1.   NATIVE   AMERICAN   RIGHTS  FUND

2.   NATIONAL   INDIGENOUS   WOMEN’S   RESOURCE   CENTER

3.   NAVAJO   WATER   PROJECT

4.   MISSING   AND   MURDERED   INDIGENOUS   WOMEN   USA

5.   FIRST  NATIONS  COVID-19  EMERGENCY  RESPONSE  FUND

and  here’s  some  other  resources  with  ways  to  help  indigenous  people

1.   INDIGENOUS   -   JJESSMINEINIDGENOUS.CARRD.CO

2.   A   TWITTER   THREAD   SURROUNDING  MICROAGGRESSIONS

3.   NATIVE   LIVES   MATTER   CARRD

ACTIONS: (add + to reverse who does the action)

✦ to finger my muse  ✧ to give my muse oral  ☆ to get caught doing something sexual in public ✻ to catch my muse masturbating  ✸ for a drabble about my muse having a sex dream about yours ❆ to tease my muse  ❁ for our muses first time  ✶ for something awkward to happen during sex ♢ for something to make our muses laugh during sex  ♤ for my muse to help yours undress  ☽ for my muse to have trouble taking off an article of clothing  ♧ to guide my muse’s hands where yours wants to be touched  ♜ for my muse to kiss an area where yours is insecure  ♞ my muse gets a cramp during sex ♦ my muse sneezes during sex ♟ my muse says the wrong name during sex ✪ for our muses to be intimate in nature © for morning sex  ✘ to eat food off of my muse  ♕ make your own scenario 

WORDS: 

i’ve been cultivating unkindness. i’ve been cultivating a lot of things — i’m a fertile field, it turns out — but unkindness is the most interesting.

it is unkind of me to try and play a trick on you.

i can hear everything, warped and distorted but broadcast somehow.

i can’t dig you out; i can’t reach my fingers deep enough inside my own brain, inside my own ribcage.

without you, divorced from even the idea of you, i have no substance, no form.

you are the antithesis that gives me definition.

another tragic love story, who needs that?

tragedy is the point.

do you think you have a monopoly on anger?

i’m not really anything like a person.

i love you and love you and love you, just as i am gone and gone and gone.

i can’t imagine a version of myself that would not love you.

i dream of you. sometimes in my dreams you are singing. sometimes you’re raging at me.

don’t leave me.

i killed someone. i killed someone.

i’ll set myself on fire to give you light.

i don’t want you to be lost. i don’t want you to be stuck. i just want you to be free, and joyous, and buoyant.

i woke up needing you, you artery ripped loose from me, all bloody and twining.

time rattles on its hinges.

i’ve come to barter.

do you think i’m as fickle as a human?

are those matches? what do you think you’re doing?

i do not have time for this. you can be angry at me later, you can scream and rage at me when you’re not in danger anymore.

am i the martyr or are you?

there are other ways to get me to shut up, you know.

i believe you. i always believe you.

you’re always so right. it must be such a burden.

i must hate you, is that it? that’s why i did all this, because i want you gone.

i am with you because i want to be. that’s all.

i will love you like a fire loves a forest.

time has made liars and cheats of us all.

i will make a bullet of my mouth. i will make a knife of my heart.

@ruinesus

eye lids drift close , the melodies that which would remind you most of home. an odd concept , home , as demons , this concept would be very different to how a human , or even heavenly being would describe this as such. everyone else who existed in this realm held no such concepts of this , but , that is precisely what made it just right. thinking back on it , several others would look down upon the soil in which you walked and so forth. in your youth , it was something beyond your comprehension. though , as you’ve aged with time , and gaining more experiences in terms of places you’d visit , it began to make sense. but , looking at the palace that stood tall above the realm , there wouldn’t be anywhere else that you’d want to be. well , more specifically , there was someone who you couldn’t bare to leave behind. pushing such thoughts aside , they were unnecessary for a guard such as yourself , but , most guards & royalty were close as you two were. what precisely were you two?