As Told by Ryan

Honestly, tumblr is where I let my inner sadboi out because I know not a lot of people give a shit here (:

My life is one big time capsule. I look back at videos to see the people I’ve been dancing with and them might not be here with us anymore. I open a box full of high school letters and I see heartfelt messages from people that have gone. It’s moments like literally living it up like your last on footage or on paper that immortalized the essence of what the moments we share represent. Just know, if we were close at one point I still care about you. If you were ever a part of my life I care about you. We might not have talked for a long time, but life happens. We become adults. We become mature. We chase our dreams striving to turn them into the closest reality we can get it to. If you’re ever reminiscing, maybe someone else is doing the same thing too ya know? Distance truly does make the heart grow fonder. So don’t give up on people, don’t give up on yourself. Keep working hard and we will all see and appreciate the person that we used to know in high school or in college. What defines a friend is someone that cares about you, not the amount of times they text you in a year.

Anyone just wanna play videogames or watch anime together? I’d like to meet new people. This quarantine life is rough 😅 hit me up! IG: @ryanxdee

My days are starting to look up. Actually they’ve been up. Tumble is just there to be my negative outlet when I really don’t want to talk to anyone 😅

This place is a ghost town. Perfect place to simp 🥲

It’s been good so let’s keep it that way. Lately I’ve been feeling so motivated to just keep doing my best and make everyday worth it because it simply just is.