cage boy

be dangerous. be dangerous like mama said.

"But I want to feel this way about you, and it's too late for me to love or trust anyone else."

and he wants to complain that it isn’t fair. sam should jump into his arms when they get home from a hunt, still muddy and bloody, but it’s always dean. and life ain’t fair.

new ink :)

“That’s when it came over me in a cataclysmic flood—I loved Chris—and he was my brother. He made me whole, he gave me what I lacked, a stability when I would run off wild and frantic—and what a perfect way to strike back at Momma and the grandparents. God wouldn’t see. He’d closed His eyes to everything the day Jesus was put on the cross. But Daddy was up there, looking down, and I cringed in shame.”

just—don’t ask, don’t tell. like a good marine.