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but with them it personally feel like, the spark is lost once they step up to romantic relationship the same feeling like finally getting the thing u really really wanted, to just lose interest of it once it's in ur hand

in a way it is kinda like a masochistic love

the feeling of wanting to endlessly chasing for something, i think that is addictive for cater who always chasing clouds on social media

despite it not securing everlasting happiness it at least makes him feel something

despite of them not being together, i adore cater who is still portrayed to hang out with trey even after they have grown up, like they would expect the least to keep in touch with each other after fulfilling their duty at school

but here they are, it surprises cater the most

he is probably still feeding from the feeling "i used to love you, you know" whenever he looks at trey laughing happily with what he has now, while also closing his eyes and mutters in his heart "i know this is for the best"

i think that kind of connection between them is much more meaningful than anything can ever happen between them

there's some sense of loyalty that surpass love to see ur favorite person be so happy while accepting that u can't make him happy the same way as he is now

to me, they largely represent the fear of ever stepping forward

and, wisely deciding that,

something might be good for u, but probably not the best for you

( with how trey ends up blooming more with someone who can be honest with their feeling & cater avoiding to hurt trey thinking of the possibility that their relationship is not going to be the way he was expecting )

the courage to make decision and step away from that is big and i want to appreciate it

overall, their chemistry with each other is great,

i understand how they came to be, and trey clearly holds great affection to cater as a friend in game

but i like them best when they have loose but strong connection with each other rather than being specifically close