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He’s hurt, betrayed, heartbroken, and in grief. He misses his best friend but he can’t forgive him because how could the person he loved and trusted the most do that to him?

It’s very clear he’s extremely conflicted with himself.

Even now, he still misses Saint so much. He wants to let him back in his life, but he can’t stop getting reminded of what Saint did to him every time he looks at him.

It’s really sad, watching Shin go through those emotions just in the span of a few minutes.

He thinks about what they once were, what they once had, and it breaks his heart that they’re not the same. But then memories of what Saint did to him haunts him every time he considers forgiveness. Maybe the feelings of fear, dejection, helplessness and betrayal comes back every time.