his breath finally uneven against your shoulder.
"i'm gonna…" he started.
"yeah," you breathed. "yeah."
he pressed deep when he came, held there, a low quiet exhale against your neck. everything still.
the room smelled like sex and warm skin. the sheets were a disaster. your thighs were still trembling faintly if you paid attention.
he was on his back beside you, that same unhurried stillness, one arm behind his head, red eyes on the ceiling. you lay there trying to remember how breathing worked as a normal automatic function.
the silence sat between you, not uncomfortable. just full.
"bunny," you said eventually, staring up at nothing.
"mm."
"i missed you."
a pause. he turned his head to look at you, and his expression was that same soft, unreadable thing, the thing you hadn't been able to name back then and still couldn't quite name now.
"i missed you too," he said.
then he reached over and set his hand flat on the top of your head. slow. deliberate. warm.
held it there.
and you felt it go all the way through you, the quiet weight of it, the patience in it, something that had been waiting years to mean exactly this, that gentle pressure that said i told you so without a single word, that said look at that, that said now you know, and underneath it all, something that sounded almost like mine and almost like finally and entirely like him.
not in the embarrassing way. not in the clingy, overbearing way people always assume when they see you wrapped around him with your cheek pressed into his shoulder while he scrolls through his phone.
just openly.
like loving him is the easiest thing you’ve ever done.
at the beginning of your relationship, you used to ask before every touch.
“can i hold your hand?”
“is this okay?”
“do you want space?”
sae remembers the first time you asked if you could hug him.
you stood outside your apartment after your third date, fingers hooked behind your back, swaying slightly on your heels while looking at him with careful eyes.
not nervous.
considerate.
like you were trying to learn the shape of him before touching anything fragile.
“you can say no,” you told him quickly. “i just like hugging you.”
sae stared at you for a second. then said yes.
and you hugged him like it meant something.
not casually. not absentmindedly.
you wrapped your arms around him with this quiet sort of sincerity that made his chest feel oddly tight.
he remembers standing there thinking:
oh.
so this is what it feels like to be wanted gently.
months later, you’re practically melted across him on the couch while he rewatches match footage.
one of your legs thrown over his lap. your cheek against his shoulder. fingers playing lazily with the ends of his hair while he scrolls through clips on his tablet.
“you’re staring again,” he says without looking away from the screen.
“i know.”
“why.”
you hum thoughtfully, like this requires genuine analysis.
“i like your face.”
“that’s vague.”
“okay,” you murmur, shifting slightly so you can look at him properly. “you also have very delicate eyelashes.”
“. . .”
“they look soft.”
“they are eyelashes.”
“mhm. pretty ones." your thumb smooths against his temple. “they curl at the ends when you’re tired.”
sae finally glances at you then.
you’re looking at him with unbearable fondness. soft-eyed and completely serious.
like this is important information.
you smile a little when he looks back. “there you are.”
“what does that mean.”
“you disappear into your head sometimes.” another gentle stroke through his hair. “i like when you come back.”
something in his chest shifts quietly at that.
you always notice things.
small things.
the difference between his exhausted silences and his irritated ones. the way his shoulders loosen after a shower. how he taps his fingers against his leg when he’s thinking too hard about something.
you notice all of it like memorising him is instinctive.
and somehow, instead of making him feel watched, it only makes him feel known.
you’re always touching him when you’re alone together.
your hand in his hair. your face pressed into his neck. your fingers tracing slow shapes against his arm while you talk to him about whatever strange thought has crossed your mind that night.
you ask him questions at one in the morning while half asleep against his chest.
“do you think people stay the same forever underneath everything, or do they become entirely different versions of themselves every few years?”
or,
“if soccer never existed, what kind of person do you think you would’ve become?”
sometimes the conversations last for hours. sometimes they fade naturally into silence while your fingertips drift absentmindedly against his skin.
sae likes both equally.
especially because you never seem uncomfortable with quiet. you just like being near him.
and you love him so visibly.
that’s probably the part that unsettled him most in the beginning.
you never acted embarrassed by how much you adored him.
you looked happy when he walked into a room.
your entire face softened whenever you looked at him for too long.
you called him cute constantly, which had genuinely annoyed him at first.
the first time you said it, he thought you were joking.
“you’re cute when you’re irritated,” you told him one evening while he stared at you flatly from across the kitchen.
“that’s not a compliment.”
“to you maybe,” you’d replied easily.
the problem was that you always sounded so sincere.
you never called him handsome or hot. never used the kind of compliments he was used to hearing from other people.
only cute.
but when you said it, it sounded strangely precious. like you were calling attention to parts of him nobody else noticed.
sae gets home late most nights.
between training, media appearances, travel, and sponsorship obligations, exhaustion settles deep into his bones more often than not. there are days where he barely feels like speaking by the time he reaches the apartment.
and then he opens the front door.
there’s usually about two seconds of silence before he hears your voice from somewhere inside.
“sae?”
then the sound of quick footsteps.
the first time you slid around the hallway corner in socks, you nearly slammed directly into the wall trying to get to him faster. now he expects it.
“you’re going to hurt yourself one day,” he says automatically as you hurry toward him.
“probably,” you admit easily before wrapping your arms around his waist anyway.
you always hug him immediately after he gets home. like you’ve been waiting to do it all day.
your cheek presses against his chest while you mumble a quiet, “welcome home.”
it does something strange to him every time.
because nobody has ever said those words to him like they truly meant it.
like home was a person instead of a place.
his hand settles instinctively at the back of your head. “were you waiting long?”
“not really.”
he knows that’s a lie immediately.
there’s a blanket tangled on the couch and a book lying open beside it. one of the lamps is still on. you probably fell asleep trying to wait for him again.
when he points it out, you only shrug sheepishly.
“i wanted to see you first.”
you always say things like that so simply.
never expecting anything in return.
never making him feel guilty for being busy.
you have your own life. your own friends and routines and responsibilities. but somehow you still make space for him so naturally that being loved by you never feels heavy.
there are nights where you climb directly into his lap halfway through a conversation and bury your face into his shoulder without warning.
“hi,” you mumble against his neck.
“. . . hi?”
“pick me up.”
“you’re already on top of me.”
“properly.”
he sighs like you’re inconveniencing him, but his hands are already moving to your waist before he even finishes speaking.
you grin victoriously when he stands with you clinging to him like a koala.
“you’re needy.”
“and you adore me," you tell him with complete certainty.
sae looks at you for a long moment before answering.
“. . . obviously.”
your expression softens every single time he says things like that, no matter how casually.
like part of you still can’t fully believe he means it.
truthfully, sae doesn’t think he fully understands it either sometimes.
that someone can know him this well and still love him this gently.
sometimes he comes home and finds you asleep on the couch waiting for him.
those nights affect him more than he likes admitting.
he’ll walk into the apartment quietly and see you curled beneath a blanket with a book slipping from your lap, glasses slightly crooked from sleep while the lamp beside you casts warm light across your face.
you always try so hard to stay awake for him.
and always fail eventually.
he stands there for a moment just looking at you before setting his bag down.
“baby,” he murmurs softly.
you wake slowly every time, blinking at him with sleepy confusion before your entire expression changes the second you recognise him.
“sae . . .”
your voice is rough with sleep.
warm.
you sit up right away despite still looking half unconscious, reaching for him on instinct alone.
“you’re home,” you mumble, like you’d been thinking about that fact all evening.
he leans down automatically when your hands cup his face.
you stare at him for a second, eyes heavy-lidded as you look over his features carefully, thumbs brushing beneath his eyes.
“you look tired,” you whisper.
“long day.”
a small frown appears on your face for exactly two seconds before you lean forward and press a soft kiss to his forehead.
then another to his cheek.
then one to the corner of his mouth.
and then suddenly you’re kissing him everywhere with sleepy determination. gentle little kisses scattered across his face while your fingers slide into his hair.
his jaw.
his cheekbone.
the bridge of his nose.
back to his jaw again because you seem particularly attached to kissing him there.
“missed you,” you mumble between soft kisses.
sae’s hands settle around your waist as he lets you pull him closer. “you should’ve gone to bed.”
“i wanted to wait for you.”
“you fell asleep.”
“emotionally i was awake.”
he stares at you for a second while you smile sleepily against his face.
“. . . that doesn’t make any sense.”
“it does to me.”
you only continue kissing him afterward, warm and sleepy and impossibly affectionate while your fingers slide through his hair.
“you’re very clingy when you’re tired,” he murmurs quietly.
“mhm.” you admit. then you look at him carefully again, your expression softening almost painfully. “and you’re very cute when you’re tired.”
“there it is again.”
you hum sleepily against his face, smiling a little when his fingers slide beneath the blanket pooled around your legs.
“can’t help it,” you mumble. “you come home looking all worn out and pretty.”
sae gives you a look at that. “pretty?”
“very.” your thumb brushes slowly beneath his eye. “especially right now.”
your expression softens even further the longer you look at him.
it always does.
like every time you see him after being apart for a while, you still need a second to process that he’s actually there.
it used to make him uncomfortable.
now he thinks he’d notice immediately if you ever stopped.
you suddenly narrow your eyes slightly, head tilting as you study him with sleepy seriousness. “did you eat properly today?”
“yes.”
“protein and everything?”
“. . . yes.”
“good.” a tiny approving nod before you kiss his cheek again. “good boy.”
sae actually blinks.
slowly.
you don’t even realise what you’ve said at first because you’re too busy smoothing his hair back from his forehead.
then your eyes widen slightly.
“oh my god,” you groan. “pretend i didn’t say that.”
he stares at you flatly. “that’s difficult.”
you bury your face into his shoulder immediately, muffling a horrified laugh. “i didn’t mean to say that out loud.”
“. . . right.”
“that was supposed to stay in my head.”
“you have concerning thoughts.”
“you’re literally sitting here letting me kiss you forty times in a row.”
“that’s unrelated.”
you laugh into his shoulder while he feels your face heating against his neck.
the worst part was that he could tell from the immediate horror on your face that it had genuinely slipped out by accident.
you peek up at him eventually, smiling sheepishly.
“you secretly liked it.”
sae doesn’t answer straight away.
because the annoying thing is ─ you’re right again.
he likes your hands in his hair.
likes the way your face lights up when he walks through the door.
likes being loved by someone who never makes him question it.
your fingers drift lazily along the back of his neck while your eyelids begin drooping again.
“sorry,” you mumble suddenly. “i know you’re probably exhausted.”
“i’m fine.”
“still.” your gaze flickers over his face carefully. “you work so hard.”
something in his chest twists quietly at the softness in your voice.
you say things so gently sometimes it catches him completely off guard.
before he can respond, you lean in again and press three tiny kisses to his jaw in quick succession.
it was affectionate enough to make his chest ache with it.
“cute,” you whisper against his skin.
another kiss.
“cute.”
another.
“very cute.”
sae exhales quietly through his nose while you smile against him. “you’re obsessed with me.”
“why wouldn't i be?”
sae looks at you for a long second after that.
then he finally sits properly beside you, letting you curl against his chest beneath the blanket. the moment he settles, you tuck yourself into him with a sleepy sigh, arms wrapping loosely around his middle.
comfortable. instinctive.
like your body already knows exactly where it belongs.
“there,” you mumble contently. “better.”
his hand moves instinctively to the back of your head, fingers threading through your hair carefully as you tug lightly on his sleeve.
“sorry again,” you mumble drowsily. “you want quiet after practice.”
sae’s hand moves to the back of your head automatically, smoothing your hair down.
“this is quiet.”
you smile against him at that.
a few minutes later your breathing evens out again, sleep finally pulling you under for real this time.
the room falls quiet for a while.
just the soft sound of your breathing and the occasional sleepy kiss you press against whatever part of him is closest.
but right before you drift off completely, sae hears one last sleepy mumble against his shoulder.
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the itoshi kitchen was usually one of the quietest rooms in the house. sae preferred it that way. everything had a place, everything stayed organized, and most importantly, everything followed a schedule.
unfortunately, his three-year-old twins had never cared much for schedules.
“stay out of the kitchen,” sae said calmly, continuing to chop vegetables on the cutting board in front of him. “it's dangerous.”
a small tug immediately pulled at the hem of his apron. sae paused and looked down, ren stood beside him, gripping the fabric with both hands while stretching onto his tiptoes.
“daddy,” he announced proudly. “look how tall i am.”
sae stared at him for a moment. “you're not tall.”
“i am!”
“you're three.”
“that's tall.”
sae sighed softly and returned to chopping. before he could continue for more than a few seconds, another voice called out from behind him.
“look what i found!”
he turned around immediately. hana stood inside the pantry holding a large can with both hands. she looked entirely too pleased with herself.
sae closed his eyes briefly. “hana.”
“yes?”
“put it down.”
“why?”
“because you'll drop it.”
“no i won't.”
the can slipped from her hands before she could even finish her sentence, it hit the floor with a loud bang, both twins burst into laughter.
sae pinched the bridge of his nose. sometimes he genuinely wondered how children survived long enough to become adults.
“can we have nuggets?” ren asked suddenly.
“no.”
“please?”
“no.”
“pretty please?”
sae glanced down at him. “we're having salmon.”
ren tapped his chin a few times, deep in thought. “salmon is pink.”
“correct.”
“that's weird.”
before sae could answer, hana appeared beside her brother.
“flamingos are pink too.”
“yes,” sae said carefully.
“can flamingos play soccer?”
there was a long pause.
“no.” sae answered.
“why?”
“because they're flamingos.”
hana seemed to think about that for a moment. “what if they practiced?”
sae looked toward the ceiling. somewhere in the living room, he could hear you laughing, you were absolutely enjoying this.
“mama!” hana called loudly.
“yes, baby?” your voice answered.
“daddy's being grumpy!”
“i know!”
“i'm not grumpy,” sae replied immediately.
both children stared at him, neither looked convinced.
eventually, sae managed to relocate both twins to the edge of the kitchen while he finished preparing dinner. for almost three full minutes, there was peace.
then,
“daddy?”
sae didn't look up from the stove. “what?”
“i love you.”
the words were so sudden that he froze.
when he finally glanced over, both twins were sitting together on the floor, looking up at him expectantly, waiting.
his expression softened immediately. “i love you too.”
ren grinned, hana cheered.
and just like that, whatever irritation sae had been feeling disappeared completely. because the truth was, he never stayed annoyed with them for long. not when they followed him around like little shadows, not when they insisted on helping with everything, and definitely not when they looked at him like he hung the moon.
ten minutes later, ren was standing on a chair helping wash vegetables while hana stirred ingredients she wasn't technically supposed to touch.
sae knew it was slowing everything down, he knew dinner would take twice as long, but he let them help anyway.
because despite the chaos, despite the messes, and despite the endless questions that somehow never stopped coming, these were his children.
and if there was one thing sae itoshi loved more than football, it was his family.
a/n was this buns? yeah. ouu shii imma ask my dad for nuggets. tysm for reading and other than that theres nothing more to add !!