itās hard to put into words what Liam Payne meant to me. He was comfort, whenever something went on, good or bad, I found myself lost in the beautiful melodies and lyrics he sang and wrote, but sometimes it was the other little things, a funny post, a livestream, posts from performances, etc. So many memories tied to him for the last 13 years of my life. The community I got to be apart of because of him brought me lifelong bonds, with friends all over the world. Iāll never be able to thank or repay him for that. He deserved so much more than what this cruel world gave him, he was sunshine in a dark place. Itās so hard to conceptualize that heās gone, and iām not quite sure how to stop feeling sick every time i think about it, I donāt know how iām supposed to stop thinking about the person that got me through my darkest days and gave me my happiest moments, even indirectly at times. I wish there was more we couldāve done. Iāll miss you forever Liam.
