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Gusto kong magiyak, pero wala akong mai-iyak... Gusto kong may maramdamang sakit, pero bakit wala. Pinipilit ko pang masaktan. Wala na akong karapatan, labas na ako sa mga kaganapan sa buhay nila, pero bakit nasa isip ko pa rin siya, sila lahat... anong klaseng parusa ba ginagawa ko sa sarili ko? 'Di ba pagod na ako? 'Di ba ayaw ko na? Bakit nandito na naman ako? Nandito pa rin ako... Panginoon ko, ayaw ko na po 😔
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Hindi ko maikakaila. Talagang miss ko pa rin ang dating pagsasama namin. Paano ba 'to mawawala? Kahit anong hiling ko sa Diyos, kahit anong panalangin ko, bakit hindi mawala sa isip at puso ko? Pagod at umay na ako. Sawang sawa na rin talaga ako.
Ayoko na ring makagulo sa relasyon ng iba, 'di ba. Basta ang pangako ko sa sarili ko, masaya na ako para sa kanila. Dapat ko nang tanggapin.
Hindi ko lang siguro matanggap na kung may kanya-kanya tayong taong para sa atin, bakit ako, pakiramdam ko mamahalin ko siya hanggang dulo 😅 ayaw ko nun! napaka-unfair naman no'n sa taong magiging asawa ko.
Basta gusto ko kagaya lang ni Dwight! Huhu, isipin mo 'yun, may ganon pala. Ang swerte at daya lang, at the same time. Paano maging ganon? :( Paano madeserve yung pangarap natin? Hahahahahahahahaha kahit 'yung ganon na lang po, Lord pls ty love you po 🤍
Unti-unti kong nararamdaman, habang pinagdadaanan ko, na parang napipilitan lang ako sa dating akala ko ay pangarap ko. 😭
Hindi ko alam kung issue pa ba ito ng "comfort zone" o talagang hindi ko lang kaya. Natatakot at kinakabahan ako na hindi naman pala talaga ito para sa akin; na parang hindi naman ito bagay sa akin. :(
“The cost of not following your heart is spending the rest of your life wishing you had.”
— Unknown
Grabe, ang sakit pa rin? Umay na umay na umay na ako. Totoong ayaw ko na po. Pero bakit may ganito pa rin akong nararamdaman? Sa kanta na 'to, tinatamaan pa rin ako, pero AYAW ko na talaga. Panginoon, nagsusumamo na po ako na gusto ko na po ng iba. Alisin Niyo na po itong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya kasi ayoko na pong magiyak at malungkot dahil sa nakaraan. Masaya na po siya sa iba, habang ako, nandito pa rin. Nagpapakabusy lang. Ayoko po na masayang lang lahat ng ginagawa ko, pero sa huli ay siya pa rin. Please, Lord. 💔
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Siguro nga, iba't ibang klase ng sakit ang kailangan nating maranasan sa buhay na 'to. Siguro.. para iba't ibang klase ng saya rin 'yung maranasan natin. Kapit lang... malalampasan din natin ito. Kapit lang. Hinga lang. Darating din ang panahon na 'yun.
“Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.”
— Nayyirah Waheed
Yes! 🥹 No need to rush! Willing to wait for what I deserve. Never settle for less!
Life update: Enrolled in law school ⚖️
Can I do this? I'm so scared. I never thought I'd ever be here. But yes, here I am. To be fucking fair and honest, naisip ko, time na rin siguro para mag-enroll, para maiba naman ang nasa isip ko, at hindi puro siya/sila na lang. Gusto ko na kasing maka-move on. Gusto ko nang may ibang pagkaabalahan. And yeah, ito na nga tayo.
Ang hirap pala ng pinasok ko! HAHAHA! I didn't know na grabe ang pangangailangan ng pagbabasa. Pakshet. I've never done this in my life. Tapos I have to read for the rest of my life? Hahahahahaha kmn
P.S. Hindi pa rin naman sila nawala sa isip ko. Hanggang panaginip nga, nandoon sila e. Bwisit na bwisit na ako. Pwede namang hindi na sila sumagi sa inaraw-araw ko. Need ba? Hindi naman! Ugh, kainis
“Progress. Just make progress. It’s okay to have setbacks and the need for do-overs. It’s okay to draw a line in the sand and start over again - and again. Just make sure you’re moving the line forward. Move forward. Take baby steps… Then change will come. And it will be good.”
— Lysa TerKeurst
my life right now
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I am really close to hiding things from you. I hate that I still care. I really do.
So, ayun. Nakita ko pa na dinala na siya sa bahay nila. Hindi ko alam nararamdaman ko e. Parang okay lang naman, pero parang may sakit pa rin. Na bakit ganon? Ganon na talaga sila kaseryoso? Ganon na niya siya kagusto? Kahit bata pa? 😔 Tapos bakit ba ako nagaabala.. bakit ba ako nagmomonitor? Bakit ba ako nangingialam?
Parang panaginip kasi, Lord 😭 Ano po, hindi ko pa rin ba tanggap? Na wala na talaga!! Ilang beses ko bang sasabihin yun? At iisipin na wala na nga 😭 Kelangan ko na nga raw magmove on. 😭😖😣
Kaya pala iba yung pakiramdam ko na wala akong update na nararamdaman sa kanya. It's maybe because totoong nagspend time sila together nung birthday ni girl. Kasi nagopen siya ng Instagram today. I wasn't able to see anything, so I thought baka naka-close friends only.
Why did he have to open my story tho? Buti na lang nagstory ako. Kasi naramdaman ko na talaga yun e. Someday, makikita ko rin pictures nila.
But then again, I don't have to!!! I hate myself
So, since his cousin watches K-drama, I suggested Scarlet Heart for him to watch. He started watching it, so I had to try what he always asked me to watch, Business Proposal.
And, my oh my. I'd been giddy with excitement since then. Pati sa mga taong hindi ko naman napapansin dati, nailipat ko yung kilig. Hahaha! Pero okay na rin, kasi nakakahappy ng puso.
I hate that I still give meaning to nonsense, silly, little things. I know I overthink a lot, but I also know that this has to stop. The care I had before has gone who knows where. Now, my heart wants to rule, but my mind just can't. I still keep connecting lines I shouldn't. I even cringe at the thought, but why do I?!
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“I need to stop imagining situations in my head that aren’t going to happen.”
— Unknown
Grabe na talaga. I feel like nakikipaglagari ako ng sitwasyon sa kanya. Pero alam ko namang ako lang yun, at wala naman talagang meaning, ako lang ang nagbibigay. Pero why did he have to do that? Why did he have to finish all my stories? Pero siguro nga, dahil nagtanong siya and he wanted to know kung stina-stalk ko pa siya. I do, but not as frequent as before. Ang hirap talaga na masaya na yung tao, tapos makikisawsaw ka pa, kahit gaano mo kagusto o kahit gaano ka kacurious. I need to let it fucking go. Ang open na pati nila sa isa't isa. Nagrereact na si girl sa posts niya. Maging masaya tayo doon.
