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🚫🚫🚫 Loud Is Not Allowed 🚫🚫🚫 🛑🛑🛑 Not Looking For Pity 🛑🛑🛑 I have lost many things becoming disabled. I bet the most important things I miss most are not what you would think they are. ☹️ - sleeping in a bed ( I haven’t slept in a bed in over 5 years.) ☹️- the luxury of a sick day ( I’m on disability so I’m not allowed to feel bad even when I feel bad) ☹️- friends (nobody calls or visits anymore, my cat is my best friend now) ☹️- my voice (if I don’t have something positive to say, I’m embracing the victim mentality) ☹️- peace (never a moment or position without pain, EVER) ☹️- value ( I sit/recline at home on my a$$, tired? “Why you don’t work” pain medicine? “Why You’re just a drug addict” Help? “Hold on; in a minute; I forgot; its not my job) ☹️- living (social distancing? Been that way for over a year. Death by Covid-19? Would be quicker than the slow death I’m experiencing now) I’m not suicidal, I don’t have to be. I’m slowly being erased as we speak. I’m also too exhausted from trying to be sick and disabled according to society’s standards. https://www.instagram.com/p/B-OFeGDFPN-/?igshid=1j5n8a60q1u6n

The life of a cat lol... looks stressful .... NOT!!! I just love her💜💜💜 #catslife #grateful #simplejoys https://www.instagram.com/p/B-IaZ76FEax/?igshid=1k1ikxviispub

Cute Cat Photos 💜💜💜 So I’m sitting here and all of a sudden I hear my cat almost like whimpering but not in distress. She wasn’t hurt in any way, so I look over and there is a moth up near the light. It reminded me of when my son was a little boy and he started screaming “Mom! Mom! Bug! Bug! Get it away from me!” There was a bug in the bathroom and he was freaking out. Now she is standing vigil looking for the moth. 😂😂😂. #catlovers #bugwatching #gratefulheart https://www.instagram.com/p/B9_i9fEle-a/?igshid=tkzjewmhjj17

Rooooaaaarrrr!!!! Lol, this was an accidental picture. It made me laugh, my little lion 😂😂😂 #littlethings #gratitude #pictureworthathousandwords https://www.instagram.com/p/B9yCytNF2WC/?igshid=cant69pu8hhe

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Most of you know I suffer greatly from severe chronic pain. If I looked at all the negatives it’s like dropping a rock in a bottomless well. Waking up in so much pain or worse yet not even getting to sleep because of the pain is my daily reality. Despair is an easy pit to sink into when pain and sadness are the norm. When that starts to happen to me, this little lady reminds me there are still blessings and light in my life. I was sitting here thinking “ I would love to be able to sleep right now.” Then I hear it... my boo Olive who is above my head on my recliner..... is.... snoring 💤 Seriously, she is so comfortable after being fed, petted, and brushed that she is in a deep enough sleep to be snoring.. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️😊😊😊💜💜💜 This moment is priceless 💖💖💖 https://www.instagram.com/p/B9bUv6alZ2N/?igshid=1d55idsdw279x

This is my daily joy! My best friend is my cat Olive. She is beautiful and a companion forever #gratitude #nevergiveup #happinessisfree https://www.instagram.com/p/B9MViROhXP5/?igshid=agu54ostttz6

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Sasha’s Sunday thought... This is my current challenge. I’m trying to discover my destiny. In order to do that I have to figure out who I am. All I can say is DO THE WORK and stop hiding from yourself with social media, tv, and the list goes on. That’s what I’m trying to do anyway. 💋💋💋 #dothework #nevergiveup #dreambig https://www.instagram.com/p/B8WATjFFAHj/?igshid=nfn577f3djda

This is my best friend. Her name is Olive and she is my fur baby. I have been very lonely for quite a while now. Olive coming into my life has been a godsend. When I was little I had a cat named kiki. I loved her dearly and she got out one day and we couldn’t find her. I thought she was unique. I have had several other fur babies but never a connection like with kiki. I think Olive has channeled kiki somehow lol. She is exactly like her. My heart is very full. I’m very thankful. I don’t have to be alone anymore. 💜💜💜 #gratefulheart #lovemyfurbaby #unconditionallove https://www.instagram.com/p/B8TdMC1lPyP/?igshid=1jrv8mqmj2qhg

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Just a reminder... #notyouraverageglamourgirl #butyoudontlooksick #knowyourworth https://www.instagram.com/p/B7mQdcoFdDt/?igshid=1oxyzwge6u7q5

I’m so happy to post this today! This is my new fur baby Olive. She is a youngster but she is definitely my lap cat. She has brought me more joy in the last few days than I can explain with words. #grateful #furbaby #loved https://www.instagram.com/p/B7Y2vvtl_on/?igshid=1vu5yof9i51sj

In case nobody told you! #notyouraverageglamourgirl #butyoudontlooksick #grateful #confidencebuildingdiva https://www.instagram.com/p/B7I23bCl_em/?igshid=2856yroaoq9f

I borrowed this from a friend... I think it’s pretty profound when you think about it. #notyouraverageglamourgirl #grateful #butyoudontlooksick https://www.instagram.com/p/B7GRSfwFdSf/?igshid=c5ya5jhzg8te

Enough said lol🙃🙃🙃 #happynewyear #gratefulheart #yolo https://www.instagram.com/p/B6wwx0zlu0n/?igshid=cj5a6x1v9kjz

I borrowed this from a friend... This is particularly true for me, and most chronic illness sufferers I know. (Mental illness falls here too) I wonder if people know how insignificant they make people feel with their judgements and assumptions. The societal stigma is sometimes more painful than the illness itself. Maybe we should look through a filter of love colored glasses rather than the preconceived notions ones we wear. Just a thought👩🏻‍🎤🦋☮️💜👩🏻‍🎤🦋☮️💜 #butyoudontlooksick #notyouraverageglamourgirl #mylifematterstoo https://www.instagram.com/p/B6mqpuTF9il/?igshid=1gp7k4i13vuu9