Spoilers

   It wasn’t something that had really ever crossed River’s mind, the Doctor to her had always had a male form, well that was how human’s perceived it, but of course, to a time lord their outer shell isn’t something that’s gendered, it’s just something else, like a different t-shirt - but oh River had to admit, this one was very pretty. She almost preferred the Doctor like this, all curvy and smooth… her eyes couldn’t help running down the other, lingering on parts now that she knew they were married and it was all completely okay.     There was a deep chuckle at the woman’s words, her eyes shooting back up to her face. “Oh I like everything. Look at you! I almost want to twirl you around like a princess!” she laughed, her hands running down the others arms, grabbing her hands and squeezing them. Eyes catching some light from somewhere, River grinned, spinning on her heal to look at the TARDIS. “Oh I’ve missed her too - although I’ve missed you a little more sweetie.” She shot a look back to the woman before quirking a brow.     “Wouldn’t be as much fun as I am if I didn’t get into trouble now and again.” she winked. Turning back around to face the other woman. Laughing at the air quotations. She should have known from the moment she introduced herself as John Smith - she shook her head, curls bouncing with the movement. “what do you mean she threw you out? And catch up darling, I’ve been doing that for years!” she chuckled.    

Her smile only grew bigger at River’s words. Once again she was reminded of what true love was. Her and River, they were true love. Even if they hadn’t seen each other for ages, they would always find their way back to one another. “I’ve missed you, too.” She grinned.

“Well, maybe it wasn’t the smartest idea to regenerate inside the TARDIS again. As soon as I wanted to fly off, she refused and instead threw me out. But hey, I’m here. All safe and sound. And as far as I know, I haven’t lost a hand this time.” The Doctor joked, pulling River in a bone-crushing hug. This new form loved hugs, with anyone and at anytime.

“Are you always this flirty with strangers?” When she pulled away she narrowed her eyes at her wife. Of course she knew that River liked flirting, but most of the time she did it to gain something from it. “‘Cause I’d like you to know that you’re my wife. We’ve been through this before, remember? When you had gone off to marry someone else and you eventually found out that I was a white-haired Scotsman.”

   River bent a little closer to the woman, brows furrowed as the other started to squint at her. Oh thank God, she’s not dead… although River couldn’t quite understand how someone who looked like had just fallen out of the sky could still be alive… but she’d seen stranger things, and some of them earlier that night.     River began to offer the woman a hand up, but she faltered when the other spoke, her mind reeling. This woman had fallen out of the TARDIS… and was 1. Still alive. 2. The Doctors new companion? 3. Someone who had stolen the TARDIS. 4. The Doctor had thrown her out of the TARDIS or 5. She was The Doctor…    Green eyes blinked at the woman, a tilt of her head as she watched her. Could she be…no… surly… but - what if? River thinned her lips a little. “What do you know about the TARDIS? Where is it? Who are you?” she reeled off the questions, all other concerns leaving her mind at once. 

Most of her questions were obviously ignored. Instead it seemed like the other woman was confused., choosing to focus on one specific point. But that in turn confused her. So whoever the woman was, knew exactly what she was talking about. Anyone else would think she was a madwoman but not her. She knew what a TARDIS was!

This excited The Doctor, the newfound energy helped her become fully aware. Then finally, it all clicked. The Doctor knew why the woman’s voice sounded more familiar.  She instantly smiled at who she now knew was River.

“Oh right! I wonder why it took me so long to realize who you are,” The Doctor beamed as she patted River’s back before tilting her head to the side, “Right, you don’t recognize me, do you? Of course you don’t!”

By the woman’s entrance and her casual attitude toward the Alien she’d shot down, Sarah Jane learned quite a bit.  That meant she could skip the first 11 questions about her.  However, some of the most important details were harder to guess.  Like if this was some sort of trap.  She had little doubt that this person was aware of her connection to a certain Time Lord.

For all she wished to keep up her skepticism for safety’s sake, there was just something about this River Song.  Sarah Jane gave the woman a quirk of a smile and she held out a hand.

“I dreamed a dream in times gone by

When hope was high and life worth living”

“I dreamed, that love would never die

Send a ◈ for a first kiss between our muses.

  Pulling the other by the shoulders she moved her to the wall, pinning her up against it. Flattening her body against the others for a moment, her eyes meeting with the others and realising her precarious position, taking full advantage of the moment, River leaned in, planting her lips on the others, enjoying the softness of them. It had been a while since she’d kissed someone, let alone a women, and a good looking one at that… River smiled into the kiss as she heard footsteps pass them, telling her that they had avoided the threat, for now. She pulled away from the other, a slight blush on her cheeks.    “We should get moving.” 

   She’d always known that she was going to die because of the Doctor, always had accepted the fact that one day she would meet a Doctor that didn’t know her, and that wouldn’t fall in love with her because his heart belonged to someone else, she would be something of a speck in his life until they met properly… but she would prove to whatever incarnation it was that she was important… with her death…     Even though it pained her more than anything River knew she had to go. She needed to help these people. If it hadn’t been for a malfunction of her vortex manipulator she would have never met this incarnation of her love anyway, but it had been the universes last thank you before she met her end. She could accept that - but she wouldn’t push it, she couldn’t do that - not after everything they had done - how many times had they saved the universe from each other? Now was not the time to start another universe, even if it would save her life, it could kill billions of others.     River shook her head gently, her eyes still pooling with tears. “No my love, not this time.” she swallowed hard. A smile on her lips as she gave the other woman’s hands a squeeze. “Goodbyes aren’t always forever, they’re simply wishing the other good health until the next time they see each other.” she thinned her lips, scrunching her nose. “You’ll see me again Doctor, even if it’s just in your memories. That’ll be me, reminding you I love you.” 

“Why can’t you just come with me?” the Doctor sobbed, dropping River’s hands and holding both of her hands in her hair as she paced around. She knew the answer to that question. River had to die. It was part of her story. Her diary was coming to an end, there were only a few pages left and they both knew it.

She turned her back to River, not wanting her wife to see her cry. Showing her vulnerability was still a problem for her nowadays. The Doctor rubbed her eyes, eventually placing her hands on her hips and looking down to the ground. She was completely at loss for words.

Maybe this was a nightmare and they were both fast asleep in the TARDIS. She pinched her own arm and flinched when it hurt. No, it wasn’t a nightmare. This was reality. Her shoulders shook gently as she finally let go of all the tears she had been holding, letting them stream down her cheeks with her back still towards her wife.

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Jenny was out for a peaceful stroll on the most recent planet she hopped to, when her alarm start going of about a distress signal. Not necessarily for her specifically, but she always showed up in case she could help anyways, so off she went with a slight glance around to make sure no one saw her just up and disappear.

BDSM Meme: Send a ♠ if your muse wants to submit to my muse

“Well let me go and get my cat suit and whip and we can begin.” she smirked, winking in his direction before slipping into the depths of the TARDIS closet.

“Well, could have been worse I suppose..” Missy stated as she tried to get her hands free from the handcuffs to try and find a way to get out of the cell. She wished she would have been alone but no, River had to be there too.

Q: I know you have to make the character your own, but maybe second season…