look at me going dude

Even tho what I read would unironically shock me if it did happen

Are my opinions and thoughts always shaped by others? Have I ever even had an original thought? Hav3 I ever thought critically instead of following the mass that is louder?

How do I even think critically? What does it even mean? Am I doomed to forever be branded a sheep?

Is my brain fried from all the constant stimuli that the internet and the modern world provides? Making me unable to think clearly? Would I be better off living without a phone or a console or a tv? Would I be better off being complacent with anything or should I strive for "standards"?

Am I stupid? Am I smart? Do I worry too much? Do I worry too little? Am I too careless? Am I too careful?

and then one day they were attacked in their home and the parent was struck down defending their child and after defeating the home invaders in its dying moment expresses regret for not being with them a lot and promises to always be by their side as long as they called

And so basically years later the child carries their parent wooden coffin covered in bandages on their back and talk to the coffin as if they can listen