Destined to Fade

❛on a scale of one to ten… how illegal do you think doing this is?❜

❛okay, but, consider this: i don’t care. i’m gonna do it.❜

❛there are certain moments where i consider you someone with brilliant ideas and a good future. this is not one of those moments.❜

❛how hard is it to do a wheelie on a motorcycle? how many feet can you go, doing a wheelie, without crashing?❜

❛it’s three in the morning and i’m bored and you’re the only one awake. let’s break into a gas station store.❜

❛WHATEVER YOU DO, DO NOT FILL UP A “SUPER BIG GULP” CUP WITH 5 HOUR ENERGY AND CHUG THE WHOLE THING. MY HEART HAS EITHER STOPPED COMPLETELY OR IS BEATING SO FAST THAT I CAN’T FEEL MY OWN PULSE.❜

❛is it a bad idea to use mountain dew instead of milk in your cereal?❜

❛i heard if you suck up enough helium, your voice starts to sound really squeaky… wanna go buy some balloons?❜

❛can you cook bacon with a hair straightener? asking for a friend.❜

❛yes, i did beat him up and i will not apologize.❜

❛complaining helps the situation, like, not at all.❜

“Whoa, are you okay?”

“You took that hit pretty hard…”

“Don’t stand up yet.”

“That definitely looks broken…”

“Walk it off.”

“How are you feeling?”

“When was the last time you slept?”

“You look like shit.”

“Have you been eating enough?”

“Here, let me help you.”

“Why are you limping?”

“You’re really pale…”

“Did you just go throw up?”

“Why aren’t you eating?”

“______? You’re bleeding…really bad.”

“That looks infected.”

“Why didn’t you tell me earlier?!”

“I told you you’d get sick.”

“How many fingers am I holding up?”

“Wake up–you were hyperventilating, are you okay?”

“It was just a dream, you’re alright.”

“Look at me–you’re safe.”

“Take a deep breath.”

“Are you bleeding?!”

“How’d you get a bruise like that?”

“What happened?”

“Let me help you!”

“Can you hear me?”

“You hit your head pretty hard.”

“Don’t move.”

“I know it hurts, I’m sorry.”

No one would miss me…

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“I… usually eat ice cream with Axel and Xion.” He answered with a nervous laugh, knowing it probably seemed rather childish, but he didn’t mind. It was a form of comfort at the end of the day and he liked catching up with his best friends.

“Thank you, thank you, thank you~” Selphie practically sung as she accepted the ice cream in exchange for the munny. “Hehehe, a cone for you and a cone for me! It’s not the same as your sea-salt ice cream, I bet, but we can still share it over by the sea!”

She handed him his ice cream with a rushed, “Don’t let it melt all over your hands!”, a warning she probably didn’t need to give to an ice cream expert like Roxas. Whatever sea-salt ice cream was, it still have to melt like regular ice cream did, after all, right?

“Got it!” The young Nobody as he took the ice cream in his hands, being sure to not let it drip. The last thing he wanted was for this beautiful ice cream to turn into a melted waste of time. A laugh left his lips at Selphie’s next comment. “I’m glad that we both agree on that!” However it wasn’t as if… Roxas had ever cried before. How would he know? Could he really feel emotions? Was the happiness he felt in his chest right now from making a new friend even… real?

Roxas wouldn’t question it. Not now anyway. Thoughts like that always made his head spin.

With those thoughts pushed aside, Roxas looking down at the treat before him. Could this really match up to the taste of his favourite flavour of ice cream of all time? Well there was only one way to find out! With a slight bit of hesitation, Roxas leaned closer to the ice cream and gave it a gentle lick. It didn’t even take a second for his eyes to widen as he stared down at the food, his jaw almost dropping from the sheer fact that he found something that almost matched the amazing quality of seasalt ice cream.

          WHAT HAD BEEN THIS wonderland she was witnessing? with all her hopes pouring into the belief that no one in the organization would find out about her whereabouts, a childish awestruck gasp fled her lips. this was only the forest, but she felt like she explored a vast jungle of sorts. ❝ everything looks so—— so amazing…! ❞ left breathless, the thrill of excitement rushed at her.

“My first memories are actually of Twilight Town. I think I was standing right outside the mansion and then someone brought me into the center of town.” He explained briefly, his fingers adjusting the sleeves of his black coat. “I don’t remember much of it though. My first week in the Organization is a complete blur. I didn’t really come back to Twilight Town until one of my missions with Axel. He’s the one who brought me here and when we started our ice cream tradition.” He smiled for a moment, remembering the day he made his first friend.  He almost wanted to laugh since he had been such a zombie at the time. It was hard to believe how much time had actually passed.

          WITH MUCH HESITATION on her part, she wearily cracked her door open, just enough for her to tentatively step through quietly. he had a point; she DID know more than he did. it wasn’t that she wanted him to be inferior than her, but rather, she was unwillingly having a part in all this chaos. ❝ roxas… ❞ came her gentle murmur, pain swirling in her eyes. 

It wasn’t until Naminé spoke up did Roxas finally stand, his fingers clenching into fists. Her words had pretty much confirmed his suspicions. “So you have the answers then… The answers that I have been searching for so long. You… You knew this whole time and you didn’t tell me?” There was a wave of betrayal in Roxas’ voice as he just looked at the Nobody before him. A part of him knew that Naminé was right — it was too dangerous to tell him the truth, but he needed to know. Axel had been ignoring his questions or had played it off in some other form to distract him from it and he was tired of it. He needed to know!

yUUUUUP, Y’ALL SEE IT CORRECTLY. it’s officially this blog’s very first anniversary!!! and it’s also to celebrate my 550+ milestone too!! ;u; it’s been quite a wild ride for me, from all the random bouts of negativity to all these new friends i’ve made here —— i’ve come to treasure my time here, writing with all of you and making some new friendships!! i made this blog on a whim back in summer of 2015 because i was utterly bored that summer; i honestly thought i was gonna get tired of roleplaying after my summer vacation was over and delete. but here i am, still roleplaying and i’m honestly so happy i’ve made the decision to stick around. and i ain’t going anywhere bc naminé is my precious lil bby princess that i will always love yo. this is not in alphabetical order bc nAH. B)))) okay, we all can agree that jenny needs to stop being mushy 2k16. now onto the list!

Alright, friends. I apologize that I gave so many of you a scare last evening, however…

I had posted a few times here that I was fearful that @willfulwayfollower was at a suicide risk. I managed to get police involved, and eventually, I did receive contact. However, the messages I received was not the mun, but a family member. 

As of confirmation, it is a sad note that Jericho (the mun behind KH Unity (the rp group) and willfulwayfollower is in fact gone, and was between the 19th and the 21st. I personally have sent the family my personal condolences, however, since so many of you– over 20 people reblogged the last notice of the PSA, I came back to tell you the rather unfortunate news.