Ummmm sometimes you dread the weight of your life and other times it is an early morning in april and there are 5 species of birds singing and also the sun is shining through the baby leaves. Btw

[on the verge of having a complete breakdown] i need to make some kind of list or perhaps sort things into categories

i want to read more. i want to write in my journal more. i want to listen to more music. i want to eat more fruits & vegetables. i want to drink more tea, do more yoga, meditate more. i want to sit outside and admire the trees more. i want to laugh more, cry more, let myself be moved more. in this life, i will never stop wanting more.

Forest in Usadba Zavetnoye, Russia, between Moscow and Velikiy Novgorod.