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sapph. 30s. canadian. she/her. lesbian. writer. romantic. relentless and hopeful. mainly posts about f1 and tennis. chronically ill, chronically on tumblr. This is an 18+ blog and includes plenty of nsfw tags and topics :)
What You'll Find Here
Tennis
Players (ATP): Jannik Sinner (my one and only), Carlos Alcaraz, Matteo Berrettini, Ignacio Buse-plus some others depending :)
Players (WTA): Vicky Mboko, Iga ĹwiÄ tek, Coco Gauff, Eva Lys-pretty much almost any of the women on tour :)
Ships: Sincaraz, many different sapphic ships for the WTA
Other: I use the tag "tennis" for filtering purposes
F1
Drivers: Daniel Ricciardo with some sprinkles of others
Ships: Maxiel
Other: I can sometimes be a hater to my most loathed drivers; I also like to post whatever I find entertaining on race weeks. I use the tag "f1" on all posts as well for filtering
I live blog races and tennis matches under "f1 lb" and "tennis lb" respectively if you ever want to filter that as well :)
Other Things
fashion, books, film, music, writing, life advice, whatever catches my eye or whatever pops in my head are all things that you'll find here as well!
Links
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âI actually think it was probably comforting to be in Jannik's orbit in that time too-it seems like when Carlos feels uncomfortable or shy, and Jannik is around, he'll glue himself to Jannik's side (see: the one point slam where he hung out with Jannik/the Italians the entire time), because he feels comfortable there (safe even.) Jannik is a known quantity, offering familiarity to him :)â
Gosh could you if you want talk more about this? I had the same impression during the Korean exho it was like Jannik was so in charge of everything and that he was trying to distract and tease/joke with Carlos a lot to maybe distract him a bit? Carlos blushed quite sometimes too cuteđ¤đť
Ofc, nonnie! Your wish is my command :)
(I was corrected by an anon that they didn't hang out the entire time together at the one point slam btw so just making that clear <3 I also don't think he was shy or uncomfortable at the one point slam, I was just using it as an example of how they orbit each other even when they don't have to <3)
Anon, you may have to forgive me in that I was possessed by something and wrote this instead of directly trying to answer your ask like I meant to. I hope you enjoy it though :)
Carlos knows tennis. Tennis is his life, his love, his happy place. Jannik is tennis. Jannik has been tennis since Carlos played against him at just fifteen, in a challenger where no one knew who they were and only a few had insight enough to realise what they would become. Carlos has always chosen Jannik-even when other rivals were suggested to him, and seemed like a more likely outcome, it was Jannik. And perhaps it was a little cruel, that Carlos would part his lips and echo Jannik's (Janni-Janni when he said it dropping the "k" and making it softer because Jannik had softness to him that others didn't see enough of. Carlos would know, he's followed him on instagram since those early days), name to everyone when Jannik himself didn't really get a say.
Carlos has studied Jannik, he has watched his matches, and re-watched his matches. Both with coaches, and in private. Jannik becomes as familiar to him as the way he slides on clay, the grip he has on his racket, the way he times a dropshot. There is comfort in Jannik rising to the top, joining Carlos there. Carlos wants to beat him, he wants to win everything, yes, of course, they both do. But Carlos isn't alone. He has someone to play with, someone who can keep up with him. Someone who doesn't look at him as though he's just some tennis prodigy, or blessed by the gods creature, but like a real person. Jannik isn't afraid of him. They'll smile at the end of matches with blood in their teeth, clean up each other with a hug at the net that means too much and not enough.
When Carlos makes the choice to fire Juanki, it is a shock to the entire tennis world. It is a sign of growing up and coming into himself, of his ability to break out of moulds that seemed to be predetermined for him for years to come. But, as with anything, the media circle, hungry and ravenous, and Juanki does not go quietly, bitter and hurt as he is. Carlos, chronically online boy that he is, sees some of the things that are said about him, about his family and it hurts.
But then there is Jannik. There is Jannik and there is Korea and Carlos is back in the familiar. Except not quite. Because Carlos is still holding himself back a little. He still feels too exposed, his hackles are still raised.
Jannik knows this. As much as Carlos has studied Jannik, Jannik has studied him right back. So, Jannik lets himself put everything on display. Flirts a little, compliments Carlos (and he does blush so pretty), lets himself show his desires to the world (doubles really does sound like such fun) and Carlos finds himself basking in it. He knows this Jannik, this is the Jannik he watched from afar on instagram, and then from up close when they started facing each other more on the tour level. He can lean a little on him now, in this way, it's okay to do that.
So they do what they do best: they play tennis. They're incandescent with it, and maybe, maybe they both struggle with the competitive spirit, and maybe Carlos gets a little more competitive than he means to. And maybe Carlos is feeling so much that the net hug is a pretty normal one by their standards but that's fine because Carlos will just tell Jannik he'll hope to see him on Sundays anyway (and despite the jinx he thrusts upon them both, he can't bring himself to fully regret those words.) And at the end of the day, they'll fly together on a plane and definitely, absolutely, not sleep in the same bed before they're back in the very real world of their sport that demands pieces of them, the way one might demand a pound of flesh.
But. They have each other, and Carlos will always love tennis, and so, he'll always love Jannik, and that is his greatest comfort.
dorianepin: Leading the race for over 20 hours and then losing it to a mechanical failure with just 3 hours to go... this one hurts.
But beyond the final result, we will remember the incredible work from the team, the amazing car we had, and every lap spent fighting at the front.
There's a lot to be proud of, and a lot to learn. We'll take both with us and come back stronger.
Thank you to the whole team, my teammates, and everyone who supported us along the way.
Le Mans, we still love you. See you soon â¤ď¸
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i have a question - i've seen a few posts you've reblogged kinda allude to jannik and holger having a feud... if so, when did this happen exactly? i'm out of the loop on this lol
allow me to set the scene. imagine, if you will, that you are holger rune in the year 2022. your childhood friend carlos alcaraz who is almost exactly the same age as you has just won a grand slam, and you want more than anything to be on the same level as him. and during indoor hardcourt season, you lock the fuck in. you start in metz and lose in the quarterfinals â a bit lackluster for the standards you're trying to reach, but it's fine. you go to sofia and make your way to the semifinals, where you're up against world #10 jannik sinner. jannik, like you, is a young player hyped up to be the next great thing. if you beat this guy, you're gonna start being taken seriously in the conversation. he takes the first set, you take the second, and you're only one game away from victory when he retires from injury. a win is a win though... but you go on to lose the final in straight sets. but! never fear! you go to stockholm the next week and win it, beating the world #5 in the final. you make the final of basel, losing to the world #9. and then. and then. paris. you beat the world #10. you beat the world #9. you beat the world #1. you beat the world #8 (who just beat you in the basel final. and in the final, you play a close, tense three-setter against the world #7, the greatest of all time, novak djokovic. and you win. you just barely miss out on playing the atp finals, but you end the year just outside the top 10, well ahead of jannik sinner, who didn't win a single match since losing to you. you're so close to carlos, and you're surpassing the rest of your generation
fast forward to monte carlo 2023. after a bit of a turbulent start to the season, you make the semifinals with a win over the world #5. and who should you play but jannik sinner, who has propelled himself back into the top 10 and is just barely above you in the rankings. the match starts, and he flat out breadsticks you. the weather sucks. the crowd is cheering against you. and this guy, competing with you to be the rival to carlos, is beating you soundly. you're pissed, so you lean into that. you argue with the crowd, you fight the umpire, and you hit the ball as hard as you possibly can and while simultaneously hitting the most annoying drop shots ever. and it works. the calm, stoic jannik sinner is so fucking done with you. he's missing easy volleys everywhere, he can barely serve, and he's just frustrated. you, holger rune, have done the impossible and made jannik sinner lose his composure on court. and you win, and it's wonderful... and you lose in the final the next day. and right after you lose the final, this happens:
ouch.
you just barely make it to the atp finals (heavily benefitting off the extreme flop of one casper ruud, among others). you just barely lose your first match to novak, you get a walkover from tsitsipas, and on the final day you're set to play jannik sinner. in italy. this should be fun. now, jannik has just beaten novak for the first time ever, and if he loses to you, novak is eliminated from the tournament. if he wants to, he could tank to take out his toughest opponent. but does he do that? ohhh no. even when you're deep into a grueling third set, he doesn't give up. he wins, and the crowd is deafening and you're going home. you could be bitter about it, but instead you pour your heart and soul into a nice instagram story about it to cope, as you tend to do
and so it comes back to monte carlo in 2024. jannik sinner is now a grand slam champion and a 2x masters 1000 champion, surpassing everything you've done. he even passes carlos in the rankings, and you are just an afterthought compared to the two of them. their rivalry is the future of tennis, and you just haven't caught up, haven't met the expectations that everyone has set for you. but maybe here, you can turn things around. it's a struggle. the schedule is not on your side, and you get caught up in rain delays and having to play multiple matches on the same day. you barely survive your first match, you make it out of your second match through tiebreaks and sheer determination, and you're exhausted. so of course, you have to play jannik sinner, now world #2. it's like last year all over again. he takes the first set, everyone in the crowd on his side, and he's improved so much in the last year that it's like you're playing a completely different person. in the second set, you go down 0-40 on your serve twice, but you somehow manage to hold on to get to a tiebreak. while all of this is going on, you've slipped back into your "brat" ways. you're getting time violations, fighting the crowd, protesting against the umpire. at one point, you do a đ¤ at the crowd and receive a code violation that you do not agree with. you basically go on strike until the supervisor comes out, all while jannik sinner is just hanging out on his side of the court, smoothing out clay with his feet, infuriatingly calm. so you go into the tiebreak at your wits end, and you end up facing a match point. you save it. you face another one. you save it. and by some miracle, you win the set. it's going to a decider. and what do you know, you've done it again. jannik sinner, who almost never expresses his emotions during a match, is visibly annoyed at you. that might just be a victory in itself... which is a good thing, because you don't get a victory in the actual match. but you're not gonna go down without a fight. and when the atp social media wishes jannik "may the force be with you", you have some choice words...
jannik goes on to end the year as a clear world #1, with two slams and four masters 1000s to his name. you, on the other hand, don't even finish the year in the top 10. you're only 21, but the constant comparisons to jannik and carlos have left you seen as a one-hit wonder with unfulfilled potential. and part of that is you just couldn't beat jannik sinner when it mattered
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Receiving social assistance money needs to be way less fucking stigmatized. Relying on a disability pension, or another income program is not a moral failing.
âBut theyâre not contributing to society!â
Maybe not by the twisted capitalistic standards of the world we live in, but all human life has inherent value, no matter how they contribute to others.
That was the point I was trying to make - those who complain about disabled people needing more support are those who would neither have offered nor accepted support from others and got themselves killed
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EXCLUSIVE TO WP. Iga ĹwiÄ tek on the Wave of Hate: âI Never Expected Anything Like Thisâ
SportoweFakty.TV â June 15, 2026
âIt was difficult for me to free myself from it,â admits Iga ĹwiÄ tek, speaking about the hate she experienced at the end of 2024 and throughout 2025. In a conversation with WP SportoweFakty, Polandâs best tennis player also evaluates Maja ChwaliĹskaâs Roland Garros campaign, reveals her hopes for this yearâs Wimbledon, and explains what the selection process for a new coach in her team will look like.
Full translation below the cut.
Iga remains in third place in the WTA rankings, but her appearance at the key tournament of every season, Roland Garros, was disappointing this time. Our tennis player was eliminated in the fourth round, losing to the sensational Marta Kostiuk, who before competing in Paris on clay had won everything there was to win.
âThere was no delight, but I managed to cool down. After all, losing is an inseparable part of sport. As I get older, it takes me less time, and Iâm already at the stage where I look only to the future,â ĹwiÄ tek does not hide in her conversation with Dawid GĂłra of WP SportoweFakty.
The main conclusions after the Paris tournament do not concern technical matters, but rather self-awareness in sport. Roland Garros taught Iga, as she says, patience and acceptance of the process. The fact that not everything we do produces the expected quick result.
âIn the earlier years of my career, results came systematically and early. However, the brutal truth is that sport does not look like that. I was lucky to experience it. Now Iâm trying to switch to patience, to trust in the process that began in April. I know the changes wonât bring immediate effects, and Iâm trying to believe that Iâm on the right path to improving my tennis. A defeat should not define me. Obviously, these things are not pleasant, and fans probably experience my losses very strongly, but I know what challenges Iâm facing. I should be humble toward sport. Tennis is not easy and it tests players practically every week. For me, only the bigger picture matters,â Iga emphasizes.
The Pole believes there is no single reason why she did not reach a later stage of the competition in Paris. Everything is connected, and in order to win a Grand Slam tournament, many things have to fall properly into place.
âI wonât give one thing for a nice headline. Rather, I can generally describe my feelings and what I learned during the tournament. I wonât hide that it was demanding because of the atmosphere surrounding me. Itâs always like that when I go to Roland Garros. Sometimes itâs easier to bear, sometimes a little harder. To deal with it requires constant work,â ĹwiÄ tek explains.
A 180-Degree Change
Igaâs relatively early exit from Roland Garros was compensated for Polish fans by Maja ChwaliĹska. She became the sensation of the tournament, advancing to the final directly from qualifying. In Paris she played ten matches in a row, which represents a gigantic effort. After Roland Garros, the Pole advanced to 21st place in the WTA rankings. This means she recorded the biggest rise among players in the first 600 positions of the table.
âIt was an incredible tournament for Maja, one that changed her life by 180 degrees. What can be appreciated most is the path she has gone through. Itâs a beautiful story because it shows how differently and at what different pace success can be achieved in sport. Iâm very happy that Maja was in the final and beat great players. She had the opportunity to experience all the emotions that accompany a player in a Grand Slam, and that is something completely different compared with other tournaments. I watched every one of Majaâs matches except the final, because by then I had already returned to training. I know how much Maja has been through, and Iâm happy that she changed her life through the work she put in,â Iga ĹwiÄ tek admits with a smile. âItâs great that Maja gained so much support. Tournaments like that change the way people perceive a player. I hope it influences her in a positive way.â
Enjoying the Game
Ahead of Iga is the tournament in London. Grass courts have always been more difficult for ĹwiÄ tek. Despite that, last year our tennis player caused a sensation by winning Wimbledon. It was the sixth Grand Slam won by Iga in her career. Now she will come to England as the defending champion. However, Iga is unable to determine what chance she has of triumphing in London.
âIf anyone were able to assess the size of that chance, they would make a lot of money through betting services. Iâve only just started training on grass. Itâs nice to make use of the experience I gained a year earlier, but this year, going to Wimbledon, Iâll feel differentâwithout expectations. Iâve repeated for years that I donât really know how to play on grass, and not long ago nobody thought of me as a favorite. Returning in the role of defending champion is completely different. Iâve experienced that at several other tournaments and itâs not the easiest thing to carry. However, I have experience and Iâll make use of it,â Iga emphasizes.
At the same time, she points out that her victory a year ago has no influence on the stage she is currently at. She is trying to build herself day by day and work in Mallorca, where she is preparing for the next part of the season. Then there will be Bad Homburg and finally Wimbledon.
âLast year I approached that tournament with a different mindset because I knew that playing on grass was a challenge for me. Iâll admit that the only thing I thought about when going out for matches was taking advantage of the fact that after so many years I finally felt comfortable playing on grass. I want to enjoy the game and remember that moment, while at the same time lowering expectations and focusing on the fundamentals. Sport is fair. How we work during the weeks before a tournament, how we function every day, will determine how we ultimately perform,â ĹwiÄ tek says in her conversation with WP SportoweFakty.
âIâll Let You Knowâ
During Roland Garros, Iga confirmed reports about plans to hire a second coach. That person would replace Francisco Roig when he is unable to work directly with the player.
âThis year we started working together in April. The plan is for Francis to work with me for the entire season. But in the longer term, it makes a lot of sense to bring another coach into the team. Firstly, very few coaches can endure working 50 weeks a year and constant travel. Itâs a demanding job. A second coach will always bring a bit of freshness and a different perspective. He may make the relationship with the first coach work even better. When you have good people around you, most of the time spent together is enjoyable, but different situations do happen, as we all know,â Iga laughs.
Before choosing the right coach, however, she wants to spend a week or two on court with that person.
âYou have to check what the cooperation would look like in terms of communication. We already had our eye on several coaches, but it wonât happen next month, so the situation is dynamic and will change. Iâll let you know,â Iga notes.
A Large Part of Life
The six-time Grand Slam champion, Olympic bronze medalist, and former WTA No. 1, regardless of her results, has to deal with enormous hate. Especially when, after a series of great matches, she happens to lose in weaker fashion.
Iga admits that the more recognizable an athlete becomes, the more hate they receive. Support also grows, of course. However, hate makes everyday work much more difficult.
âIf something works out for a person and they win, suddenly a loss becomes unacceptable. Thatâs not entirely human. Everyone makes mistakes, especially in sport. We are constantly being tested. Every week we have to prove how we play, what we have changed, what we have learned. Itâs not easy, especially in the era of social media, when simply picking up a phone can expose us to an unpleasant headline or an opinion from a fan that is neither constructive nor pleasant,â Iga states.
And she adds that she received the most hate at the end of 2024, when she did not go to tournaments in China. She admits that it affected her deeply at the time.
âI received so much hate that I never would have expected something like that. In 2025 it wasnât easy either. The last two years have been much harder in that respect. There were moments when it affected me very deeply, and there were times when it was difficult for me to free myself from it, even on the court. Thatâs why Iâm happy that I have the support of people around me with whom I can talk about it,â ĹwiÄ tek smiles.
As Iga emphasizes, hate from fans is not very common. Unless, of course, someone placed money on her victory and then had to swallow the bitterness of defeat. The most loyal fans are sensible and realize that an athlete is only human. More hate, according to the 25-year-old, exists in a completely different part of public life.
âWhat surprises me more is hate from pseudo-experts who have a radical opinionâradical enough to appear in an article, in its headline. I find that difficult to accept,â ĹwiÄ tek admits.
The only way to deal with hate, she says, is to ignore it. The four-time Roland Garros champion tries not to read such comments. After all, they have no impact on the training process or on everyday life.
âThroughout my childhood I followed celebrities in the mediaâwhere Taylor Swift went out to dinner, for example. And now my perspective has changed so much that itâs difficult for me to judge whether that information is true. Itâs not my responsibility but the mediaâs, though I understand that anything that attracts attention will always be better for the various institutions that share those news stories. You can rationalize the situation, but that doesnât change the fact that it can hurt. Saying that we donât care about it at all is stretching reality. Iâm 25 years old, Iâve been famous for six yearsâitâs a large part of my life. Iâve learned to function with it. When difficult emotions come, I work through them immediately and I know that they are not the core of who I am,â Iga insists.
She also stresses that popularity brings more than just hate. There is also tremendous support from fans.
âSome people travel after me to tournaments in different corners of the world and cheer for me. They give me warmth and kind words. Someone came to me and said that his daughter started reading books because I do a reading challenge. Or that his son got up from in front of the computer and started playing sports because of my achievements. Even people around me have picked up a passion for tennis that under different circumstances they definitely wouldnât have had! Things like that balance out the disadvantages that popularity brings,â Iga ĹwiÄ tek explains. âThose are the things you need to focus on and never allow hate to influence your decisions or the way you feel about your career or your life.â
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