K is Suffering (SEVERE TW)

*goes from fine to actively suicidal in 30 seconds flat* 

like half my personality is just symptoms

do you ever feel embarrassed to be in your own skin like please just dont look at me i wish i didnt exist sometimes like i want to disappear because i cannot handle being me 

Shoutout to everyone who gets triggered merely by a mention of someone's name, you're not alone.

and i-

i never regret the meals i didn’t eat, only the ones i did.

never pressed the reblog button so fast

This is WHAT I NEED TO REMEMBER.

When I say “I hate my body” I don’t mean “oh I’m a little insecure about my belly” or “I could lose a few pounds” I mean I have physically repulsed by it. It’s horrifying and upsetting to see. I wanna crawl out of my skin.