hi :) you might remember me as radrezi/heather-garland. unfortunately for the past few years i have been struggling with the disease that kills you (bpd) and so was not fit to be online. i recently moved to Canada to study and spent time in the mental hospital and psych ward. i am now staying in a shelter but have more support compared to when i was in my home country.
i sincerely apologise to those who knew me before and were hurt by my sudden disappearance. i understand some may not trust me anymore after my actions. i cannot promise it will not happen again because i do not know the future. but i am trying my best. i also apologise if i have forgotten certain people and events. i received ECT in the hospital and have lost most of my memory temporarily. it also caused my hands to shake so my drawings may look a bit wobbly.
thank you very much for reading this far. i hope you have a wonderful day :)















