Sam Winchester x Reader

“Pulling an all-nighter?” Sam chuckled, skidding a chair up next to you. You grumbled something into the crook of your elbow before propping yourself up, “trying to finish this essay.” “Why don’t you take a break?” Sam suggested, wrapping his arms around your waist and placing his head in line with yours. “I’m so close, I just need to figure out how to round it up in the conclusion…” “Okay,” Sam hummed against you, “need a hand?” “You don’t study what I study,” you chuckled, “I know you’re smart, Sammy. But no one’s that smart.” Sam shot you an ‘oh really?’ and began to scroll through what you’d been writing, his tongue poking out from under the corner of his mouth in concentration.

You smiled at your boyfriend, appreciating the chance to relax your eyes. It wasn’t long, however, until you noticed Sam having to re-read sections, scrolling back up and down, leaning in on certain sentences. “That bad?” You chuckled nervously. “No, no the writing’s great…” Sam paused, “I uh, I guess you’re right, though. I have no idea what any of these words mean…” “Well now you know how I feel when you talk law-student to me,” you giggled, tilting the screen so you could both read it. “Could you explain it?” Sam asked sheepishly. “Actually, that’d be really useful for me,” you said excitedly, “might help me find a way to round this bitch off.” Sam laughed at your choice of words, squeezed you tight against his chest and pressed a kiss to your cheek, “okay then, cutie. Teach me some stuff.”

---- ---- ---- ----

Ty for reading <3 Requested by @unnuevosoltransformalarealidad​  ​

"Hey, get this," Sam piped up, his eagerness to share information making you smile, "there's a species of vampire that can fly without its body,  just trailing its organs around."

You made a face, "nasty."

Sam chuckled, "yeah, don't worry. Looks like they're extinct."

You then made your way over to him, choosing the seat next to him instead of opposite. He was half way through an essay of lore about these vampire things, his eyes narrowing and widening with the lines. You felt a little bad to drag him from his research, but it was a now or never sort of moment.

"Hey, can I ask you something?" You'd said it before you were even sure if you should. It had been on your mind ever since you and Sam had started dating. One of those things you knew needed to be said sooner than later.

"Yeah, sure," Sam gave you his attention, lowering his laptop screen and swiveling where he sat.

"Okay, it's not a question...I just gotta tell you something," you stared at your thumbs which were circling your fingertips.

"Okay," Sam nodded, patiently letting you take the lead in conversation.

"It's kinda weird to mention so soon into dating...but it's important...and it's not something I can just not say," your thumb began tracing the creases along your fingers, "I mean, it's usually a deal-breaker...at least it always has been."

Your mind thought back to the other times you'd told partners and you felt a twinge of pain in your gut. Maybe this was a bad idea after all. Maybe you could just dump Sam and not have to deal with him dumping you. You'd been racing through these thoughts for a little too long and so Sam's hand came over yours, his thumb wrapping around yours, stopping it from fidgeting.

"What is it, Y/N?" It wasn't an impatient question, but it was heavy with concern.

A deep breath and a serge of adrenaline followed your next words: "I'm asexual."

A few seconds went by, or perhaps one, or perhaps less than one. It was hard to measure time when your heart was beating fast and your palms were tingling. It wasn't a long time, but it was long enough for you to assume the worst. It wasn't long enough for you to play out the possible responses, but it was long enough for your heart to feel everything you could feel. A cacophony of thoughts and emotions, all enough to hurt, but not enough to stay.

All at once.

It felt like falling. 

"That's okay," Sam said with an air of certainty he had sometimes, "it doesn't matter to me, Y/N."

You stopped falling, and, despite his response, you still felt the impact.

"Sam, this isn't something that's going to change. I don't want you to think I'll be different in a few months, or even years. It's just who I am."

"And who you are is perfect," Sam gave your hand a squeeze, making you look up at him. His eyes were filled with sincerity and promised nothing but his honesty.

"Are you sure?" You stammered, taken back by his acceptance. 

Sam leaned in and placed a kiss on your forehead, "never been more sure."

---- ---- ---- ----

Ty for reading <3 Requested by: @enby-thesbian​