sammy

You guys think Mr. Kripke wakes up every night in a cold sweat because he feels the violent urge to write SPN the uncensored way it was truly intended

i think the reason why i personally love wincest so much is because it makes me feel. that's the most honest way i can put it. it makes me feel like i'm in love too - like i've found that rare, once-in-a-lifetime-if-you're-lucky kind of connection. it’s intense and overwhelming and impossible to look away from. it’s the kind of love people spend their whole lives searching for. it’s forbidden, yeah. it’s dark and complicated and a little bit fucked up—but it’s also beautiful. it’s messy and toxic and codependent in ways that shouldn’t work, and yet somehow, it feels like the purest form of love. it’s every emotion all at once. it makes me laugh, cry, scream, melt. i get angry, i get butterflies, i get it all.

in 5x22 swan song these are some of the screencaps of sam's flashbacks to stop lucifer from killing dean while using him as a vessel

Sam wasn't a helpless prisoner in his childhood, actually. John and Dean didn't lock him in a basement. Sam went to school (more than Dean did) and went to the library and made friends. He went to his girlfriend's house for Thanksgiving, once. He argued with John and wasn't afraid to butt heads with him constantly. When John took Dean along on hunts, Sam may have been left behind but he wasn't locked in the motel room. He could still do whatever he wanted, go wherever he wanted. In fact, he even ran away to Flagstaff once, and the show insinuates that it was Dean who got traumatically punished for it, not Sam.