TCC

T said I had a beautiful voice and WOAH. That’s shits been making me weak in the knees every time I think about it.

T told me to text him and tell him how my audition goes and I don't know why, but that makes me feel like he cares. Even if it's just a little bit, it makes me happy.

T called me honey today and I'm not sure how to feel bout it. Thinking about it gives me little butterflies, but then again everytime I talk to him, it's like he hates me? Kinda confused

Just saying, T and I would make a hot couple. Looking at the pictures of us last night, we looked so good together 😤

I got a bunch of pictures with T tonight and he is literally so cute. Makes me sad and happy at the same time.

Gave T a high five today 😩

I want to have another dream of T so bad, and I don’t know why. It was so good and I kinda miss it.

Just had a very rated r dream about T and and lets just say it wasn’t sexy time, but he definitely was holding my hands and moaning in my ear.

T is literally so cute. After we stopped playing for today, I leaned my head on my instrument with the face of exhaustion and he smiled at me. But like, one of those really cute smiles where his tongue is poking out from in between his teeth. It was so cute.

T sat with me on the bus last night for a few minutes and the urge I had to lean my head on his shoulder was so strong. He looked so warm and inviting.

T gave me a hug today and said that he is so proud of everything I’ve done. Please, I cry so hard. Plus this is the first time he has actually hugged me and I was like oop.

So T was trying so hard to make eye contact with me and when I finally met his, he asked “how are you? Have you had a good day?” And then he proceeded to tell me about a good crepe place because I told him I made crepes. This man is so cute.

I had a dream that M came back for like a day and I got to hug him and now I miss him so much more than I already was.

I miss Ms pet names that he called me. I miss hun. I miss duckling. I miss him.