s42isrotting

I’m working on making a very detailed page/carrd about myself, but for now, here’s a little about me, plus my DNI and my BYF. Unless stated otherwise, everything here is genuine (/g) and serious (/srs).

Also, I didn’t know where to put this in, but I’m 18 years old, white and neurodivergent (though not yet diagnosed) as of writing this. 

Name 

I go by Rot, and I also like ‘that thing’, and simply being referred to with no name, like just my pronouns, a vague gesture or just a blank space. 

Pronouns

My main/favorite pronouns are he/him, he/hine, it/its, pup/pups and rot/rots, though I use others. The full sets will be in my carrd when I publish it.

Orientation

I use a lot of labels, like, over 40, just for my orientation, so it would be a long list to put here, but I do have main/favorite ones. 

My main orientations or my most well known ones are gay, mlm, nblm, asexual, aro-spec, aegosexual and polyamorous. Those are the ones I usually tell people as most people know what those all are (but if you don’t, don’t worry, and feel free to ask!)

Some other lesser known labels, or microlabels, I use are achillesyian, myrsexual, fictoqueer, nindivian, xeminian, nosexsexual, apl-spec and aflux. 

And that’s still not the full list!

Gender

Like my orientation, I use a heaping pile of gender labels. I use mostly xenogenders, but I do have a few anthrogenders (non-xenic/non-xenogenders). Gender for me, personally, is things that are related, connected, have influence over, represent or gave me euphoria in my identity as male, sexless, altersex, non-binary and “a boy”. 

My most well known genders or labels are transmasc, boy, non-binary, enboy, genderfluid and polygender. 

Some of my favorite xenogenders are kenochoric, kiddiekitty, calicracklic, batusio, cannibagorix, hiemisano, archerlian and pyrogender.

I use well over 300 labels for my gender, which I will be attempting to put into a neat, organized list. 

Nonhumanity and Alterhumanity

I also use many alterhuman labels. 

I’m a polymorph, calico cat therian, some form of angel, divine or angelic type thing (I’ve been confused by it for over two years haha), Dt. Castellanos fictionkin and Stefano Valentini fictionkin, both of which are from The Evil Within and The Lighthouse fictionkin. 

Other labels I use are furry, inexian, boything, aldernic, alderlux, aldervexic, and alderzeevi ( he four alder- labels are not specifically an alterhuman labels, but I feel it describes my alterhumanity). 

I’m also an age and pet dreamer (which aren’t alterhuman but they don’t fit anywhere else) meaning I sometimes act like or pretend to be a child and/or animal, without fully regressing into a child-like or animal-like headspace. I’m not 100% sure, but I’m pretty sure that I’m not able to regress, either age or pet. It could be that I’m not not able to, or I don’t have what I need to (a safe/comfty space, a caregiver, comfort/ageregre/petregre items, etc). This is NOT k!nk or age/pet play of any kind. 

And like my orientation and gender, that’s not all my labels!

I think its’ pretty apparent that I absolutely love labels. 

Interests and Fandoms

I’m an artist and writer, both original work and fanwork, and I love, love, love collecting things. I like to collect rocks, crystals, shells, dried flowers, random nature stuff (like acorns, moss, etc), books, random objects (tiny toys, coins, slime) and dead things (bones, dead bugs, starfish, etc. I only find them in nature, and never kill or trap! I do not condone or support killing animals, bugs and other living things for the sole reason of collecting or taxidermy.)

Some fandoms I’m in is Marvel, both comics, MCU and other movies, DC Comics, both comics, animated series and movies, and Legends of Tomorrow, Overwatch, Team Fortress 2, The Evil Within, Skulduggery Pleasant, Warrior Cats and the furry fandom. 

My all time favorite characters in all of media are Junkrat and Roadhog (Overwatch), Mick Rory (Legends of Tomorrow), Barry Allen (The Flash, DC Comics), Skulduggery Pleasant and Bill-Ray Sanguine (Skulduggery Pleasant series), Hannibal Lecter (Hannibal NBC) and Aramis and Porthos (The Musketeers BBC).

Some aesthetics I like are cottagecore, weridcore, kingcore, knightcore, fairycore, kidcore and vaporwave, though this isn’t the full list!

Please Interact If...

I you are a MOGAI, xenogender, microlabel, otherkin or alterhuman account/blog, I’d love if you would interact! That’s sort of the content I am looking forward to posting (with a few fanfic related posts thrown in there). 

I’m also looking for The Evil Within 1, 2 and DLC fictionkin, fictionflickers and -hearted people! I’d love to meet any source mates, and doubles are welcome! Theodore Wallace is a little iffy but I’d still love to meet you, and maybe change my mind if I can learn about your experiences! I’m especially looking for Joseph Oda, as we were detective partners and friends in my past life. 

My DNI (do not interact) and BYF (before you follow)

Do not interact if you are or support: Sexual age play, sexual age regression, sexual pet play, sexual pet regression, transage, transrace, MAPS/Pears/No-MAPS/pedos, conservatives, queerphobes of any kind, anti-self diagnosing, anti-otherkin/alterhuman, anti-furry, “cringe” blogs (unless you consider yourself cringe as reclamation), racists and xenophobes of any kind, any form of sexism, religiocentrism of any religion, anti-fat, artists/writers that create nsfw fanworks of real people, pro-shippers,  zoophiles/zoosexuals, pro-incest (blood related or otherwise), pro non-con/r@pe (including real life, threats, fanworks, art and media).

Before you follow, know that I support (or am, in some cases): M-spec gays and lesbians, xenogenders, MOGAI genders, MOGAI sexualities, neopronouns, LGBTQ+ microlabels, age regression and all its (non-sexual) forms, pet regression and all its (non-sexual) forms, furries (fandom, k!nk and lifestyle), alterhumans and nonhumans and all its forms and types, systems and plurality and all of its forms, self-diagnosing, all religions as long as individual I’m interacting with is not a bigot, safe and consensual k!nk, godspousing, self-shippers, ethical non-monogamy, semi and non-dysphoric trans people.

NSFW and 18+ Accounts, who can interact?

NSFW and 18+ accounts that can interact: Nsfw art, original writing, fanfiction, imagines, POVs, scenarios, furry art and edits (both gore/violent nsfw and sexual nsfw), sexual and non-sexual k!nk blogs, true crime/crime photo accounts, horror related accounts and animal gore in the context of ethical vulture culture or art.

NSFW and 18+ accounts I will block if you interact: Irl/real photos and videos of sexual content/acts, sexual content of any kind relating to real people (YouTubers, celebrities, musicians, etc.), any kind of content that sexualizes age regression and pet regression and DDLG and it’s variations (this not not include caregiver and caregiver/handler & little/pet accounts, those can interact as long as it’s not k!nk).

Feel free to ask questions, but please use tone tags! 

Thanks so much for reading! /g

Photo versions of my DNI and BYF

If it’s homophobic for a cishet to tell a trans man that he’s “not really gay”, then it’s also homophobic if a cis gay man says it, even if he’s gay himself.

If it’s transphobic for a cis person to tell a non-binary person they “aren’t actually trans”, then it’s still transphobic if a trans person says it, even if they are trans themself. 

Queer and trans people are not exempt from being homophobic, transphobic, biphobic, acephobic, etc. 

If someone calls you out for saying/doing something homo/transphobic and you respond with “but I’m gay” or “but I’m trans”, you are literally no better then queerphobic cishets who say stuff like “but I have a gay friend and he agrees with me” and stuff like that. 

I’m conceptum, specifically liminum, meaning that I have a paraphilic attraction to liminal spaces.

I know this attraction is at least semi or majority romantic and half aesthetic, but it feels queerplatonic in nature, with the tinyiest hint of possible sexual and/or physical attraction (I’m still trying to figure out how to differentiate the two).

And I have different attractions for different types of liminal spaces. Indoor, abandoned house and outdoor liminal give me mostly romantic feelings, while outdoor nature type liminal spaces (like in forests, at the edge of them, etc.) give me a different attraction. It’s half aesthetic, and half something else that I’m not sure how to define.

And liminal playgrounds or play spaces are something else entirely (/pos)!!!!! As an age dreamer that wants a caregiver, or at least a friend or partner that can be there while I dream/semi-regress, I love the idea of a sentient liminal space playground taking care of an upset little/ageregre/agedre. Like, swaying the swings back of forth for them, twisting it’s slides in fun and new ways, making the colors all fun and saturated, etc. This most aesthetic attraction and whatever type of attraction a little/any for of ageregre would feel towards a caregiver (something like a type of attraction that attracts littles to people they perceive as caregivers, or someone who radiates a caring energy, y’know what I’m trying to say?)

I just love liminal spaces so much and wanted to talk about it!!!

Everything is /g /srs

Scargender: A gender related or connected to fictional body horror, gore, blood, haunted/creepy/abandoned hospitals, small villages/towns and asylums, cop/detective aesthetics, barbed wire, dark/creepy medical aesthetic, the color gray, brown, deep red, rust and black.

This can be purely xenic, or it can be masculine, neutral, feminine, etc if you want. This can also be any type of gender, like a regular xenogender, a kingender, an aesthetigender, etc. 

Coined by me, on 10/14/19.

Anyone can use!

No spoilers for any show he’s in.

Being a near perfect example of the “tough burly manly-man”, he’s embarrassed and a bit ashamed of being an age and pet dreamer, despite seeming to have absolutely no shame in literally anything else. Let’s be real, the Rogues and the Legends know all about his dirty fantasies, secrets and trauma that he has no problem randomly inserting into conversations. 

Everyone who knows, Leonard Snart, the Rogues, the Legends and Barry Allen, found out on accident, except Ray Palmer. Ray was stressing and generally feeling upset, and confided in Mick, despite Mick being very obvious with the fact he didn’t like Ray and totally not just pretending /s. Ray asked Mick what he did to de-stress and calm down, other than light things on fire, Mick blurted out that he “acts like a dog sometimes”. Intrigued, Ray asked about it, and surprisingly Mick told him. Of course, it was very simple and gruff, like “sometimes I act like a dog or a kid. Relives stress and stuff. Y’should try it”. 

Mick doesn’t regress, though he does feel more calm and light when age and/or pet dreaming. He’s a little of ‘child age’, no specific age or anything, and a dog. He isn’t any particular breed, but he does like big mutts.

He likes chewelry, and has a red and orange gradient Lego shaped chewy on a leather necklace. While he always likes oral stim, he usually only uses chewelry or toys when he’s little or a dog, typically settling on eating or chewing on his leather gloves when he’s not dreaming. Leonard got him a fireman themed pacifier once, and while Mick threw a totally adult tantrum that involved commuting arson, and got very angry about “being treated like a baby”, he kept it. Even though he’d rather jump off a plane then admit it, he has, in fact, used it a few times when he was feeling lonely, like when Leonard was on a job alone, or the Legends were ignoring him. 

He likes collars, and has a few different red ones. His favorite is a red dog collar, one of the ones with a black clip, with a red, orange and gold fire dog-tag. He doesn’t like leashes, and doesn’t have a need for them, but Leonard still bought him one just in case. This, thankfully, didn’t cause a tantrum. He doesn’t bark or yip, but he doesn’t like to talk when he’s feeling like or acting like a dog, so he usually growls, hums or is just silent. 

Mick stays away from fire, candle and crime when he’s age dreaming, or feeling like a kid, and typically stays in his room or in whoever's room that’s taking care of him or watching him. He hates feeling little or like a dog in public, or not in a safe, small bedroom. 

Some activities he likes to do when feeling little or pet dreaming is: sorting and re-organizing his supplies, like bolts, washers, non-sharp tools, or arranging them in different ways or making shapes with them, coloring in the various coloring books that Leonard and the Legends have got him and watching kids shows, like My Little Pony. Again, not like he’d ever admit he watches MLP. When Nate Heywood joined the Legends and asked about the Apple Jack figurine Mick had, let’s just say he almost needed to go to the medical bay. 

Mick mostly age and pet dreams to cope with boredom, loneliness, and ableism, and uses it to relive stress when he’s unable to light things ablaze, or when he’s feeling unsafe. But sometimes he does it “just because”, and sometimes in-voluntarily feels the intense urge to act little or like a dog, even when he doesn’t want to. This is usually when he feels really safe and comfortable. 

Mick dresses pretty much the same when he’s feeling like a dog, plus his chewy and collar. When he’s feeling little, he likes to wear just a shirt, soft pants and socks, with no gloves. He’ll only wear gloves while age dreaming when he’s around someone who doesn’t know about his burns, to avoid them asking questions when he’s little. 

He actually has a fair amount of toys, which are usually kept in one little Ikea shelf in the corner of his room. On top of the shelf he has an Apple Jack and a Rainbow Dash figurine, his collar and his chewelry. The shelf has two shelves, the top one with Mick has stuffed animals, color materials and coloring books, and the bottom shelf, where Mick has some balls, stuffed animals made for dogs so he can chew on them, and a heated pad which he occasionally uses to nap on. 

That’s all my age dreaming and pet dreaming headcanons for Mick Rory right now! Feel free to ask any questions! /g