fix your hearts or die

i'm gonna be me forever and im gonna get really really good at it

thinking about how ursula k leguin said "what goes too long unchanged destroys itself. The forest is forever because it dies and dies and so lives" and how everyday i wake up slightly different and i can feel myself shed the skin of who i used to be slowly, slowly, until i look back and can scarcely recognise who i was... but also she is still a part of me, part of the leaf litter and the humus, supporting me as i send new roots down and new leaves stretching up to the sunlight

having a multi year long character obsession becomes like a abstract thought experiment at some point

i love you semicolon. no one look at my 80 word sentence

*spends all of my time alone* perfect! but why am i crazy

big year for letting time pass you by

it's kinda scary how you can just be tired all the time forever