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SO WHAT IM WATCHING A 2 HOUR GCMM WHILE I WAIT FOR MY BOYFRIEND TO COME BACK ??

i may fall asleep

i know most people who are like "you're literally beautiful what do you mean you're insecure" mean it in a good way but sometimes it's just frustrating . i mean I'm insecure . i mean I'm not seeing what you're seeing and I'm instead seeing every single one of my flaws individually and not as the whole picture . someone being pretty doesn't stop them from being insecure about themself because they don't perceive themself the way you do

in my defence ☝🏻☝🏻 he sent voicenotes and sometimes his voice makes me sleepy , i think it’s a comfort thing ?? but yeah and since i was already sleepy i just fell straight back to sleep while listening for to his voicenote AND i have this mode on my phone so it doesn’t just turn off after 30 seconds so i fall asleep on the chat and stay on it all night and i guess i do weird shit ??

you know when you need your boyfriend really badly and all you can think about is him even when talking to other people and it's to the point where in talking to them you almost start talking to them like you're talking to him by calling them his name because you can't stop thinking about him ?