posts about bpd, for people with bpd, by someone with bpd

I'm having a lot of symptoms of a shit ton of disorders and mental illnesses and I don't know if they're all from specific mental illnesses/disorders or just one huge thing I'm really confused, whenever I'm asked to state symptoms my mind goes blank because I have really bad memory too I barely remember anything anymore, do u have advice ?

I feel like I have BPD but I'm a minor and I don't have like two different people? like I have ways I act sometimes and I act r e a l l y different but I don't know if they'd be considered people? Do I have to have to different people/personalities to have BPD?

what happened to the original owner of this blog? are they okay?

The bugs thing is usually related to psychosis (probably mild) which is not uncommon with BPD, I have psychosis as well as borderline

I often get jealous of ppl with worse mental illnesses than mine bc their suffering is more validated. Could this be a bpd thing or am I just a very awful person?

hello!! I have a side blog @borderline-af and was wondering if you could let your followers know about it! it's cool if you can't, thanks anyway:))

oh my god is seeing bugs where there are not bugs a bpd/mentally ill thing?? wth that happens to me every day oh my god i hate it and idk if its related to me bpd but?? omg good im not the only one

I am 16 and I ended puberty 2 years ago so my hormones are calming down but I still have crAZY emotions and I'm starting to attach to bpd symptoms and they feel very relatable almost all of them are and I think I have it... I'm seeing a doctor about it but until they say I don't have it is it ok to self dxx?

I'm sorry to bother but what's it called when you have people commenting on stuff in your head? Like they'll tell me what to do and if I go against they get mad, and I usually end up doing it.

What is constantly seeing bugs in places where there aren't bugs related to? Bc I have that constantly, I'm paranoid about it and put a scarf along my door to stop any coming in and check under furniture all the time with a torch. Is it a phobia?

my fp backstabbed me and said they don't want to be friends anymore and I'm so devastated and full of anger and I think I'm gonna go into a depressive episode..... :'(

Whats a natural system? I've never heard that term before

Hey, I'm just wondering how one can be in a situation where an official diagnosis is not possible? Maybe it's a thing in America or something, I just want to know. I don't want to come over as judgemental or whatever. Love.