suddenly she was beautiful yet nothing had changed

I'm almost certain I could not be more disgusted.

Careful. I know who and what you are. What you are and are not capable of. Trying to convince me of anything is just fucking stupid

Idk how much longer I can do this

I hate that I want to be in love. To see that light in his eyes when he sets them on me. I need to feel needed and wanted. Im not ok being just me anymore. He made me this and now he cant fulfill the whole he left in me . Im not waiting for him anymore, he is not capable of happiness. There's a black whole inside him that steals time and sufacates the life inside me. I need and hes not. It hurts and I hate. Im sad and lonely and full of love for someone anyone. I long to leave him all alone just how I am even sitting next to him

There was and is and forever will be a battle between good and evil.

Im starting to wonder if my whole life is a series of very bad dreams. Or maybe they have killed me and im stuck in some kinda limbo. A hell of some kind. This seems to be the most acceptable conclusion I can deduce. And it explains everything. How do I get the fuck out???